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i know, most of you are running far away and fast! 
okay, i lost 3 lbs...i'm shocked, amazed and thankful to Jesus because i really did not do much.
in a fit of morose discouragement, i paid $15 to join eDiets.com my hubbyman will not be happy about this, and i do tend to do thing on the spur of the moment...anyhow, i signed up for the Vegetarian plan, but you know what i'm realizing this week? I have held up vegetarianism as this "unreachable" goal, sort of idolizing it. There is nothing wrong about being a vegetarian. I have no deeply rooted spiritual reasons for wanting to be one. It's definately healthy if you do it properly. But, I am making it into such a "thing" that it has sadly usurped the place of Jesus in my heart of hearts. So, as i type this, i am printing my second week of vegan recipies, and here is what i am going to do:
i am going to follow the breakfast, lunch and snacks daily and eat with my hubbyman for dinner...no matter what that may be. And I am going to carefully watch my portions, pray my head off before I eat, and really really try to not have hissy fits when i can't have something because i'm "not hungry"...why should I have it if i am NOT HUNGRY????? I'm sorry that i destroyed all my Weigh Down materials when i found out that Gwen popped her cork. WDW was always about my relationship with Christ, not about Gwen...it's sad that a ministry can be so corrupted, but that's a rabbit trail i probably should NOT go down right now My point was, there was some really good, encouraging stuff in there that i would benefit from now...and relying upon my less-than-stellar memory isns't a great thing...but i'll press on and get into the Word daily, look up those verses that talk about dying to self and living unto Christ, stick with my one month of eDiets.com because i've committed to do that and i have 4 lbs of tofu that need to be eaten or used as wallpaper paste, whichever comes first
anyhow....off to read Romans once again and to be thankful for all that Jesus has done for me. Have a blessed weekend!
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