SINCE MY LAST ENTRY MY DAUGHTER HAS BEEN SICK AND NOW RECOVERING .  SHES NOT HAD SCHOOL (EXCEPT LIFE 101)FOR ABOUT A WEEK.  MY SON STARTED FEELING SICK LAST NIGHT BUT SEEMS TO BE DOING BETTER WITH IT THEN MY DD.  "SCHOOLING" SEEMS TO BE DRAGGING A BIT BUT THATS THE NORM IT SEEMS FOR THIS TIME OF YEAR.  I AM LEARNING FIRST HAND ABOUT THE PUBLIC SCHOOL ARENA.  STILL A BIT DIFFERENT.  ITS HARD TO PUT OUR NEW LITTLE GIRL ON THAT BIG BUS EACH EARLY COLD MORNING.  I SO WOULD LOVE TO KEEP HER HOME WITH US.  SHE WAS PLAYING THE OTHER DAY AND SAID SHE WAS GONA HAVE HER DADDY HOMESCHOOL HER WHEN HE GETS HOME.  I THOUGHT THAT WAS SWEET.  SHE KNOWS THE TOGETHERNESS THAT HAPPENS WITH KIDS THAT STAY HOME .  I STILL TRY TO TEACH HER WHAT I CAN AFTER SHE GETS HOME..WHICH IS NOT TIL 4:20PM.  SHES SUCH A JOY TO HAVE IN OUR FAMILY.  I KNOW THE DAY WILL COME THAT SHE RETURNS TO HER DAD BUT I FEEL SO BLESSED TO BE ENTRUSTED (ALONG WITH MY HUBBY OF COURSE) WITH HER.  MY HEART BRAKES FOR HER..I KNOW SHE IS SAD CAUSE SHES NOT WITH HER MOM AND DAD.  IF I COULD ID MAKE IT ALL BETTER FOR HER I WOULD.  GOD CAN THOUGH.  HE WILL IN HIS WAY AND IN HIS TIME.  I TOOK HER TO SEE HER DADDY AT THE JAIL AND HE WAS EMOTIONAL AS EXPECTED SHES A BIT BOTTLED UP.  IF ANYONE READS THIS PLEASE PRAY FOR THIS LIL GIRL AND HER DAD AND MOM.  THEY DO LOVE EACHOTHER BUT THEY NEED THE HEALING ONLY GOD AND THERE CHOSING CAN ONLY BRING.  THANK YOU. 

I CANT REMEMBER IF I TALKED ABOUT CERTAIN PEOPLE IN OUR LIFE HAD BEEN TRYING TO COUNCIL US AND TELL US WE SHOULD PUT OUR CHILDREN IN PUBLIC SCHOOL... JUST TO TRY IT AND SEE.  OUR FINANCES ARENT WHAT THEY NEED TO BE.  OF COURSE I PRAYED FOR GOD TO TELL US WHAT HE WOULD HAVE US TO DO AND WE FEEL HE WANTS US TO CONTINUE TO HOMESCHOOL.  WHEN TIMES GET REAL TUFF AND I TAKE MY EYES OFF OF GOD FOR A BIT THAT THOUGHT," WELL ,BOY IT WOULD BE EASIER TO PUT THEM IN PS.  I COULD WORK AND WE WOULDN'T STRUGGLE SO".  BUT THEN GOD GETS MY ATTENTION AGAIN AS HE IS SO GOOD AT DOING.. AND I REALIZE, THIS IS OUR MINISTRY.OUR CHILDREN AND AS WE KNOW ANY MINITRY GOD HAS GIVEN US COMES AT A PRICE SOMETIMES...A PRICE WELL WORTH IT. OUR HARD WORK AND STRUGGLES ARE NOW BUT WE WILL SEE GODS GLORY IN MY CHILDREN SOMEDAY.  WE WILL SEE WHY HES CALLED US TO DO THIS DIFFICULT TASK.  GOD HAS A PURPOSE AND PLAN FOR EACH OF OUR LIVES AND WE CANT LIVE ON WHAT MAKES SENSE ALL THE TIME..GODS WAYS ARENT ALWAYS OUR WAYS...GOD HAS PUT SUCH DEAR FRIEND(SISTA) IN MY LIFE WHO KNOWS MY HEART AND WILL SIT AND LISTEN TO MY BELLY ACHES AND CRYS AND I KNOW SHE UNDERSTANDS AND I KNOW SHE WILL ALWAYS GIVE ME A WORD FROM THE LORD..OR A TESTIMONY FROM HER LIFE OR SOMEONE ELSES..SHE KNOWS WHO SHE IS.. I HOPE SHE REALIZES WHAT A BLESSING AND GIFT SHE IS.  SO THANK YOU SISTA!! 

WELL I THINK THATS MY LIFE FOR NOW. GOD BLESS YOU ALL AND THANK YOU!

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