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Daddy on the Road, Mommy on the Run
September 15, 2006
Well, no pictures yet, BUT I have a funny to share!
Though
I promised pictures, we just discovered that the battery door on our
digital camera is broken & won't hold the batteries in.
Ugh. This is a REALLY nice camera my husband bought primarily for
work 4 years ago, and it has served us SO well. For crying out
loud, it made it through 3 third-world airports, four mission schools,
and a safari but it suddenly can't handle Energizers??? Makes no
sense. So, until I break down and give it the good 'ole Georgia fixin (duct tape on said door), I'm without snaps. But I DO have something mighty fabulous to share with you!
On Tuesday, I was hustling to get shoes on little thumpers and makeup
on myself when my fabulous three-next-week son began emphatically
telling me a story and asking me loads of barely intelligible
questions. Don't know about anyone else's angels, but both of
mine from 2 1/2 to 3 were good talkers UNTIL they got excited.
Itty Bitty does GREAT -- he'll hold conversation with you beautifully
-- until something gets him REALLY going and then it's like he's
slipped into Swahili. So, when I hear him begin to go off about whatever it was, I asked him to S-L-O-W---D-O-W-N. When he did, he said, "Mahmee, I take my narble to shool?" My eyes widened, my head cocked, my lips turned up -- all spontaneously. "What, Baby?" "I take my narble wis me?" "Your what?" "MY NARBLE!" and pudgy fingers held out a perfect little round marble. I burst into peals of laughter so big they brought tears.
Needless to say, my sweet angels were confused. So I tried to
explain that I LOVE the way they say things and this morning, my sweet
boy had made my whole day in one syllable. When my husband
came in, I tried three times before I could finally repeat what
IttyBitty had said without cracking up laughing. He thought it
was funny, but I think he was actually laughing harder at me!
So, we've decided (rather, I made D promise -- ) that if we ever get
another dog, especially a really great mutt from the pound, we're going
to name it Narble. If I could figure out a way to get it on video
and then upload the audio, I would because round little cheeks puffing
out the word "narble" is more like "nawrlble" anyway and it's
HILARIOUS!!! Ok, so I don't care if you're laughing at me now,
I just had to write this down for the sheer joy of lauging again... I
may go track my angel down from playing and make him say it again!!!
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September 10, 2006
We dance backstage...
Whew! It is GOOD to be home!
Vacations are always fun, home is always funner. We went to the
Sunshine State to visit D's grandfather for his 90th birthday -- isn't
that awesome? Then we did Nite of Joy, so we got to play around
Disney World for two days. It was a GREAT week -- good time with
my in-laws, D's aunt, and a sweet time with Grandpa, followed by some
amazing "down time" with our angels. We celebrated Itty Bitty's
birthday early there; he got to see Eeyore, Tigger, Piglet, and Pooh
and they ALL celebrated with him! We had ordered a cake to be
delivered there so he was even more suprised! Little Bit thought
it was just fabulous, too, and that made it even better for D and me to
know that both babies enjoyed the birthday shindig equally. There
weren't many people at the park that Thursday and the sky was cloudy,
so it felt like we had the park to ourselves. We spent all of
Friday morning lounging at the pool and playing in the sand. Itty
Bitty even got up the nerve to do the water slide; he flipped around a
bit on the way down, so he didn't want to do it again, but he liked it
a lot & talked about it all day! They got to see the Lights,
Motors, Action show at MGM and both thought that was the highlight of
our trip -- it was cute! D left on the bus from Disney after
the concert, so we leisurely awoke & grabbed the last of our things
this morning to head north. My babies played, colored, and sang
and sang on the way up. It was precious to me; I found
myself nervous to say much to them for fear of interrupting their
fun. Hearing them chatter on about their friends and their toys
and movies and our trip rendered me speechless. Those sweet
little voices hold my heart and capture my attentions every time they
lilt. Tonight, we stopped about an hour and a half from home
to hit the concert and see Daddy. D called me several times once
I got off the exit which was really good because the directions we were
given weren't correct. When we finally got there, we all had
dinner together and then Little Bit and Itty Bitty sat on a road case
to watch the concert. And I guess here's a good place
to explain stuff... my husband is on the road in full time ministry
with a Christian band, so we do a lot of traveling. Well, he does
a TON of traveling and we go when we can. When my sweet baby girl
was born, things were still small-town enough that we basically
traveled anywhere they did. By the time my little boy came along
15 months later, things were much busier and we went out on the "big
buth" (big bus) about once a month. Fast forward a couple more
years, and we hardly go out on the bus anymore, but we do meet them
where we can and all families go on big trips. It's an amazing
blessing to see people come to Jesus for the first time, others meet
their Saviour in a way they've never known Him before, and see ministry
leaders go back recharged to their own calls. At the end of the
day, it's all about seeing people know Jesus for themselves and
worshiping Him with every aspect of their lives. It's a blessing
to be raising children among people who've leveraged their lives for
Christ completely; it's also a blessing to be the one at home watching
them learn to trust and pray in ways I couldn't until adulthood.
My children pray for the band, "all the guys" (the crew), our band
pastor, whoever's traveling with them, the bus drivers, the cities they
visit and all the people in them each night of every tour when Daddy's
gone. We do it at dinner, and we have a map from the teacher
store that we Sharpie in the date & city name where it belongs as a
visual reminder to pray. I'm ashamed to admit I've been lax
lately in doing this; the schedule's not as hurried as it has been this
past spring and last fall. But my best friend just gave me a new
pack of multi-colored finepoint sharpies and we all know how
inspirational they are! :) So back to tonight... D and I
laughed out loud with delight: Itty-bitty pounded his legs with
his fist and shook his head to the beat, sitting across from where our
friend played his drums. Little Bit raised her hands to worship
during the worship songs and sang every word to all the others.
And during "our song" I took turns with each of them, holding them in
my arms and dancing around behind cables and boxes and cases and
tape. We've done this since Little Bit was old enough to sit up
on my shoulder. When Itty Bitty was born, I would hold both of
them and we'd dance around and laugh and laugh. Sometimes I can
still get both wriggly jiggly bodies aloft for us to bounce and sing
about, tonight we just took turns. And as I laughed and danced with my daughter again backstage, I prayed a fervent, "THANK YOU" one more time...
My children have grown up in this. Their favorite way to "help
Daddy" is to roll cases and haul gear; albeit slowly, they chug along
with guitar cases and cable boxes and mic stands. They pray
fervently -- at every meal they're asked to bless -- for the band and
its audiences, for those traveling with them, for "awl duh gize" (all
the guys). If you ask them why Daddy's on the road, they'll tell
you, "Because Jesus wants him there." My children have a
firm trust in an unseen, ever present, loving God and a fundamental
understanding of His direction of every step. So, we'll go on
dancing backstage. We'll keep praying and laughing and learning
verses and singing songs. We might not live an average existence,
but we don't serve an "average" God. We may miss out on some
"normal activities" in exchange for some "divine appointments."
And for every night that Daddy's on the road in the big bus, Abba holds
us close at home. Sovereign Sweet LORD, speechless with THANKSGIVING I come. Forgive me for the times I am ungrateful, shortsighted, "longing for a king" instead of thirsting for my God. Jesus, once again, You have the reigns to this chariot.
Teach me to run this race intentionally, with perseverance, with
passion, with YOU, so that those precious souls in tow don't see the
beauty of the vehicle or the speed of the journey or even the
excitement of the view, but only the Grace, Forgiveness, and Matchless
Worth of the Driver. And may they choose to follow You, too. "I met You like a little child Wide-eyed and mystified That You could love even me So I'm here to testify, it's been an amazing ride with You And I have never walked alone I wanna give You every moment, every minute It takes a lifetime to know You, to know You And the more You show me the more You grow me The more Your glory becomes all there is And the more I know You the more I need You The more I love You, the more You become to me..." From "The More" by Downhere (Wide Eyed and Mystified)
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September 1, 2006
What a sweet, sweet day
D's
on the road tonight; he's been home so long lately, I'd sorta forgotten
what it's like to be bye-mye-felf (to quote my son). But it's been so
good! My angels are getting so big; they know why he's gone and
they pray for him, the band, "awl duh gyze" (all the guys) and the city
they're in (except that tonight I forgot to look up exactly what city
that is... oops). It's so sweet to see them grow, and such a privilege to have days like this to just ENJOY them.
Thank You, Jesus. The privilege of my children, and of days like
this with them... oh, I am overwhelmed... THANK YOU, LORD!
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August 26, 2006
LORD,
You showed up.
Mightily.
And You certainly didn't have to.
There are some circumstances that have been miraculously healed and
answered -- we're getting the bonus early, dad's visit has been
peaceful, our trucks are both completely fine, our insurance will take
care of the rental car bump. There are some that are still in
great need of prayer, and I'm still laying prostrate before You about
them.
It's a good place to be.
Father, THANK YOU for hearing me, for accepting my prayer; for doing
exceedingly and abundantly beyond all I could ask or imagine; thank You
for the love You give me when I desperately need it, and couldn't
deserve it. You are the Holy One of Israel, You are One.
You light the path with Your Word and You grant sleep to those You
love. You show Yourself mighty to save and searching for the
righteous. You long to bring Your children home and Your hand is
NEVER too short to save.
Thank You for showing up today.
I am awed by Your presence, that You would come to sup with me.
The God of all the universe came to rescue me today.
Oh, praise Your Name! Thank You, God. I don't deserve You. But I sure do love You.
Amen.
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August 25, 2006
A declaration of faith
"In all this, Job did not sin by charging God with wrongdoing." Job 1:22
"The LORD has heard my cry for mercy; the LORD accepts my prayer." Psalm 6:9
In one week, my estranged father came to visit, one of my living heroes
of the faith fell in a way both horrifying and public, two of my
dearest students made decisions that could have ended their lives, my
estranged father came to visit, my niece and nephew were exposed to
drugs -- in their classrooms, the truck our niece uses broke down forty
minutes away from home, my husband and I are struggling through trials
we never dreamed we'd face, and we accidentally hit my dad's rental car
on the way down the driveway last night on the way to dinner.
So there are somethings I need to say -- as an act of faith, not
because I feel like it or don't feel like it, to remind myself and
anyone or anything listening that I serve a Mighty God:
HIS strength is made perfect in MY weakness. I am laid out;
incapable; and it doesn't matter. This battle is NOT mine, but
God's. He who formed me says, "Fear not, for I have redeemed you,
I have summoned you by name." None of this will be resolved by
strength of man or beast or machine, but by His Spirit, the LORD has
said. At the mighty Name of Jesus, every knee will bow and every
tongue will confess that Jesus Christ is Lord to the glory of God the
Father. So, I rest because these light and momentary troubles are
NOTHING compared to the riches and beauty and peace that awaits us in
His presence. We ARE hard pressed, but we are NOT crushed; we ARE
persecuted, but we are NOT abandoned; we ARE struck down, but we are
NOT destroyed.
So, no matter what this temporal feels like, I WILL PRAISE HIM. I
WILL GLORIFY HIS NAME. Because He who has called me is able, and
He will do it -- He has done it: everything that we have accomplished,
He has done for us; that which He has started, no one can stop; nothing
and no one can take us out of His hand.
I praise His name. I worship the Lord God Almighty because He is
worthy. I am grateful this is not, repeat, THIS IS NOT MY
HOME. The LORD GOD REIGNS, He is God of all creation and
undoubtedly God of these circumstances.
He who has called you is ABLE and HE WILL DO IT.
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