subjective [sub-jek-tiv], adjective- existing in the mind; belonging to the thinking subject rather than to the object of thought (opposed to objective).

God has been speaking to me about these two words.  He is showing me more about myself which is good because I have been asking Him to show me my fallow ground. 

This morning I had an encounter with one of my children.  The type of encounter that occurred happens often, more often than I care to admit.  It ended in hurt feelings on both parts.  I was asking God about it, and because I was actually listening this time, I heard Him tell me these two words.  (I do not audibly hear God, He speaks to my heart.)

He told me to post about this.  I immediately consented, but found that it was so easy to be distracted.  After attempting to do several things first, out of habit, which unfortunately is a habit of disobedience, I obeyed and began. 

Why did God want me to post?  I can only believe that because He knows all about me and my learning styles He wanted me to really get the point!

Objectivity is something I struggle with, or more honestly, have not possessed and have not pursued.  Most of what I think, say, and do has been subjective.  God has brought me far in my journey with Him over the last 9 years, but not that far. 

The encounter with my child this morning could have turned out a lot differently if I only would have been objective and had not spoken according to my own feelings.  It is diificult and certainly inconvenient to remain objective.  If I had only seen the big picture, I could have saved my child and myself from unnesessary harm. 

The simple fact is this: I get caught up.  I am too often swept away by my own desires.  They take me far, far from the Solid Foundation of my life, and those around me are injured in the process.

Lord, please help me to be objective in every relationship to bring you honor and glory. In Jesus name, let it be so.