Jul. 3, 2008
Weeping
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6-23-08 You don’t know how many times I weep over my generation. My heart is breaking for my people. What a confused generation we are. Born into confusion not knowing who you are from birth. We’re told so many things and because we don’t have father’s there’s no one to tell us who to listen to and who not to listen to. I weep bitter tears for what I am now responsible for. I’ve seen a whole other side to my generation that I am sorry to say I didn’t know existed. What’s with all of this tolerance with sin? What with all of this tolerance with homosexuality and “experimenting” with each other? I am disappointed and hurt and shocked and heart broken. My tears are numerous; incomprehensible. And I am ashamed to say that I have been like everyone else; ignoring the needs; ignoring the cries of their souls. God I pray for my generation. God I pray that we would awaken. Is there no one to hold us? Is there no one to see our tears? Is there no one to hear our soul cries? God will! God does! God I pray that my generation would get sick of seeing these pornographic things and wrong lifestyles that the roar that has been placed within since before we were born into the world would burst out of us. Only then can we make this immoral outburst die. What the Lord said to me: He said that there’s a spirit of discouragement on his people. The spirit of discouragement is heavy in us. He said to me, “Don’t trade my heartbeat when the times get rough. Don’t trade my heartbeat when you want to give up. I show up on time. I show up when you’re at the brink of no hope and do something like close down the abortion clinic in Dallas, just to let you know that I am still here and that I do listen to your prayers and that your prayers are in affect. Don’t give up.” It is so true. He shows up when I have almost lost hope and just is his awesome spectacular self and does something like that. He closed that abortion clinic and we cannot give up hope now. I will not give up hope. He is too faithful. |
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