I turned around in my life and somehow got caught up in this festive array of colorless ambition. And I find all of the "dress up" to be a sad mask of those who once tried to drag me down.I finally see that the road I am on is coming to a fork; I need to choose.

Which way is left? Which way is right?

I seemed to have forgotten on this path of decay and morality.

........and it's melting my sanity.........

My true colors are leaking out onto my footprints, and I see them as I look back.

I wonder why I have done all of thses things, knowing the consequences, and disobeying the signs of warning.

Did I not hear the war cry in my soul and in the heavens at the time of my conception? I have always been a threat, no matter where I am. But it's the truth isn't it, that seems to make people feel intimidated?

But the turth is comforting, and I guess they are uncomfortable.

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Posted by ridiculousmom

That was great. You put so much meaning into your writing. I like the part about why do we make the wrong choices even when we know the consequences. Life is a process, and as we mature we learn to say "no" more if we are truly growing in the one who gives us the strength to say "yes"
hugs,
mom2many

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