Our baby is now waiting for us in Heaven. My heart is in a thousand pieces right now but I know she wasn't meant to stay with us. I know the Lord has his reasons for sending her and then taking her away. My dh and I discussed at length all of the lessons we believe we are to learn from this experience. I'm working through all of the emotions and it is hard and painful but even through all of this I do PRAISE GOD for allowing us the blessing of knowing this baby for the short but extrememly PRECIOUS 20 weeks of carrying her in my womb.

I will try to get the birth story finished by tomorrow but I've added a picture in case anyone cares to see our beautiful baby. Sorry the quality isn't the best, this is a scanned copy of the hospital proofs printout. She really looks as though she is just sleeping.

--Nadine -mommy to 6 here and a tiny angel waiting in the arms of Jesus.