Here I sit at my computer, exhausted yet wanting to quickly type up a few of my feelings today. It has been very tiring with a number of late nights, getting ready to put our house on the market. In the middle of all the work, a friend thought she might buy our house, but ended up choosing not to. Through the course of that, I was excited thinking I might not have to do ALL the cleaning up! After last night when that fell through, I started thinking about all that would need to happen for us to move this fall and started to wonder if it would be too hard or complicated to get it done in such a short time. I know if it's God's will, it will all come together. I also decided I should prepare myself in case God has plans for us to stay here through the winter. I have been so excited about getting land and moving out, almost to the point of making a nice property my goal and "god". So today I decided I needed to recommit myself to seeking wholeheartedly after God's will. His will may be for us to move right now, or it may be for us to spend a little more time here and possibly witness more to those who I have relationships with here.

So tomorrow at this time, our house will be on the market and we will be at Leland's sister's house! Then we'll check out housing and jobs and enjoy some time with them. So many unknowns about the future, but God is in control of it all so all I need to do is go REST!

Thank you God for holding our future in your hands. Thank you that your perfect will is all I can seek and hope for.

Melanie