Feb. 21, 2007 - Ok so
My dear friend has urged me to write something. I told her that I really have nothing to say. She told me that neither does she but she writes something, and if people want to read it then so be it. I feel like I really have no profound statements to make. I am not articulate. I can't sit here and piece together my thoughts about whatever. If people want to know something about how I feel or what I think then ask me about that, and I would love to sit and talk about it. But to have to think of something to say, that is hard for me. I was talking to another dear friend, and we were talking about conversations. She said that I am really not a good conversation starter. And I am not, if I have a ?, then I will ask it, but it starting a conversation is sort of like trying to blog, I don't really know where to start. I think that I am the type of friend that is always good for a laugh (even though I am NOT that funny, according to.....well I was going to write here Jeremy, but I think that a lot of people feel that way. I am more corny then funny. ) But I am not the kind of friend that is good for a deep intelectual conversation about....well, just about anything. Now that does not mean that I am dumb, I don't think that I am. I am not book smart, and I definatly don't have an IQ of 180. ( insert joke here) I think that I am more street smart, w/ common sense lacking occasionally. But I love my friends and I love hanging out w/ them. I love reading there blogs and seeing what is going on in there heads. But blogging is hard for me. I enjoy it, but only when I really have something to say, and that only seems like when I have to complain about something, and really, who wants to read someone's blog who is only complaining about something? SO please don't take my silence as anything other then, I don't have much going on up there......( again, insert joke here)