I almost had my mind made up over our curriculum. Now that it's geting time to order, I'm full of doubt.  I've been praying and seeking the Lord but I feel as of right now, I don't have a peace.  It's helped to come back and read my blog that was written at the end of this school year.

I was planning on making a big switch to BJU's DVDs.  I was reading over their catalog the other day and read that their shipping takes around 30 days.  This means, I'll need to go ahead and start ordering.  I'm starting to really worry about spending $2,000 and it not be the right fit.  If it's not a good fit, I don't know what I will do.   I'm scared they will hate watching the DVD's all the time but I "think" it will be better all the way around.  I have just as many "Pros" in my head vs "Cons."

We are starting to take on more work with our business.  Which will require more of my time.  I already had a hard time being consistant with hsing last year.  Plus, we switched arround curriculums last year.  I wasn't happy with the boy's ACT scores either.  I do get easily frustrated teaching hard concepts. 

I'm so confused and I know I'm rambling like crazy.  I just want to hear the Lord and be on the right path.  I've been researching curriculum and reviews for days, just looking for a big sign from God..."This is it!"

Heath is leaving this decision up to me.  He says I know more about it than he does and he trusts my judgement.  The problem is that I'm not use to making this big of a costly decision.  I'm scared about not hearing the correct path from the Lord and going in the wrong direction.  Which will cost a lot more money, time, and frustration. 

If anyone is reading this, please say a little prayer for me!