Aug. 20, 2008 - Tired and rambling....
Today was a hard day. I feel ill-equipped to be a single mom. I know there are millions of them out there. Once again, my dear Sage, is acting out. I guess I was already feeling stressed. Things are getting moved out of my house on almost a daily basis. Talk about decluttering! I don't seem to have enough money. Yet I am confident that I will have what I need when I need it. I just like knowing the plan. Don't we all? My external flash is stuck on my camera. It is under warranty. I don't know if I can live without my camera for a month while it is sent in to be fixed. Its like cutting off my arm. My house looks like a hurricane hit it. However, I am thankful that my washer and dryer are working...even though my dryer is taking over an 1 1/2 hours to dry. I haven't seen my new great-nephew yet. Christopher cleaned his room while Sage was off with someone else for the day. I had to call in help with Sage again this evening, though. I will be throwing a big party this weekend. My kids are going to be dedicated at church then a bunch of us, about 22 in total, will head back to my place for some Liberian food. My friend, Munty, used to be the director of an orphanage in Liberia. He is more than happy to prepare food. I am more than happy to let him do that! Today was hard for Christopher, too.
I feel much better just for writing. God's grace is sufficient for me.
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Aug. 21, 2008 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Rebeca
Dearest Dar. I'll be praying for a better day today, that in your weakness you will know God's strength. I wish I could be there to see your sweet children dedicated. (And join you for Liberian food afterwards!) Please give all the kids my love, okay? And know that I'm praying for you.
Beca
