Posted in Spiritual Revelations from Our Awesome God

When my husband decided to join the Army Reserves just over 2 years ago, I was overwhelmed by the idea of it. After all, we were a nation at war. We also had 5 small children that, God forbid,  if something should happen to him I would have to raise alone. However, in addition to my own fleshly fears, I also felt an incredible peace from God with my husband's decision. I knew with everything in me that this was God's will for our family. I knew that if we didn't take this step of faith, we would be cheating ourselves out of the blessing of obedience. And to confirm this, the Lord spoke a scripture to my heart that I have clung to ever since:

I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me. ~ Philippians 4:13

Currently, my husband is in another state. I am running our household without him for at least one year. I am thankful that he is not in harm's way, although his job is not without its risks. I have a lot to bear on my shoulders. I often receive comments from people about how strong I am. Although I don't always feel strong, I know that God has strengthened my faith and my character over the past 2 years. I have received these comments graciously, but maybe have let them go to my head a little bit. Maybe I have actually believed I am stronger than I really am?

Today I am facing a health situation that has me a bit nervous. I need to rely on Jesus for strength! I want to be an example of faith to my children; not that I would receive any glory, but that my faith would point right to the Saviour of my soul. Strengthen me please, Jesus, for your glory. It's the only way I can do this! I need You!

~ Layla