Monday, May 26, 2008 -
umhm. this is it. i hate causing all this drama. heh, oops, i am anyway.
i'm going back to blogger. end of story.
i just don't feel like i'll have so many random people finding my blog, adding me to friends' lists, messaging me, etc.
need me, i'll check messages on here kinda regularly. or email it: ifweirdisnormal@yahoo.com
and, just for the record, i'm creating a new blogger so that random hsb people don't follow me. xD no offense meant, of course.
Monday, May 19, 2008 - 5/19/2008
M'kay, so, guess what?
I officially disabled comments, for the same reason that I left HSB the first time.
I'll getcha a real post later today or tomorrow, but for now, yeah. Wanna talk to me, don't plan to do it via comments. HSB has private messaging for a reason, yo. + there's always the cbox.
I'll still comment if I like you. [: Also cleaning out my friends' list.
I'm tired of drama & popularity contests.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008 - "We'll raise up our glasses against evil forces, singing: 'Whiskey for my men and beer for my horses!'"
Oh. My. Gosh. I absolutely adore this song, it's just way too much fun. [It would be Picture To Burn, by Taylor Swift, if I had not already mentioned that.] I just like revenge songs is all, I think, yeahh. Makes me think of Before He Cheats... only not quite so extreme.
Anyhow, yep, I just spent all evening with Bekah, and that was weird. I mean, I'm still getting used to this whole friends-with-Bekah thing. We laughed and talked and... yeah. It was pretty amazing. I don't walk on eggshells around her anymore. I actually look forward to seeing her, and it's rather rad. And she likes good music, too! I mean... yeah. She likes Flyleaf. I was like: =O Whaa?? It's scaryyy. But rather amazing.
Yeah, I do not feel anymore like sitting here and talking about my lovely door-to-door experiences anymore. Nope, so, I will shutup now. Yeahh.
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Saturday, April 26, 2008 - "So go and tell your friends I'm obsessive and crazy, that's fine, I'll tell mine you're gay."
Yeah. So I guess I don't have a whole lot to say. I'm a little annoyed at Emma, she was being more than a little insensitive last night. I mean, it's nothing entirely new, but STILL. And then she decided that all I was good for was finding stuff out about people for her. I refuse to be used and thrown away until she needs me again, when she can't even find it in her heart to pretend to listen to my problems.
However, I can't be too mad at her, because I do owe her for the wonderful conversation I had with CJ last night. Don't you love finding friends you didn't know you had? Iunno, I've known him for months, and we've talked casually a fair amount, but didn't really know anything about each other. I've always thought we really clicked [not, like, in a weird way], but I guess we were both just a little too shy to do anything about it. Which is weird to say, because I don't think anyone would use the word "shy" to describe either of us. Anyway, so maybe we're friends, instead of just acquaintances? It'd just be nice right now. [= yeahh.
Anyway, yeah. I really don't have anything to say, I was going to rant about Emma, but that really didn't happen too much. I spent more time talking about CJ than Emma. But, whatever.
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Thursday, April 24, 2008 - "Please realize I'm not half alive without a mess of help to stand alone."
i'm running out of song lyrics to use in titles. uhh. yeah. anyways, the only reason i'm posting is because i have pictures, which, of course, takes all the work out of posting. yay? i dunno. i did notice that somehow there's only one picture actually of me, but i did manage to be in the edge or background of almost every other picture, and i don't know how that one happened. buut, yeah. i decided i was too lazy to post all the pictures, which you don't want anyway, so here are what i deemed the eight best.
what i want to know is why it was 80 outside yesterday and Caleb showed up in jeans and a sweatshirt... and he didn't take the sweatshirt off all night. buuut, yes.
i guess i could talk about a bunch of fun things that happened... or humiliate myself by admitting that i got stuck in my own tree. but i'm tired, and my back is killing me, so i will just... leave it at this... i guess.
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Tuesday, April 22, 2008 - "Wake up, call me, baby, call me, tell me what's on your mind!"
yes, the template hurts MY eyes, too, thank you for noticing. that's why i like it. i don't normally use so many bright colors in one template... so this is a first for me. not really. but kinda. i dunno.
i'm bored, nothing's happening in my life right now. and since i have nothing productive that i need to do i don't feel guilty for not doing anything productive. i mean... not quite true, there ARE things i could be doing but... i'll pretend i don't know that.
i pretty much have nothing to say, go figure. and i probably will not remember to comment anyone. actually, more like i'll conveniently forget.
okay, something to say. uhhh. last week [i think?] we pulled down [yeah, i said PULLED] our garage... intentionally, of course. and tomorrow the youth group has a lovely service project... disassembling what's left of said garage, which is basically a roof on a concrete slab. best part about it has to be the pizza that's involved, oh yeah. i'm trying to figure out whether we'll end up with Monical's or Casey's.
yeah. i've talked about that as much as possible. i'm so boring.
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Monday, April 14, 2008 - would you say you love me under this ordinary moonlight?
erin is depressing herself by reading yesterday's entry. sooo moving on.
i feel different tonight. like, yeah. if there was anything that needed standing up for, tonight would be the night that i would stand up for it. i feel amazing. like nobody matters. no one could make me happier, no one could ruin my mood. it makes me feel powerful. i could do anything!
anyhow. yeah. i love how i'm in this mood... i managed to listen to two songs that make me cry all the time without crying. i am so good! people should outlaw songs like Can You Feel The Love Tonight and The Little Girl. they really outta outlaw the hamster dance, too... because just now trying to type it i spelled hamster wrong. ^^ wow. really sad.
and ohhhkayy. i so just figured out who an anonymous commenter was from back in august. =] funny... how did i not realize it then? but i just wasted half an hour reading posts from august... oops.
anyway. i'll post this now, before it gets longer... i definitely need to make a new template...
