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I'm using this as a place to vent for now. I'm feeling completely worn our. My sister's wedding was Nov. 1 and it went well. I'm glad it's over, though. Phew!:) I sure hope my daughters will opt for a simple wedding. Soon after the wedding, my almost 2 year old came down with a respiratory bug and we had a rough week. He's still got a cold and is whiny and as a result, I've not been having much uninterrupted sleep. About 2 weeks ago I started feeling bad; I can't really put my finger on what it was but I didn't feel 'right'. Then on Sat. I had blood in my urine - I have kidney stones and I hadn't been drinking enough water. I feel like I've been going downhill ever since! I also have a rectocele (female hernia) that is bothering me alot lately. Everytime I go pee, I feel the need to push. Is it the rectocele or the kidney stone? Is it possible I have a UTI, too? We don't have insurance right now so I'm frustrated. Anyway, I have been irritable and fussing at the children a lot lately. I don't want to , don't mean to, but then I see the mess they've made or the chores they haven't done and I lose my temper. The only effect it's had is to increase tension in our home. This, of course, makes me feel even worse. What a vicious cycle I'm on! If anyone reads this, please pray for me and my family. I'm so tired and stressed out at the moment and can use any prayer lifted up on my behalf. Thanks! God bless you all. Have a great Thanksgiving. |
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