Geez. School starts on Friday. Or for me anyways. This summer went by so fast. Its crazy. Im nervous about going back. Its highschool. ah. more work. more studying. blah. but yet im excited. In just four years i'll be going to college. Four years ago i was in the fifth grade. Its amazing how fast time goes by. You think back on life and its only like it was yesterday we were starting our very first day of school- thinking we were so big now. Times back then were so carefree ya know. Now its all "how do i look", "i wonder if he's noticed me", "gotta keep my grades up", and worrying about our future. I wish i could not worry about the future and just live in the present. Not wonder whats gonna happen next. Life is zooming past us and with everyone worrying about everything in life, there's no time to enjoy it. People need to find out who they are and not worry about what others think of them. Why cant we all just be happy with ourselves? We constantly "need" something. or we constantly "want" something. I want to just be satisfied with what i have. People may think, "o well easy for you to say. your life doesn't suck". My life does suck. My parents just got divorced after being married for 20 years. and i dont know why. but with how fast life is going by, i want to be happy for four more years and remember the rest of my childhood as GREAT before i have to move out.

so...

i am determined  to enjoy life and try my hardest to make the best of it before it passes me by.

Are you?