haha, well....
have you ever seen someone and thought...wow...if evolutionist saw this person they would have found the missing link.
haha, not to dash on anybody, but some people are just SO hairy...its kinda grose.
hahahaha...but anyways.
i have been getting alot of wanderful friends on my account!
you should go check out their bloggs.
sorry i havn ttyped in awhile...but life overtakes so many of us...brains are fried..and we get tired beyond reason.
why do we do this to ourselfs?
why cant we mannage to have a BALENCED life?
i meen, you might be the one of a kind and say... oh, i have no clue what you are talking about..so let me explain.
have you every been to a camp..where you go and go and go...and you push yourself through all tiredness and pain to the point where if you pushed yourself through it even one more day..you would DIE????
well, that how it is with my every day life. i go nonstop trying to get everything done. sometimes i even forget to eat becuase i am doing so much. for myself and other people. school, directing church dramas, cleaning, work, basic stuff around the house that you normally put on the back burner till you have 'time'..singing for youth group, art, my instroments, going so many different places (i dont even know why or where i really go...just got to sit in the car till all the arrends are ran), helping my mom out with her business, helping my younger siblings with their school, and suporting all my siblings in their different sports.
we go through fases where you think you can tackle the world, and then once you stop to breath...you hit the ground so hard...its almost inpossible to regroup from everything.
so why cant we just take EVERy day a bit easier and not have those seasons where we are to tired and overworked to do anything?
i do it all the time. but the thing is... i dont really get to catch up on sleep, i dont get to take days off from being sick, i dont get to stop for even a second.
and i am finding myself to be no fun anymore.
my smile is disapating, and my joy is leaving.
so...my conclusion is to say NO to more stuff. but oh..its gunna be hard couse i love to make others happy. and if that means not getting sleap for days on end just to help someone out... then so be it.
but because of that.... I have no life.
sure, i have many friends... but i DONT have 'time' to hang out with any of them.
remind me to keep a steady pace...and i will work my best to do so.
for i am tired of crashing because i dont know when to stop. i dont know when to say no to helping or working... and i dont like those days where i feel like crap from lack of sleap.
why do we do this to ourselvs???
.....do you have the answer? |