there is a music thing at the bottom of my page, to change the song just click on a different song!! haha

sounds easy enouph. hu?

some are asking me why the name 'live2love'?

well, its not an inside joke, its not something you shouldnt understand, its not meant for hummor, it does not mean love to live.

my username 'live2love' did not aquier because i love someone, it did not aquire because i love my live, it did not aquire because i fell the need to go find a love... it aquired because you should love God.

by loving God you love his creations. that means you LOVE ALL.

not only your husband, not only your firends, not only you family, not only you pet.... but you love you enemies also, you love those who hurt you, you love most those sertain people who drive you crazy, and that inside you feel you should hate with all your gutts. those are the ones you love.

you love the world God creates, the plants the animals the stars and the sun, the moon and the clouds, the rain and the snow.

BUT... you do not love your life.

sure, be gratefull for it. but do not love your life to the point where you are not willing to leave your life this second and go live with Christ.

that is NOT what my username meens.

i only intend for this name to meen do not live a life of hate. that will not get you anywhere.

do not judge before you know whats trully going on. for maby that person really just needs a friend.

dont think you are better then others. for you are NOT. God made us all equal. and you may have something in your life, something about you that drives them just as crazy, or makes them dislike you just as much.

dont judge a person by what they look like, by their cover... for inside they could be searching. searching for something greater. and they just dont know any better.

take these things to heart. and please in your comments, add your thoughts. i would love that.

well, just thought i would let you know that i did well, since that was the jiff of the last message.

every one sayed i did SO good! and they cant wait till they hear me sing next week!

dont worry, tomarow i will try to post somthing interesting! haha

have you ever not been nervouse about somthing but you know when you get to the point where you have to do this one thing you know you are just gunna get butterflies?

well, tonight i am singing with the worship team for the first time and i am not feeling nervouse at the time, but i just know when they tell me to sing into that mic. i am going to freak.

well, i know i shouldnt because it is for Christ and everyone there has already pretty much heard me sing at somepoint. bu just the idea of me being up on stage and having a mic inront of my face for the first time is just nerve reacking.

never in my life have i been put on the spot like this when it comes to singing, but i was determined that i have to get out of my confort shell and persue Gods gift.

every one says they lie my voice, not one person has said i sing bad... but still.....

i know ill do fine, i might not do wanderful, but i have come to the conclusion that if i mess up, then..well...WHATEVER!!! im singing for God not the people listening, and God doesnt care what you sound like as long as your are praising him.

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tell me if i bore you with all my thoughts on things....

PLEASE!

ill think of something else to type..i dont want my readers to be bored out of their mind with my writings and then not read anymore!

because then whats the point of me writing?

i guess that i could write for myself...but i like to have input sometimes... and know that people like to read about my randomness thoughts.

My grandpa is ok. it wasnt a stroke, but they still dont really know what happened.

~just thought i would let you know since that was like the media of my last blogg.

have you ever felt useless?

like when you cant do anything about something so overtaking? terrifying?

.....worth crying for?

well, lats night my grandfather passed out and whent to the hospital. Family thinks it is a minor stroke, but the Doc's havnt told us any info yet. The sad thing is that he didnt even recognise his own wife at first, but soon asked if she was Lois. Nothing has really hit me yet, tears streamed down my face when i was praying with my friend, but truly... it just doesnt seem like reality. doesnt seem true/real. I want to say that i believe, but honestly, i dont think i feel like lying to you.

i dont know what is going to happen, i just know whatever does happen it is in Gods hands and if he does go... well, he'll be in good arms. With Jesus Christ.

...the thought of him leaving us though is just heart breaking.

have you ever had a day where you just dont feel right about anything?

where you love your friends encouraging words but all you want is for them to say that you and your loved one is in their prayers.

I MEAN... i hate it when people sympathise for me and tell me how sorry they are... its not going to help, it only makes things worse. it makes you think how terrible your life is. even when it is encouraging sympathy, i really just want to keep with reality. i dont want to be known as the girl who is never o.k.

~or the girl who's life is just a peice of crap till further notice.

i dont want to hear... poor shay...

i dont want to hear...it will be ok...

i dont want to hear peoploe talking to others about my poor life behind my back, and i sure dont want to hear it while i am staning right next to you...on the phone...over the internet... however else people communicate...

all i want to hear...

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..............

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...is that whatever happens... it happens for a reason, and it is all in Gods hands.

because things may not always turn out 'OK' things might not turn out to be perfectly dandy...

but it IS always for a reason.

&

It IS always in Gods hands.

God Bless,

and please, pray for my papa.

thankyou.

Hello readers,

Well, usually peoples first blogg is to tell every one how great  we are so you will read our bloggs. Well, i am not going to lie to you, my life isnt perfect, so i am not going to boast about myself to try to make you like me or think i am any more perfect then you are. Some days i will post something just prectacular to uplift my readers spirits...if any one really actually has time to read bloggs. I know I dont, that is why i got rid of my last one. Why do we write these rediculouse bloggs that waist our lives in hopes of readers? When we dont even take the time to read others.

Well, i dont know why i am saying this to you because if you are infact reading this, then you must be one of those spectacular individuals who actually take the time to see whats going on in other peoples lives..... OR you were just rediculously bored and happened to pick my blogg to read. Either way, i encourage you to put me on your list of contacts! That way you can return to my blogg of meaningless words that just drain all our time.

You might be saying, well... i am not waitsing time.. i just REALLY dont have anything to do. Well... all i have to say to that is...LIAR. We all know there is something else we could be doing right now that would benifit us in the long run. weither its doing your homework, catching up with your friends, meeting new ones, cleaning your room, reading your Bible, or whatever else you do.

Anyway, like i was saying before... what really is the point of Bloggs? They really just suck your life away, but heck... i dont judge you, because i am doing the exact same thing. spending most my time on the computer, when i should be pursuing my musical skills and art talents. whatever you want to call them, they are really mor inportant.

On my old account, i was experimenting with what i can do with it, and what to write... well, i noticed that most people tell about their day, what they have done, and how much they inpressed someone that inparticular day. well, so that is what i did. i wrote about my days, and how wanderful or boring they were.  but really, who wants to read about WHAT WE DO EACH MINUTE OF THE DAY??? thats our own freekin business. Especially for people who dont know you who are reading our bloggs...come on people! They probably dont even know your reall name, why would they want to know what you did today or yesterday, or what your going to do tomarow.

SERIOUSLY! If i do go take the time out of MY life to go read someone elses blogg, i dont really give a crap what they did that day. I want to know their dreams, thoughts, input, beliefs, future, asperations, and dangit! I WANT TO KNOW WHAT DRIVES YOU... to keep going, what pushes you through to the next day.  I want to know what is going on in your brain, not your day. i want to know you religion, your plans for your life, if you want to get married, if you are married. i want to know what you WANT. NEED. DREAM OF. LIVE FOR. DIE FOR. Why God put you on this Beautiful earth. I want to know what you THINK of earth, do YOU thing it beautiful? or do you think we are condeming the world by polution.

TELL ME! dont hold back, that wont get you anywhere, i have come to realise that. You dont need to impress anyone, if your friends dont like who you REALLY are, and cant handle you reall dreams, and down on your innerself, then you need to find new friends. For they are not TRUE frineds if they cannot support what you want ini life. Dont change who you are to to fit in. Change your group to fit YOU.

I am not saying though, that you need to change others around you so you fit in. I am saying to find such friends that can support who you TRULY are, and who God made you to be.

But dont desert you old friends. THAT IS REALLY INPORTANT. For they are looking for JUST as much support and encouragment as you are. and if you cannot give it to them how do you expect to recieve it?

Well, thankyou for using up your time to read my words of mind. I encourage you to return. I cant promise you that i will type often, but i can promise you this...

i wont bore you with my hourly action.

BUT,

i might, however, bore you with my hourly thoughts.