• Aug. 19, 2007 - Lord, please give me patience
Right now, as I mentioned earlier, we are looking for a house. My husband has stated that he wants to continue to rent for a few more months to get some things in order before we get a mortgage. We have to move out of the house we live in now before the winter in any case, which means moving twice probably within six months or so.
UGH.
I trust and respect my husbands decision. I also am very frustrated because I feel like I am living in Limbo. I just want to get it done and over with. I know that God has the perfect place for us and I just need to be patient. That is a lot harder than it sounds.
On another note, things are moving along with my new business. I had another photo shoot today which went very well. And I have another prospect for September. I started my own portrait and wedding photography business in July. You can visit my online gallery at:
www.jrphotography.smugmug.com (copy and paste, I do not know HTML)
Photography is a passion of mine and I am so blessed to be able to do it for a living. (Of course I hardy am making "a living" at it right now) I truly only want it to be a part time thing right now as I do not want to take any time away from my duties at home.
Oh yeah, I had a crazy dream last night that I had a baby, which is pretty interesting since I had a tubal ligation 7 years ago. What was particularly interesting is that we had a home birth. I know this is probably not a big deal to a lot of you but I am a little on the skiddish side when it comes to these things and my husband would definetly look at me in a strange way if I said I wanted to have a home birth. Don't get me wrong, It strikes me as a very beautiful and natural thing and I would actually look into it if I were pregnant, I just never actually thought about it before now.
I think it was a mistake having my tubes tied and would and have considered having a reversal surgery. My husband said that he wants to wait until we are settled into out home first and then we'll talk about it more. I also think that if God wants me to have another baby then something like a tied tube will not get in His way.
If anyone has any experience with reversals or tubal ligation thoughts in general, I would love to hear it.
Thank you Lord for Giving me the patience that I need to carry out your commandments and to be the wife and mother you would have me be! I am trusting in your word that whatsoever is required will be supplied.
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• Aug. 19, 2007 - Moving...
RE: reversal surgeries, go to www.aboverubies.org