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May. 19, 2008
A New/Old Love In My Life

Posted in Single Moms as Keepers at Home

I was planning on no longer sharing real personal stuff here - but for those of you who are single mom's I think that this may encourage you.

I'm not sure what prompted this thought process -- and at the same time, I do know.  I have found I can't watch those movies that have the happily ever after love story themes.  I grow discontent in the life the Lord has blessed me with.  I recently was able to purchase the complete Christy series -- one of my favorites.  I spent my vacation working my way through watching every episode.  I started feeling that restless discontentment growing, wondering why I have to do this alone.

These words are the thoughts I had after praying and repenting of my ungrateful attitude.  The Lord has so blessed my situation, that I have no room to be ungrateful.

He chose me.  Not because of who I am.  He loves me in spite of that, because of who He is.  He is a husband to me and a father to my children. 

I am His princess, daughter of the King.

He knows my every weakness, my every betrayal, my every short coming, my every failure and still He loves me, anyway.

It is what I always desired, what I sought desperately, in places it could never be found, never realizing I had it all along, the love of the Master. 

He is my rock, I can lean on.  He protects me and shelters me, He listens.  He comforts my sorrows. 

He provides for me.  He owns the cattle on a thousand hills.  He desired His very best for me.

What right have I to want more than this?  I pray the Lord will bless you through these thoughts.
MaggieRaye

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May. 25, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Abiga51


I understand these thoughts completely. While raising my four without help from their dad who left I waited. Then I still waited after they left the nest. And yet I am still waiting, waiting for God's best if He sends him.
And if not God has settled the issue in my heart to be content with Him alone.
I am quitting my job this year of teaching to stay home again and help with the grandchildren. That has always been my hearts desire. So you are a younger lady that has been very encouraging to me by reading your posts and sticking to God's will and staying home. I don't know how I will do it without income until retirement is official with social security(quite a few years away) my bills are paid but I will have to trust God for the day to day essentials now.
So excited for you about the house too.
Blessings.


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