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Apr. 12, 2009

Happy Easter!!!

Today's sermon was just what I needed.  I have had a very defeatist attitude lately.  I have felt like nothing is going right for me.  I have really been struggling financially.  I have been very frustrated with certain relationships and how slowly getting my business started is going.  Last night, I had just about decided to give up on some things.  I'm not meaning that I was suicidal or anything.  But ready to just lose my house and everything that I have been working for here.  And I was not looking forward to spending another holiday without my sister.  She moved away 1 1/2 years ago now.  I think it is actually getting harder the longer she is gone, especially since she is not speaking to me as well.  My dad and step-mom keep trying to get to move up near them.  Last night I was about ready to go there and try and start over. Today, my pastor preached on our old man being dead.  He talked about how just as Christ resurrected, we also have new life in Him.  He said that our struggles also should be dead, that we need to speak life over them.  So today, I am speaking life over my situation.  This year, my business is going to get off the ground.  I am going to get out of my debt hole.  I am going to be able to pay my bills.  I am going to do so well that I will no longer need government help to survive.  And those relationships that are not how I want them to be, will improve.  And for those of you who made it this far, here are some pictures of my boys on this Resurrection Sunday.

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