Jan. 19, 2008 - Not Coming back
hey guys, just wanted to say that im not going to be back for a long time. i have myspace and facebook so if you want to hook up wit me there you can. lol laters peoples. no body even reads these anyway so im just gonna go where the keyboard takes me.
Rylee
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Dec. 23, 2007 -
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Dec. 19, 2007 -
When heaven is too far away, turn and look to yourself and ask, is this really what is right?
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Dec. 7, 2007 - I found this brush on the bathroom floor, you can have it!!"
Hey guys@
What’s up? I’m so bored and I hope you guys are all good. Let’s see, I can’t wait until skewl ends. I’m kind of sick of it. Okay if you know what ‘bipolar’ means that you will understand that that word is a full description of me. Lol well I found out today that I’m a very shy person. People should recognize that if I talk to someone it means that I don’t like like them but if I completely ignore them than that means that I am shy and don’t have the guts to talk to them. Pretty lame huh? Yeah I know. Well now you know I’m a very shy and insecure person. Omg okay so someone told me today at skewl that I would look really pretty if I straightened my hair and wore really small things. Yeah right. I’m not that kind of person. I don’t like getting people to like me for the outside. I want someone who likes me for who I am and not for what I try to be. Well that’s about it for the ‘ME’ issue. Today I had to get to skewl at 6:45 a.m. but skewl didn’t start for like an hour and ten minutes so I just sat there and talked to one of my friends. I realized that I get along better with guys. Well actually I always knew that but still people are noticing it and I can’t help it. Anyway so there’s no game tomorrow and there’s no practice. Omg so I don’t know what’s up but I miss my old life. you know the one where I was HAPPY about everything and everything to me made me happy? Yeah that one. But now it’s like nothing’s going right. Oh well. I should end this before it gets way too long.
@riley@
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Dec. 3, 2007 - An essay for english. i think i got an "F" on this paper
A letter from a taciturn girl who does nothing but act like she really cares.
I act so stubborn and I know I make mistakes
But I promise I’m not a charlatan, a con or a fake.
I give to take, so that others can relate
This wasn’t written for comfort or any placate
I’m sick of the games people play
The things they say just wanting their way
Stopping all your lying, and endless crying
Of what you can’t have, of things that don’t last.
My words are futile, because of reticence
And I can’t help it, I’m just a pretense.
I’m stupefied from those who died
Giving their lives just to be justified
You think you’re meritorious,
Deserving of praise,
Just to be forgotten for the rest of your days
Impudent ones who give their lives
Becoming all belligerent, just take you life
Let me be laconic so that I can keep this brief
When someone slaps you left from right, turn the other cheek
We strive to edit, redact our mistakes and falls
Let’s just keep this original, and keep us seminal.
I try to minimize, my height and my size
I ostracize everything I am, and everything I will be
I hide from me so that others don’t notice my truancy.
This isn’t vilifying, I’m just trying to get you to identify
The good and the bad, the happy, the sad, the problems I’ve had
Wanting to feel better, wanting you to peruse this letter.
Ever heard of an elegist? It’s what I am, and what I aspire to be
It sets me free, the pain of thee.
And when I say thee, I don’t mean just ‘anyone’, it’s a ‘someone’
I bite my tongue, he’s no one.
He approaches my way, and I have to say
I render the moment by hiding away.
Forget about being noticed, I don’t really care
Myopic kinds of people don’t notice I’m there.
And when I am, I hide my offense
My head starts spinning and I become all tense.
So if there’s one thing that bugs me or one thing I hate
It’s when people don’t surrender, and tell me to capitulate
This is my first time to speak out, and what I hate the most
It’s my chance to say whatever, and finally be verbose.
Please don’t forget this or every word I’ve wrote
I just want you to listen to this little ripped up note.
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Nov. 29, 2007 -
GO #32!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO MUSTANGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAH RIGHT, WE LOST
AGAINST KALANI HIGH
SCHOOL WHICH IS A
SKEWL WITH ALL
ASIANS. FULL ON, I'M
GOING TO BE HAVING
NIGHTMARES
FOREVER!!!!
~RILEY~
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Nov. 27, 2007 -
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