Nov. 23, 2007 - Music to me is like the sound of the ocean, it brings you comfort and security
I don't know, i'm really bored and i'm glad that i didn't have skewl today, kind of but whatever. sometimes i really miss it. and of course i'm sure you're proabably shaking your head at this but i love skewl, when people don't upset me that is.
So happy thanksgiving to those who didn't get wished a HAPPI day. I know it was yesterday but oh well, giving thanks doesn't have to happen only on one certain day.
well, nothing much has happened lately. i'm sick, if that counts for something. yeah, i had to go to a partie yesterday with a stuffy nose and a horse voice. it sucked but yeah.
tomorrow i have a game and omg, today i had practice and it was pretty crazy. i didn't try at all but i should've but you have heard me say before that i hate some of the girls on the team, it's not their faults though, i guess i just got to deal with this on my own. i was thinking about going to the jv team but i don't think that's where god wants me right now. who knows what he wants.
well, i should probably go and talk to my friend, omg i was supposed to call her back awhile ago.
~Riley~
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Nov. 21, 2007 - Lost in a world full of DO's and Don'ts
Here’s the way I write in reality. Jk jk not really but its cool yeah? Can you even read this? It’s like little kid writing. I used to write like this but of course not anymore.
Let’s see, I’m home from school today because I am sick and I’m kind of irritated about things. I feel as if this is the only place I can say things without anyone complaining. I mean I know how I am. I expect too much from myself and I hate myself for that. But I guess I’m just irritated that nothing ever goes my way. I don’t know, things are reversed. Have you ever had one of those days when everything’s going good and you’re soooooo happi? Picture that day in complete and utter despair. Everything right is going wrong. That was what happened to me last week and it has carried all the way into this week. I don’t know, thanksgiving is tomorrow and I hope that it goes better than last week and even this week. Okay so just to let you know, my life is crazier than you think.
I found myself falling for, well, you remember Kainoa right? Yeah, the jerk that was spreading rumor about me and stuff? Yeah, yesterday I found myself on the verge of liking him again, and the reason for that was because he talked to me. Yeah, that’s how pathetic I am but whatever.
Anyway so then yeah, I wanted to go to school and my soccer team is going to be mad at me that I couldn’t go to training today. They’re going to be like, “Where were you?”
Anyway, yeah, but I’m home by myself at the moment and I’m scared but I’m listening to music at the same time so I feel better. Lol yeah so I really wanted to go to training today because we’re scrimmaging the boy’s team. Omg, did I mention that our team this year at skewl is “hard core”? literally, we’re getting jackets, bags, training uniforms and our jackets and uniforms are going to have our names on them. Awesome, I know. Well, I should go…
~Riley~
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Nov. 20, 2007 - Things of the week.........
Pick up line of the week:
"if we were a computer keyboard, i would be next to you."
Insult of the week:
"I called your boyfriend gay, and he hit me with his purse."
the nicest thing someone's said to me this week:
"Don't be sad about being on this team. you're a good kid and we want you here, otherwise we wouldn't have picked you for varsity."
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Nov. 15, 2007 - A uRpEs NlOg TyRnE rOf OsHtE HoW nCa DrAe TiHs
I was supposed to add this entry yesterday but then I forgot so ill just write what happened today at the bottom.
Explanations are over, read this and you'll know EVERYTHING
Dear Reader,
I hate it when you're talking to someone and they close the door right in your face. Why can't they just say, "Leave me alone!"? I hate it when people don't see the ‘you’ for you, so they make up stories to make you a 'someone'. You have an identity and yet you still hide it away as if ashamed of your own reflection. I hate it when you have the thrive and perseverance to get something you most desire, just to find that it's fool's gold, a pretense in place of the real thing. I can't stand it when a simple, "sorry" covers up the words, "you're just not good enough, pretty, or perfect." and i can't stand not being able to call you my own. If it's me, then tell me, don't act like me and hide your personality. You know i like you and yet you still give me smiles as if sadness was just once upon a time. Can you not give me smiles? Can you not close me out of your life? Can you just try and see me for me? And if you have something to tell me, go ahead, say it, don't hide it. I'm sick of hiding things, it’s useless. But if there were a piece of advice that I could give to you and to you only, it would be, “forget about me and everything I hate will soon disappear.”
In case you haven’t noticed, I’m very sad today. Omg, I hate life. omg omg omg omg……………………………etc. I have SoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoO much going on right now and I hate it. Today I have a game and it’s supposed to be like a day off but I have to play at school. That should be fun. Okay so the paragraph above this one is just basically a piece of a letter that I so badly want to give someone. You wouldn’t know who it was and personally I don’t think I would want you to know, HE’S SOOOOOOO CUTE!!! But he don’t like me and like yeah, LONG STORIE. But he goes to my skewl and he knows pretty much everything about me. Lol but I beat his little butt in soccer, I’ll give you that. Supposedly when he falls down, he says, “Owwwww” with a smile
His face:
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he’s got those ASIAN eyes. Full on but yeah, let’s just say that if you read the first paragraph and think of a girl writing to a guy and wanting to tell him everything, then you will probably understand and get the flow of what I want to say.
Hmmmm, let’s see, I’m super bored but I have to say everything. Omg, it’s not like anyone’s going to read this ALL anyway. I’m a boring writer and if someone actually does read this whole thing, I’ll be soooooo amazed.
My new words:
Number one word of the year is
‘Shminger’
Meaning; had any perverted thoughts lately?
Anyway I should probably go, I’m getting really tired and I have a game tomorrow. I’m actually writing on the 10th but I have a game tomorrow and I’m not going to post this until after tomorrow so that I can get more comments.
Riley
11-14-07
Whoa, I’ve never seen this font before. Pretty awesome…anyway today was a really BAD day. Do you even remember a time when the one thing that you wanted was right in front of you, yet you turn away as if you are ashamed to be near that item? My life song. It sings about pain and having joy with pain. Lame, I know but still, I press on.
The game today was pretty LAME!!! We lost against an ALL GIRL’S SKEWL!!!! Seriously, what do girls have to look forward to if there’s nothing for them to be happy about? Really now, it’s not like it’s a Christian skewl, they just say that boys are dumb, so make them all go to an all boys skewl. tHAt SuCkS. I’d be so angry at my parents if they tortured me with that kind of thing.
Omg my friend, tori, she uh, well I found out that a certain someone has been cheating on her. I was crying last night at the fact that something wrong happened to her. She doesn’t deserve to be treated like that. Omg, I will kill that boy.
11- 14-07
Hey there,
Sorry this entry is going to be so long but hey, I have been absent from this thingy and I need to give a long update.
Lets see, today was retarted. The one that the first writing in this entry is for, I saw him and walked RIGHT past him and I didn’t even bother to say HI. I just ignored the dude and he smiled at me and in the lunch line, I turned around and BAM, he was right there. I was thinking, “omg I have to get out of this line, but I’m really hungry and I don’t want to lose my spot.” So I cut my friend, John, and worked my way ahead of him. It was scary. And then in English we had a sub and his cell phone ring tone was LOW. I love that song.
Laters.
~Riley~
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Nov. 13, 2007 - heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
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Nov. 6, 2007 - HEYYYYYYYYY!
Okay so today was okay i guess. okay maybe not okay but still it was.............OKAY. omg, it was fine, gosh! i feel like i;m fighting myself in these entries but bear with me here. try to understand. well, my friend got kicked off of the varsity team and i found out they are still making cuts. omg, i talked to my coaches, there's two of them, and i was like, "please don't cut me." and then he looked at me and he was all like, "well, we cut her because she was a defense player and we have enough whereas you are a forward and we need forwards. we're not going to cut you but that depends on how bad you want this." and i was thinking to myself, "what the heck? why are my options wide open for me? why is every oppurtunity just slowly falling into my arms?"
got to go
~Riley`
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