Apr. 25, 2008 - Lost
This weekend my beloved has taken off for a funeral. Leaving me alone with all the children. And though he has only been gone for about 4 hours I am so lost. Which I guess is so silly but I miss talking to him and such. Now he stays home I normally have him around me all day and we visit and tlak adn chat and do things as a team so I feel like half of my team is gone. And so I am using this time this break to catchup on things I have been lacking on. One of which is this blog.lol I ahve been reading it and rediscovering who I was and my feelings, like when you look back in a photobook sort of or read an old diary and remember how you felt at certain moments in your life. Which has been wonderful.
I am also so ready for summer to begin, most of my most fondest moments are made in the summer. Laying aorund in a swimsuit enjoys the water, and the picnics and the sprinklers. You know all summer has to offer. I can't wait to start camping and to pick berries and this year even though we plan on moving I think I am going to go ahead and plan my garden, a very very small one in pots so I can move it with me.
i ahve also been thinking about what I want in a house when we move which sounds so silly and probley is.lol But so much has happened in the last year I think moving to a new house to show a fresh start is a move in the right direction, plus having 5 kids in a 1 bathroom 900 sq ft house sounds very interesting to me.lol
As for school today Clay graduated from second grade jonah graduated from preschool and Adam got an award because he starts preschool in a month! WOOHOOO!!! i ahve also ordered everything for next year except a few work books I will be picking up so I am awaiting the arival of all my packages!!!! WOOHOO!!! This is one of my favorite events of the whole year. It is like Christmas for Mommy!
