I found this picture and the look on her face reflects the way I am feeling tonight.  I am venting here because I have absolutely no one else I can talk to, so i will talk here to my online friends.  I am sad and have been crying...my husband went out with some friends and left me here alone.  That in itself is not wrong, however, this is the 4th time this week he has gone "out."  He meets his guy friends and they go to this really awful bar in town and sit around and drink all night.  He usually doesn't get home until 2 or 3am.  I literally begged him to stay and spend the evening with me.  He still left. My feelings are hurt and I am so sad.  I am starting to wonder what is wrong with me.  I try so hard to do everything I can to please him.  I wonder sometimes if he even loves me anymore.  I realise that there is nothing I can do on my own to change him. I feel like I am losing him. And I do love him so much.  Ladies, please pray for us.