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• Jul. 8, 2008 - I am so sad

Our 4th Anniversary is this coming Thursday, the 10th.  We will have been married for 4 years...even though we have been together for 9 years.  My whole body just aches all the time.  It's been over 3 months since he filed for divorce and I just cannot wrap my mind around the thought of spending my life without him.  We are having dinner together on Thursday night...I am making it and taking it over to "our" house.  It's so important to me that we spend this "last" anniversary together.  I look forward to it and dread it at the same time. I just don't know if I can let him go...I love him so much.  I spend most every night crying...sometimes I feel like it is more than I can bear.  It hurts so much.  And to top it all off, he says that he still loves me...but that how he feels has nothing to do with the situation. I simply don't understand.

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