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I must be crazy!
9:44 AM, Jan. 14, 2007
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OK! I know I said many months ago I was going to try this again and I didn't. I don't know why I can't seem to get into blogging. I love to read others and I know I would love to share my crazy days! I think the everyday busyness gets in the way and it is the first thing that I give up. I have been really struggling this year with a lot of negative feelings when it comes to my homeschool days. Many are crazy and I am certain my children would be better educated if they were in school. Well anyway last weekend I went on a retreat and I just wanted an answer if this homeschool thing was what I was supposed to be doing. I came home and had a terrible day on Monday. I wondered if that was my answer. I called my husband sobbing like I usually do and he told me he wanted me to homeschool but if I felt like I couldn't he understood. So I left the conversation feeling more confused until I walked with my dear friend Carla. She said if I don't know the answer and if Greg wants me to do it then thats my answer. Thanks Carla! She was so right. I spend so much time dwelling on the negatives that I totally lose sight of what I set out to do. Anyway I have been feeling much more positive this week. Are my children getting the best education in the world? NO! But I know they are getting a lot of love and I know that even though there are really bad days they could be worse. I also know I am being called to do this. It is confirmed all the time through friends and my husband. I am praying that I stop questioning things even on the bad days and I learn to press on toward the goal. By the way its Sunday morning and I am at home with a sick kid, but I am not going to allow this to get me down. I think its going to be a good week!
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 Hello! My name is Denise and I am blessed wife of Greg and blessed mom of 7 - Alicia(18-currently serving with YWAM in Zambia), Amber(16), Chris(15), Cayla(12), Catey(6), Colton(4), and Abijah(2)! I am a Christian homeschool mom and this is my daily ramblings of our crazy days!HomeMy Profile Archives Friends LinksCategoriesRecent EntriesHere I am!!!!Snow Today! The day the tooth came out... Girls Weekend in the Mts. Having one of those days... Friendsa1healthboo4baby TC carkay crysnrod Victorious softballplayer17 punkrockprincess111 Kurrahhxx prayerwarrior |