was last week.....I am getting old!! My sister made me a lemon pie!!! You have to never mind the mess behind us! This was taken a couple of weeks ago by another friend!!!
There...two pictures of me in a row.....for me who hates pictures, that is pretty good! I am really thankful to have some wonderful friends who all wished me alot of happy birthdays and wonderful family to spend the day with and show me how much they care! I have loved this last year being able to review more books which gives me more chances to have to read!!! It is a "job" now!!! What a great thing!!
**New update...Mr Linky is working, it is just different than before. You have to click on box to add your link. The links do not show up on my page...you have to reclick box to see links. I will check in to something different for next time. THANKS!! Mr Linky has changed since I was posting WLW. I hope it works the same way. If not just leave me comments and I will try to fix it asap. THANKS!!**
It back by popular demand. Well maybe not to popular or very demanding, lol. However, WLW is back due to necessity!! If I have learned anything in the last year, accountablity and support is everything. So here is our little place on the www for just what we need, friends.
For those few that read my blog regularly know that I have been on a weight loss/lifestyle change for a while. The journey started last October. There has been ups and downs, surgery, and all kinds of fun along the way. I really should be futher along, but I have not been very consistant with my changes. I do good for a while then terrible. One step foward, 2 0r 3 back. In May of this year, I found a hernia. Due to a lot of things, I did not have surgery until Oct. During that time, I ate horribly and could not exercise. Then, I had surgery. Recovery took longer than I ever expected. I am now 10 and 1/2 weeks post op. Basically, I gave my self liberty after surgery to eat what I could (had trouble eating at first). Then there was Thankgiving and now we are so close to Christmas time. This time of year is horrible for trying to eat right. I love this time of year for many reasons, but eating healthy this time of year is really close to impossible. For about a week I have been feeling more normal since surgery. I am back to biking daily. I am able to ride about 30 minutes a day, which is approx 10 miles. I was doing double that before, just not there yet. I having trouble scheduling anymore time than 30 min as well. I hope to change that soon, or at least 30 minutes in AM then again in PM.
Currently, I am trying my best to eat 1500 cals a day. Exercising on the bike which burns 300 cals per 30 min. Drinking more water. NO sugar. (Do you know how many sweets there are this time of year??? And I am a sweet/salty junkie) Although this is best because I struggle with my sugar. About a month ago I added cinnamon 1000mg a day to help control my sugar more naturally. I hope to soon control my sugars with diet and cinnamon alone.
After lots of research after my diagnosis of Type 2 diabetes this past Sept. I have found a site for some more recipes that are great for anybody looking for healthy recipes. Several found on this site have become our family favorites.
Kraft foods has a Healthy Living section found here.
They also have a section for people with diabetes as well. (Most of the recipes I have tried have been super easy as well)
My total weight loss thus far is 33lbs.
Welcome back to WLW and please feel free to join in..........
Be blessed,
Chasity
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My Review:
I have never really read an eBook before like this, but I have to say this book was worth any inconvenience of having to read it on the computer. This is an excellent historical fiction!!!
(Of course, if you buy the book, it comes in regular form, I just got it in e form to review it!)
A story of self-sacrifice and love, along with murder, romance and mail order brides all set with mystery and intrigue!
When Sky learns his cousin Jason has sent for a mail order bride, he feels duty bound to stop the marriage. His cousin is not a very nice man and Sky feels that he must intervene. Brooke Baker, the intended bride, is feels that no matter how horrible the marriage, it would have to be better than living with her abusive uncle as well as other past experiences. Marrying a complete stranger without baggage is hard enough, but Sky sacrifices his ideals to help a total stranger. While Sky and Brooke set out on this difficult marriage filled with misunderstandings and danger from a threatening stranger, you will feel the pain in Brooke's heart as she meets her in-laws, for Sky as you see how he wants to do what is right and cry for the pain they have suffered as well as laugh at some of the things.
This book is very well written, I really enjoyed every word of it!
This book touches on some very key issues that relate in marriage that I am sure were huge issues with mail order brides. There is a wonderful story intermixed as well as the story of Jenny Chang and her husband. The love she had for the man although he was such an awful person, yet her forgiveness was amazing to read about. For me, I married someone I barely knew, so I tend to relate to mail order brides a bit....although I did know my husband 2 months before we married, I really related to Brooke's feelings and emotions. Lynette does an excellent job making you feel the fear and the trauma from past abuse in her life and how it greatly effected each aspect of her future life as well as how hard it is to break through that. Plus the suspense part, just really keeps you on the edge of your seat!!! This is a great historical, mail order bride read......I highly recommend it!
- Martha
It is time for a FIRST Wild Card Tour book review! If you wish to join the FIRST blog alliance, just click the button. We are a group of reviewers who tour Christian books. A Wild Card post includes a brief bio of the author and a full chapter from each book toured. The reason it is called a FIRST Wild Card Tour is that you never know if the book will be fiction, non~fiction, for young, or for old...or for somewhere in between! Enjoy your free peek into the book!
You never know when I might play a wild card on you!
***Special thanks to Lynnette Bonner for E-mailing me a review copy.***
ABOUT THE AUTHOR:
LYNNETTE BONNER, the daughter of missionaries, was born and raised in Malawi, Africa, graduated high school from Rift Valley Academy, a boarding school in Kenya, and attended Northwest University in Washington, where she met her husband, Marty. A few years after their marriage, they moved to Pierce, Idaho. While studying the history of their little town, Lynnette was inspired to begin The Shepherd’s Heart Series with Rocky Mountain Oasis.
List Price: $18.95 Paperback: 300 pages Publisher: OakTara (July 17, 2009) Language: English ISBN-10: 1602902143 ISBN-13: 978-1602902145
AND NOW...THE FIRST CHAPTER:
Pierce City, Idaho Territory, August 1885
Evening shadows stretched long as Sky placed the last of the supplies onto his pack mule. The leather of the packs creaked as he settled them into place, cinching them down and making sure everything was in proper order. He stood in front of Fraser’s Mercantile for a moment scratching the mule behind its long gray ears, surveying Main Street.
A lone pine tree stood in the middle of the dusty street at the south end of town, its shadow falling due east. Summer crickets chirped lustily from the bushes nearby, and he could hear the occasional tink of bottle on shot glass emanating from Roo’s Saloon across the street.
From an upper story window in the Joss house, a Chinese woman emptied a pail of water onto the street, splattering mud on Gaffney’s Pioneer Hotel next door and leaving a small muddy patch in the alley between the buildings.
“Sky! You comin’ in here? Food’s gonna be cold ‘fore you ever set down to table!” A rough gravely voice interrupted his perusal of the town. He glanced up at the friendly, round face of Jed Swanson who leaned over the rail in front of his boarding house. “Food ain’t gonna be fit for hogs if’n you don’t get in here,” Jed complained, rubbing a plump hand down the front of his greasy, apron-clad belly.
A smile lit Sky’s face. Jed’s food always fell somewhere between cardboard and leather, but Jed invariably claimed that was because it had been left sitting too long.
“Your food? Fit for Hogs?” Sky asked sarcastically, unable to pass up the opportunity to tease his old friend.
“Hmmph!” Jed shook his wooden spoon at Sky and continued, “Mind your manners or you won’t be gettin’ any o’ my fine fixin’s.” He turned away, slamming the door as he went inside.
Giving the mule a friendly slap on the neck, and leaving him tied to the rail, Sky made his way up the steps to Jed’s Boarding House, the building next door to Fraser’s Mercantile. The rough wooden door opened on squeaking hinges as Sky entered, hanging his black Stetson on a peg in the wall. He ran his hands through blond curly hair as he scanned the room.
The light in the gloomy confines of the rugged log building emanated from a small oil lamp set in the middle of the dining table and a brightly burning fire in the fire place on the back wall. The stone and mortar hearth, stacked high with logs on one side, held the wrought-iron hook by which the coffee pot could be swung into the heat of the fire. Off to the left, on the back wall, he could see the dark shadow of the doorway that led to the rooms Jed rented out. As Sky turned to the right he could see several men already seated around the coarse plank table, shoveling food into their mouths as though it might disappear before their eyes, their forks clanking loudly against tin plates. Sky’s dark brown eyes glinted as he noticed his cousin, Jason, sitting in the dim light at the end of the table, his back to the wall. Jason looked as surly as ever.
Sauntering casually to an empty chair Sky sat down, his back to the room, and began to serve his plate listening to the conversation around him.
Fraser was speaking. “This boy is a lunatic, I tell you and he wants to court my Alice. She’s only fifteen and I sent her down to Lewiston to get an education not to court boys. So I just told him straight out, when I was down to Lewiston last, that he had better stay away from her. Now, with her being over seventy-five miles from here, that in itself wouldn’t give me a whole lot of comfort, since I wouldn’t trust that boy as far as I could throw him. But I also told Judge Rand that the boy was not to come around anymore and if anyone will make sure he don’t, it’ll be the judge.”
Sky’s mind wandered to the face of Sharyah, his blonde little sister back home. He wondered if the boys were coming to call on her already. She was just about the same age as Alice Fraser. Sky smiled to himself. Knowing Sharyah and her beautiful sunny smile, the boys were lined up for a mile outside of the little white farmhouse back in Shilo. Sharyah had me wound around her little finger for years. What would be different with the boys her own age? I’ll have to write Dad to keep a special eye on her for me.
Coming out of his reverie he tuned into the conversation around him, realizing that Fraser had moved on to a new subject.
“So I went to Chang and confronted him about this bogus gold.” He paused to wipe his mouth with the back of his hand, chewing for a moment. He glanced around the table, knife and fork held vertically by his plate in suspended animation. “Do you know he had the gall to admit to the whole thing? No remorse whatsoever!” He shrugged, speaking around the food in his mouth. “I just don’t know what else I can do.” He looked back down at his plate and continued to saw through the black slab that passed as a piece of meat.
Sky listened thoughtfully as he ate. He knew Lee Chang. His character was questionable at best and downright despicable at worst.
“Hmmph,” growled Jed, “that there Chinese is one man this here town could do ‘thout. He shorly is a cussed buzzard, that’n.”
A low snort came from the other side of the table and Sky looked down to the shadows at the end. The sound had come from his cousin Jason, a large man with unwashed blond curls covering his round head. A large belly, the result of his love of beer, protruded over his huge silver belt buckle, bumping the table. He belched loudly, then spoke. “This town would be better off if we got rid of all the Chinks. I tell you, I’ve never met a respectable Celestial. Not one. Always sneakin’ and spyin’. Lazy cusses, too.” He swiped his greasy mouth on his shoulder, the stain there proof that he did so often. Max, the miner sitting next to him, made no sound but nodded his head emphatically as he shoved a huge forkful of potatoes into his mouth.
“This town wouldn’t exist if it wasn’t for the Chinese, Jason.” Sky’s voice was nonchalant. He picked up his glass and took a drink of water, his dark eyes looking over the rim fixed on his burly cousin.
Jason snorted again, blowing through his nose. “You always were too partial to them Celestials, Sky. If you had any sense you’d realize the type of scum they really are.”
Sky changed the subject. “How have you been, Jason? Haven’t seen you for awhile.” His tone was friendly but Jason glared at him.
“You been pinin’ away for information on your beloved cousin?” he asked, his expression caustic.
Sky, accustomed to his cousin’s recent foul moods, shrugged his shoulders and turned back to his food, praying silently that one day his relationship with Jason would be restored.
Jed looked back and forth between Sky and Jason. He had known both men for a number of years and still couldn’t see how they could possibly be related. Jason was slovenly and rude, always ill-tempered and crass, but Jed had never known Sky to be any of those things. Sky had moved into the area five years ago and had been coming to Jed’s place faithfully ever since. Jed’s mind wandered back to the first time he met Sky.
While out hunting, he had shot and wounded a large cow elk. The cow had run off and Jed had followed the trail for several miles before he lost it. He was wandering about in the brush trying to recover the trail when he looked up and saw Sky standing before him. Never in all his born days had he been so surprised. Jed prided himself on being a woodsman with ears as keen as a fox, but he hadn’t heard Sky’s approach.
Clean shaven, Sky wore buckskin pants, soft leather moccasins and a beaded rawhide vest over a white, open-collared shirt. In one hand he held a long-barreled rifle. The hilt of a large knife protruded from a leather sheath at his hips, its polished deer-horn handle glimmering in the sunlight.
Sky grinned and tipped his black Stetson back on his head, revealing clean-cut curly blond hair. His dark, twinkling eyes scanned Jed for a moment before he spoke. “Lost it huh?” Switching the rifle to his left hand, he held out his right in Jed’s direction. “Name’s Skyler Jordan.”
Jed took his hand. “Jed Swanson.” Gesturing to the brush, he said, “She bled for quite a ways, but now,” he shook his head glancing around, “cain’t seem to pick up the trail.”
Sky nodded settling his hat back on his head. “Heard your shot. I was coming to lend a hand with the packing. Mind if I have a look around?”
Jed shook his head, his hand sweeping the area around them. “She’s all yours.” He figured Sky wouldn’t find anything, but he had been wrong. Within an hour they had gutted and skinned the cow and were headed back to town. Each of them packed a quarter of the animal with the other half strapped to Jed’s mule.
Jed shook his head at the memory. He had never met as skilled a woodsman as Skyler Jordan.
Bringing his mind back to the present, Jed fixed his eyes on Jason. “Ain’t you gonna tell ol’ Sky here about yer plans?” he asked sweetly, knowing full well that Jason didn’t want Sky to know what he was talking about.
The venomous look that Jason sent Jed piqued Sky’s interest. A smile twitched the corner of Jed’s mouth as Sky looked at his cantankerous cousin, one blond eyebrow raised in question.
Jason ignored him and went back to shoveling food into his mouth.
Sky turned his questioning eyes on Jed, continuing to eat calmly.
Jed spoke around a mouthful of meat. “Your cousin is soon gonna be married. Or so he’s been boastin’ all over town.”
Sky’s fork stopped half way to his mouth and he turned his brown eyes back to his cousin. What woman in her right mind would marry Jason?
Jason growled, throwing his fork onto his plate with a clatter. “Jed, some day I’ll teach you to keep yer yap shut.” He turned belligerent eyes on Sky. “That’s right. I got me a mail-order sweetheart comin’ in on tomorrow’s stage to Greer’s Ferry. I’m going to have me a purtty little wife to cook for me...and keep me warm at night.” He jabbed his elbow into Max’s ribs, a dissolute leer on his face.
Sky set his fork down quietly, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. Pushing away from the table, he stood and walked over to the blackened coffee pot that sat near the fire, pouring himself a cup, movements deliberate and casual. His heart went out to the poor girl. He couldn’t remember the last time he had been so surprised.
“You got a picture of this woman?” His voice was nonchalant. He hooked a thumb through his belt loop, and watched Jason through the steam drifting up from his mug as he took a sip of coffee.
Jason gave his habitual snort. “Like I’d show it to the likes o’ you. Purtty little thing though. And young, too. Means she probably ain’t never been had before.” The lewd grin was back for a moment before he stuffed a large piece of meat into his cheek.
Sky’s expression did not change but he said, “Well, let me be the first to offer you my congratulations.” He lifted his coffee mug in a toast. “To the happy groom.” No one in the room responded; he had not expected them to. Turning back he looked into the fire, its reflection dancing in his dark eyes. The silence in the room was palpable, only the crackling of the fire and the clatter of silverware disturbed the stillness.
Quietly Sky prayed. Lord what should I do? I wouldn’t give a dog I liked to Jason. You know I care for him, Lord, but.... His prayer trailed off as he tried to think of a solution. Nothing came to mind. Remembering that he still had to travel home tonight, he set his cup down.
Turning to Jed he placed a hand on his stomach and grinned, “Best hog swill I’ve had in a long time, Jed.”
Jed glared at him, waving his fork in dismissal.
Turning to Fraser he said, “Been a pleasure, Fraser. See you again soon.”
Fraser turned to him with a friendly smile as he wiped the corners of his mouth with long slender fingers. “Sky, always good doing business with you.” Sky nodded his head and Fraser’s eyes held Sky’s for a moment, questioning what he was going to do about the situation before he turned back to his food.
Sky spoke to the rest of the men at the table. “Goodnight, gentlemen.” He pulled his hat from the peg by the door and pushed it back on his head as he exited onto the now-darkened street.
His boots making no sound in the soft dust of the road bed, he walked over to the rail in front of Fraser’s Mercantile and untied his mule, leading it further down the street toward the livery. Retrieving his stallion, he mounted up and cantered the horse out of town, leading the mule behind
It is finally winter here!! I am so happy about that!!! It was -13 yesterday! It is so nice to stay home and not go anywhere, although today I am afraid I need to make a grocery list and head out to do shopping, which I am dreading. It actually dusted us with a bit of snow as well this morning.
I got really worried as my camera vanished and thankfully I found out I had left it at my sisters house, so whew.....it was found. I can post pictures later today of my nieces birthday maybe!
I am feeling really overwhelmed though with high energy boys and alot of messes. The house is messy and I am trying to stay ahead. It is hard to keep up with school and all the things that have to be done this tim of year, but I am doing pretty good with it. I did have bath salts that got thrown all over the living room. Then when I told them to clean it up, they vacuumed up stuff that should not be vacuumed and the vacuum is totally clogged up and I cannot get it unclogged, but my wonderful son kept working on it and got it out!! It was a piece of wood, a sock and paper!!!
I ended up falling asleep last night on the bed downstairs. At least I was in my pajamas, but I woke up kept remembering I needed to brush my teeth! Yeah, wonderfully restful night!
T. was reading a train book yesterday and found out that one of the fastest trains was in Japan and after plotting his trip to Japan on the globe realized we must take a plane and keeps asking when we are going to "Tokyo" with his cute lisp! I think he thinks we can just jump on a plane and go!! He had me checking plane ticket prices even!
Well, I got to get my grocery list made up before I get more distracted!!!
Menu for the week:
Wednesday: Mini meatloaves, mashed potatoes, Salad
Thursday: Enchiladas, Spanish Rice
Friday: Pork Roast, mashed potatoes, salad,
Saturday: Strips of meat in gravy over egg noodles, green beans
Sunday: Crockpot Applesauce Chicken, noodles, steamed broccoli
Monday: Leftovers, Dessert
Tuesday: Pizza Pockets, salad
I just wanted to check in. Things have been so chaotic around here for the past month or so. I haven't had much time for anything...especially blogging. I do have so much to tell though, so I hope to give you all a real update soon.
Here is a brief overview:
Our guests are no longer with us. LOTS of their belonging s still are.
My hubby is getting more hours at work! Thank you JESUS!
The boys are reading now! YAY!
Sam is growing so fast. She's babbling and grabbing at things. She has been eating cereal from a spoon since 2 months old...it helped a LOT with the reflux. Her appetite is GROWING everyday...and so is she!
Jacob is ALMOST potty trained...but will go stinky in his bedroom floor when he's upset at us.
There is SO much more. I hope to update you soon!
In Christ,
Shirley
"Let the words of my mouth, and the meditation of my heart, be acceptable in thy sight, O LORD, my strength, and my redeemer."(Psalms 19:14)
I had a wonderfully relaxing birthday on Friday, but as the evening went on it started to snow and I realized it was time for snow tires as I had a long drive on Sat. morning. I went and rushed over with the tires piled in the car to get them all changed over and then spent the evening with my sisters, enjoying pie and lots of fun. My boys and F. gave me some wonderful presents and made the day special as well as my sisters and cousin.
When I woke up early the next morning and was ready to go out the door, I realized that I had a flat tire. It was too flat to be driven even down the street to blow it up. After a very frustrating time, trying to find missing shoes (which were not found) and figuring out what to do, someone came over, pumped the tire and I headed to the shop to figure out why. I guess, they made a mistake the night before so it was fixed and I was on my way after a stop for lunch stuff at the grocery store.
It was a beautiful drive up, but my windshield wiper fluid was giving me trouble and still is....so that has to be fixed. We had a huge project to do though. We need to rent out the apartment in my parents house and it was packed full of stuff. We decided to clear out a room that was just full of a bunch of junk and make it a pantry/indoor storeroom. We cleaned, threw away tons of junk, moved, hauled, swept, pushed, pulled, and washed stuff. There is still alot of stuff to be done, but the basement looks great and and the apartment is getting there. There was a truck load and most of a trailer load of garbage though and still I am amazed at the amount of stuff.......alot of it though had not been touched in five years or more. We found some of my many lemon poppy seed letters/recipes there. We packed away and threw away ancient canned goods that were canned by my mother in law very unsafely and we did not know if we should try to save the jars even!
I spent the night and drove back today, and am tired out! We cleaned alot of stuff though and maybe it will be able to be rented, hopefully to medical students or someone nice who wants a great studio apt. with a full sized kitchen and washer and dryer hookups!
So, I am ready for an evening of relaxing....oh, but wait.... I have to bake muffins yet!!! Good night anyhow!! Maybe I will make one of the lemon poppy seed muffins!
My Review: This was such a fun, cute book! It is full of great ideas on how to plan out the time around Christmas and ideas of how to use your kitchen to minister to others. It is pretty too! I have had it on my piano as part of a decorative array of items and it was so pretty! It is chock full of great recipes and ways to make things easier for all of us! Check this one out!!- Martha
It is time for a FIRST Wild Card Tour book review! If you wish to join the FIRST blog alliance, just click the button. We are a group of reviewers who tour Christian books. A Wild Card post includes a brief bio of the author and a full chapter from each book toured. The reason it is called a FIRST Wild Card Tour is that you never know if the book will be fiction, non~fiction, for young, or for old...or for somewhere in between! Enjoy your free peek into the book!
You never know when I might play a wild card on you!
***Special thanks to Jennifer Willingham of Simon and Schuster for sending me a review copy.***
ABOUT THE AUTHOR:
Tammy Maltby is a writer, speaker, and media personality. For eight years, she was the co-host of the Emmy Award-winning television talk show, Aspiring Women. She serves on the board of the National Women’s Ministry Association, Christian Women in Media and Arts, and Women of Courage International. She and her family live in Colorado Springs, CO.
I was amazed to see that I just posted my 1000th post! Wow....did I really write that much? That was exciting!!
I thought that to celebrate, I would offer a giveaway!!
I thought I would offer two giveaways for this occasion....what are they? Why books of course!!!
In order to enter, please comment on this blog post and tell me what is your favorite season and why?
Already Gone by Ken Ham
If you look around in your church today, two-thirds of the young people who are sitting among us have already left in their hearts; soon they will be gone for good.
This is the alarming conclusion from a study Answers in Genesis commissioned from America's Research Group, led by respected researcher Britt Beemer. The results may unnerve you - they may shake long-held assumptions to the core-but these results need to be taken seriously by the church. Already Gone reveals:
Why America's churches have lost an entire generation of believers
The views of 1,000 twenty-somethings, solidly raised in the church but no longer attending-and their reasons why
Relevant statistical data effectively teamed with powerful apologetics
The study found that we are losing our kids in elementary, middle school, and high school rather than college, and the Sunday school syndrome is contributing to the epidemic, rather than helping alleviate it. This is an alarming wake-up call for the church, showing how our programs and our children are paying the price. Though the statistics reveal a huge disconnect taking place between our children and their church experience, Already Gone shows how to fight back for our families, our churches, and our world. We can make a difference today that will affect the statistics of tomorrow in a positive and Christ-focused way!
And the second giveaway will be a surprise pack of Christian fiction of at least 2 books, but maybe more....
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I have been saved by the grace of my loving Heavenly Father who I lean on daily as I grow in Him. I am a help-meet to my wonderful husband, and am training up 3 curious boys. This is a record of my journey as my life goes on here on this earth.