It has been a year since I started this blog.  I've obsessed over it at times - wanting it to look cute and fancy - but that passes.  What I enjoy most is the connection - and that connection has been what drew me to the hobby in the first place.  I have a few friends - I enjoy making quick comments to those I visit and love to see these quick comments on my blog as well.  I have fleeting thoughts that I should be a more frequent visitor to blogs but - those guilt riden thoughts pass quickly as well.  I should have more guilt about not having a meal prepared for my husband at the end of the day.

I have a handfull of irritations nipping at my heals this week - and honestly, every week.  But - no need to whine about them.  Why bore you - you've got your own troubles nipping at your heals.  So, I'm sitting here trying to think of something interesting to write. 

I don't think this is interesting  - but here are the facts:

• Here in the mountains of No. Cal. the smoke is thick and expected to continue for two months - so much for clear blue summer skies.  But, my God is still Good!
• My 16th Wedding anniversary is this weekend.  This marriage and man saved my life from perpetual (un-necessary) drama.  We have an alone weekend planned - and my God is definitely Good!
• We will be starting our 8th year of homeschooling next week and I am even more excited that I was the first year - althought a bit tired already.  And still - my God is good.
• I have couples in my family falling apart - I pray, I counsel and still - heartbreak continues.  I must have faith - and know that my God is good.
• My estranged father has been diagnosed with Parkinson's disease and I have no idea if we will reconcile - ever.  But my God is good - He gave me a man that will never leave me or my children. 
• Our company is facing lay-offs in the next couple of months, forcing us to upset more than one family, but again - God is good. 
• Close family members suffer from serious disease.  We pray for healing and doctor's wisdom - and tell them - God is good.

Despite all the heartache that surrounds us - I feel the goodness of God.  I see times He has protected me and the times He has allowed suffering in my life.  I am not called to question His timing or purpose - but simply to be obedient to the task He has laid before me.  I love the command for obedience because it is so simple.  I understand it well because it is what I ask of my children.  "Just do it"  - Nike didn't get it completely right.  It should be "Just do it, now, with a humble and happy spirit."  Sadly - sometimes I only accomplish the "do it" part and am a little slow in reacting and certainly lack the happy spirit.  But I'm working on it.  I was reading today about Saul.  I shook my head at him and then looked in the mirror and shook my head at myself.  90% obedience is just not good enough.  As always in these moments - I'm so thankful for what Jesus did for me.  I have been spending some time thinking about the areas of disobedience in my life.  Still working on that too...