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It's probably a combination of poor eating habits at the moment, along with the homeopathy I handle to help my kiddos, but I've been very fatigued lately. I have a lot of signs of detox, which other parents have said can happen with handling this stuff; hope it's for the best in the long run as I could use it too!

I had a big lull in homeschooling, & have been working at getting it back together again the past few days. I still have decisions to make & tweaking to do; there's always something I end up changing. I wish there was that perfect program but I've come to find there just is no such thing!

There is still a lot sliding. There are many things to be sorted through, organized & put away or given away etc. I'm trying to be patient with these things; it can't all get done at once. There are periods of time where I just can't wrap my mind around getting a certain task done; it feels like there's so much in front of me to be done I become paralized & can't do anything. Then all of a sudden things will start to click & He'll give me the strength to get up & get going again. I'm getting into that mode again now, slowly.

It really is true that taking one's eyes off Jesus makes one sink, just like Peter on the water (then in the water!). Even if it's just baby steps, I have to remember to watch Him, imagine His hand reaching out to me & then me realizing so I take hold of Him in order to walk forward...

Thank you Jesus, please lift me up & keep me going!