Posted in Venting

Well this is the 8th Day from when I had surgery,and I am still having alot of pain! I called the doctor and he said I was jumping the gun a little because he had to give me alot more anastesia than they normally do because my tolorence is really high!( What ever that means). Anyway he said they had to do quiet a bit of digging and pulling and that is why he told my husband to keep me in bed for at least 3 days after surgery.(Which no one bothered to tell me) I told him I just can't with stand these pain pills anymore because they make me so sick at my stomach, he said he gave me the highest thing he could because of my tolorence. I feel like I could just up chuck every where all the time. I just can't stand it anymore! I have not been able to even get out of the house to check the mail or anything. I am determined to go outside tommorrow one way or the other! There has got to be a way for me to feel better!!!

Here it is Christmas and I have so much to do! I will get it all done I am sure,but I am just so sick of having to worry about it.

I need to just stop whining about everything and buck up and do what I need to do and thank you all for letting me vent and being there for me because I feel so stupid right now after Betsy and her family's house burnt down. I don't have any problems compared to them. If any of you out there can help in anyway please do. I am on my way to see what I can do for them. I am so sorry for feeling sorry for myself!