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Oh my it has been so long since I have had a chance to get on here! We have been so busy with Homeschooling and I told the kids when we got the incometax money this year I would buy them some new beds. I never new how hard that would be. Beds are not cheap! I finally had to get the beds without a frame, well ecept for the metal kind with no head board. You know the kind I am talking about?

Well anyway I also have been trying to get my little girl (9) to sleep in her own bed. She has been sleeping with Mommy to long now. She wants despratley to sleep in her own bed and cries because she sais she can't because she is scarred! I keep trying to find out why she is scarred,and tell her everything is ok,because mommy and daddy are not going to let anything happen to her. I wish I knew what to do to help her. If anyone out there can give me any suggestions, Please do!! Mommy and Daddy are really missing each other and need to sleep in our room together.

I am sitting here right now waiting on Dish Network to come put cable in there room so maybe that will help her feel more secure. Which is also costing me so much! Her and her brother share a room so it is not like she is in there by herself. I just don't know what to do.

This is really turning into a problem with out family and she feels bad enough so I don't want to make her feel worst. I have prayed about this and still just don't have any answeres! God please show me the way. I just feel like I should be doing something different but I just don't know what! Please any advice with be helpful.

We have also been busy getting a storage building to store some of our stuff so we can turn one of our rooms into the school room. I guess really it is going to be School Room / Laundry Room. This house has the biggest laundry room I have ever seen. I think it was a bedroom but the people who lived here before us made it a loundry room.

I am going to have to go today to buy a new vacume cleaner as mine Blew Up! Yesterday right in the middle of cleaning of course.

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Well Went to the doctor on Wednesday and I have lost 4 1/2 pounds!! All together I have lost 20 pounds. Yeah! Me! I am so happy because I had thought I probably gained some. I want to thank everyone for there comments on my weight loss and wishing me and my hubby A Happy Anniverary, We are going on 15 wonderful years together,and I would not change anything for the world!

I thought I would take some time today to do some blogging and to also answere my comments from people. I went and had the Taxes done today and it is so easy anymore, we use H&R Block and have for years. So all we have to do is go in and give them the W-2's and they do everything else till it is time to do the signing part,and even then I signed for my husband and that makes it so much easier! If you do sign for your spouse they do have this place you have to check to let them know you are signing. I think it is really a neat thing. I would always have to go find him at work and have him sign or have him come up to the H&R Block and sign everything. This is just so much easier.

There is sapposed to be this really bad weather come in tonight and tommorrow. Sleet and Freezing rain! I hope they are wrong,but then over the weekend and the beginning of next week it is sapposed to get up to 70 degrees. This is really some crazy weather. I wish it would get warm and stay warm because we are trying to do our hard wood floors. We did not realize under this really nasty carpet we have is beutiful Hard Wood Floors! I can' t wait to get them done but the weather is just not working with us.

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I feel like I am the worst blogger in the world. I have been so busy around the house and with homeschooling that I just have not had time to get on here. Today is my Anniversary, so I told myself just to take some mommy time and get on this thing and check email and blog a little. It is so cold here today that my feet and legs feel like they will freeze off! We have not had much winter this year but I have a feeling it is comming! I was going to get our Taxes done today but it is just to cold for me and the kids to get out. It is so dreary too. I have to go to the doctor tommorrow to get weighed in,so I will get things done then. I have been doing good on my diet, and I have lost 16 pounds,but I feel like maybe I gained a little. I hope I have not gained anything back. In fact I hope that I have lost at leaste one more pound! I need to go somewhere on the net today and find a really nice Anniversary card for hubby! I have already heard from him today and we wished each other a Happy Anniversary!

I promised myself that I will get up earlier to do some blogging and to do some other things that need to be done and also just to take some mommy time. I feel like I sleep to much anyway. My husband only gets 5 or 6 hours of sleep a night and I sleep at least 10 to 12 and it makes me feel so lazy! He is also 10 years older than I am. I really feel bad sometimes because he has to work out in the cold and heat and all I do is take care of the house and kids. I feel like I should do much more. Have any of you ever felt like that?

Speeking of things I better get buzy on doing other things around the house.

See you all tommorrow I hope!

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Oh! You will never believe what has happened! On Sunday morning here in Texas, it was such a beautiful morning, I was going to take a bath and I wanted to open the window over my tub! Well I put this really cute curtian up last summer to keep anyone from looking in. I picked the curtain up and guess what I found? The worst MOLD I have ever seen in my life!! My son was diagnosed with Asthma 3 years ago from a house we lived in before with MOLD!!  He almost died!! So we where planning to buy this house and thought this was the best thing that has happended to us ever. Why? Now my son is showwing signs of being sick (3 weeks ago!, just did not know.) Today I put 2 and 2 together. My little girl has been telling me she feels so bad for the last 6 month and now I know why! I feel like the worst Mother in the world!! I have gone through this before. What is wrong with me?? I know the signs, I know better than this. Why did I not see this?

Well I called the home owner, She told me tonight, that she had a MOLD!! problem before!

Oh!! MY !!!!!!

Why did she not tell me?? I have worked with this same women over the last 4 years trying to buy a place, and she finally called me and siad , ok I have the place for you. I thought this women was my friend!!

I am so upset!  I should not even be venting to you all right now because I am sure there will be a law suit if she finds out I am on the internet talking about it!!!!!!!!

I have now where to go and my son is already sick! I will be taking him to the doctor tommorrow and my little girl has had to have the Nebulizer for the last two nights. Why did I not put 2 and 2 together???

Anyway I will probably be in the Hospital with both kids, so if you do not hear from me, That is where I am! I am listening to Tyler and have to go! He need  a Breathing Treatment NOW !

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Hello Everyone!

Well I have had a pretty decent day with my mouth. It has started hurting right now,but it is always the worst at night. I guess I will put our homeschooling off till after the first of the year. I can't seem to think right now anyway taking these stupid pain pills. I did talk to the doctor yesterday and he did say I will have good days and bad days with my mouth. I wish I could have a good enough day not to have to take any pain pills. I am so ready not to be on anything. I did get out of the house today finally! The kids and I have been stuck in this house for almost ten days now. That is way to long to be stuck anywhere. I think I have gained all my weight back just from having to eat ice cream and things I normally can' t eat on my diet. With it being colder here than it normally is, it makes my mouth hurt more. I am beginning to wonder if I am going to have authritis in my jaws.

I do wish also I could get rid of these mice that have seemed to settle in because of the cold. I told my husband we need to get something done. We put trapes out and catch a few but nothing like what we need to catch. Well I hear them in the wall and so does my little dog (Domino). He is looking at me like why don't you do somthing? So I don't know what I am going to do,but I need to go something I guess. Thanks for letting me Vent.

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Well this is the 8th Day from when I had surgery,and I am still having alot of pain! I called the doctor and he said I was jumping the gun a little because he had to give me alot more anastesia than they normally do because my tolorence is really high!( What ever that means). Anyway he said they had to do quiet a bit of digging and pulling and that is why he told my husband to keep me in bed for at least 3 days after surgery.(Which no one bothered to tell me) I told him I just can't with stand these pain pills anymore because they make me so sick at my stomach, he said he gave me the highest thing he could because of my tolorence. I feel like I could just up chuck every where all the time. I just can't stand it anymore! I have not been able to even get out of the house to check the mail or anything. I am determined to go outside tommorrow one way or the other! There has got to be a way for me to feel better!!!

Here it is Christmas and I have so much to do! I will get it all done I am sure,but I am just so sick of having to worry about it.

I need to just stop whining about everything and buck up and do what I need to do and thank you all for letting me vent and being there for me because I feel so stupid right now after Betsy and her family's house burnt down. I don't have any problems compared to them. If any of you out there can help in anyway please do. I am on my way to see what I can do for them. I am so sorry for feeling sorry for myself!

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