Prayer:

Ian born 3.12.08  he's up to 3.8 pounds now.  there were 2 holes in his heart and one has closed and they are optimistic the other will as well.  He does have an annurism on his aorta that the docs are saying requires surgery but now they want him to get to 10 pounds.  He has had to have a blood transfusion as well.  So keep lifting this baby boy up.  His parents know it's only because of the L-RD he's being sustained.  Thank you YHVH for taking care of this little one.

DH to turn back to Yeshua.  For Yeshua to reveal to him the truth of Hebrew Roots so we can be one and have a blessed marriage. 

My great aunt ((70yrs young)) had a heart piece put it 4/28 or 4/29 and she got ill shortly after and they are concerned she may reject the heart piece .  Her grown children are too busy to look after her and make sure she gets to/from the hospital and my mom is doing a lot of driving these days between her aunt and

My Nanna ((aka my mom's mom))  who recently broke her other hip and the docs are saying she has a spot on her lung ((NO she was not a smoker, her late husband was and did die from lung cancer)).  My Nanna is 74.

my Grandma's ((Nanna)) friend is getting chemo for lung cancer ((and no she never smoked so stop stereo-typing/assuming/judging)) and she's in her 80's, she's prepared to meet YHVH and we know either way HE can heal her.  Just comfort and peace and strength to endure whatever HE calls her to.

My mom is taking all these ladies to their various doctor appointments and treatments.  One lives in our metro and the other live b/w 2-4 hours from here.  My mom needs strength as she is so kind to be doing all of this.  My mom says docs have a cynical side and if a patient is over 65 they view them as expendable so they are not as quick to help them.  She may be right and/or doctors are just overworked.  Either way all these ladies not getting the proper respect and care they need is making my mom angry.  ((rightly so I would think))

and if it's not too much to ask...I've had to endure hearing about several pregnancy announcements and birth announcements just this past week.  I feel like I am dying inside.  The pain is enormous.  I really just want more children and HIS Word says they are the best type of physical blessing.  I am not asking for riches or material things.  I know all HE has to do is think/speak my body into being a "baby making machine" and it would be done.  Praying for a miracle.

2.) "Must Do":

• Exercise 5 days a week
• Learn about Low GI eating 
• CLEAN!!!
• continue to count the Omer -- a nice countdown between Passover to Shavuot ((pentecost for you greek thinkers)) and we are blessed for doing so
• Home Educate DS M-F
• 05/16 - Observe Shabbat at just before sunset
•  05/17 - attend SIL's college graduation celebration 6pm
• 05/04 11am- Attended  Intro to Jewish Roots class this weekend.   We had a lively discussion on James 3:13-18 and regarding how greek thinking has permeated everything...even the church.  Praise be to YHVH who is weekly bringing those who hunger and thirst for the whole WORD, not just what the church says is important....did you know the first century and then some Believers knew that accepting the Messiah meant being grafted in to the Hebrew faith?  They didn't want to be called gentiles.  Paul was always trying to show the physical and non-physical Jews that they were all Jews spiritually.  He many times said the law is not void and I know those of you out there who say you are saved live by the 10 commandments and of course the summary of Messiah's own words to love G-D and then our neighbor....both just ways of summing up all of Torah which really just expounds on on the TEN.  It wasn't until those in authority started saying any caught Judaizing will be put to death that we stopped observing the true Sabbath and stopped keeping the Feasts and started saying things like the New Living Translation says in Ephesians 2:15 that the Jewish law/system has been done away with...that's misleading.  The only thing done away with was the animal sacrifice needed to cover sins.  Yeshua doesn't just cover them, HE forgives them.  What a truly AWESOME YHVH we serve!!!  I pray everyone's ears and eyes would be opened to desire to know and seek out the whole TRUTH and not just blindly follow church leaders.
• 5/12, 5/14, and 5/16  I got a part time job opening the payment envelopes and tallying them for the company my sister works for
• hang out and visit with family every day/night