Dec. 24, 2008
Comtemplations... on Christmas!
Posted in contemplations
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Oh, the 'holidays'. The word itself just conjures all kinds of wonderful thoughts, but for those like me the holiday season brings (just a little bit) a feeling of melancholy. Just a little sadness. Maybe it has to do with growing up without my mom... maybe it has more to do with my dad that never really celebrates anything.... maybe it's just past Christmas's that have been 'ruined' by one thing or another. Like the year my old boyfriend stole all the Christmas presents (because they were in my car, and he stole the car).. and I guess it could be a little bit of everything all mixed together.. But this year. I have been so incredibly GRATEFUL to God for everything that He has given me. This year I have a wonderful husband who works his This year I have 3 beautiful children who show me God's grace and mercy every day. They are healthy and intelligent, and they still have a light of innocence in they're eyes! I'm a part of a wonderful church where the Word is preached honestly, truthfully, and simply every service. Where the people there are more like family than strangers. Where I know that I can call the pastors at any time and get Godly advise. And just this year I was blessed with wonderful friends. Friends that I am blessed to share my life with. Friends where the whole family can hang out together and no one is left out. The hubbies get along (and play Guitar Hero!lol); the kiddo's get along (and very rarely fight!); and the Mom's get along... It's been unlike anything I've ever experienced in my life, but I remember asking God over and over again for friends. :-) And man oh, man. When God comes through, He really really comes through! So, I have plenty to be thankful for this year. So, I've decided that every time the enemy of my soul decides to try to make me feel sad, I will think on these things. Things that are lovely and pure and true. I may not have control over what thoughts cross my mind, but I have total control over what I dwell on. I will dwell on things that bring joy to my heart, and to my home. I will give Jesus the gift of my joy on His birthday this year! So Happy Happy Happy birthday my Lord and Savior. My King and My friend! Thank You from the bottom of my heart for your many and wonderful blessings!!! Thank You above all else for my salvation, may I always guard it with fear and trembling! May I turn every blessing into Praise! |