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Nov. 24, 2008

Better and better

Posted in Noah Updates
I am so happy to say that Noah just keeps getting better and better - it is an unspeakable relief to know that pulling the line was the right decision.  He hasn't had a fever since Friday night shortly after we pulled the line, and his infectious markers are waaaayyyyy down.  His CRP (should be below 3) was well over 60 on Friday, down to 30 first thing Saturday morning, and down to 11 yesterday morning!  Friday he could barely sit up and tonight I am typing this in the playroom while he climbs and hustles all over the place. 

The plan right now is for him to have surgery tomorrow at 10 to get a new line.  He will probably get a new g-tube button while he is in surgery as he has had this one for over a year.  We will start TPN tomorrow night, and check his hemoglobin Wednesday.  If everything looks great he can theoretically go home Wednesday.  If his hemoglobin is too low, he'll need to be transfused and we won't go home for another day or two.  We've already put Thanksgiving on hold and plan to celebrate on Saturday with family, so we won't necessarily be devestated if we aren't home on Thursday.  Thanksgiving is a state of mind and isn't really locked into any particular day of the year - we can have just as much fun on Saturday as we could on Thursday.  We'll get a tree on Friday and plan to decorate it with all of the grandparents when they come for dinner on Thursday.  I can hardly wait!

In response to some readers' questions - no, Noah doesn't have anthrax.  :-)  His symptoms were the classic symptoms of a line infection, and the fact that he experienced an immediate, dramatic improvement following line removal confirm that the line was the source of infection.  Also, no, we have most emphatically NOT experienced a change or decline in quality of Noah's care now that we don't have private insurance.  The staff here (in all areas) consistantly demonstrate outstanding levels of compassion, professionalism, and skill.  I could not possibly be more pleased and wish that every child in the world had access to this level of spectacular care.

The two remaining areas of real concern for Noah are, first, that his pica is out of control.  He cannot restrain himself from eating books, coffee cup sleeves, stickers, etc.  He carries a board book everywhere and gnaws on it.  (Freaks us out, but the doctors said not to force the issue at this point.)  This could be due to low iron/low hemoglobin or due to reduced nutrition quality since he doesn't have central line access for regular TPN.  It isn't a huge worry but he can't go on like this forever.

The second area of concern is that Noah is just not sleeping at night.  Saturday he was up until 3:30 AM and last night he was up until 1:30.  Saturday night he was very unhappy and irritable, but last night he was quiet, calm . . . and awake.  He most emphatically insists on Mommy being the one to put him to sleep (even though Jeff does it at home), so Jeff is stuck trying to keep Mary Faith happy and/or sleeping until Noah gets down.   Last night when it became apparent that Noah was not going right to sleep, I had a flash of exhausted resentment - I was tired and couldn't believe that it was looking like ANOTHER long night.  Almost immediately my spirit was smitten and I remembered that there will come a time when I would give anything on earth just to hold Noah for a few more hours.  As I was realizing this, Noah looked at me with those unbelievably deep, wise eyes of his and just smiled at me.  I scooped him up and spent the next several hours just rocking him, singing to him, and looking at him while he looked at me.  I got lots of those wonderful smiles and dozens of kisses.  At first it seemed like a bad thing, but now I realize I wouldn't trade last night for anything and I am so thankful for that precious time for just the two of us - and SO thankful that the Lord corrected me and prevented me from squandering those hours in selfishness.  God is so good.

Specific current prayer requests:
--safe, successful surgery
--No/minimal emotional trauma for Noah (he will get versed before we go down, so even though it breaks my heart to see him crying as he's taken away, at least HE won't remember!)
--rapid healing of the new line
--resolution of pica and wisdom regarding transfusing if needed
--healing for a little cold Mary Faith picked up while here
--that God would bless Jeff as he is working so hard to provide financially for our family - it seems kind of bleak right now, but we know that God will show His hand in His way and at His time.

We also need prayer that we can reduce the number of infections/hospitalizations Noah is having.  We are having to move his IVIG to every third week instead of every fourth week, and while we are glad to have this resource, getting IVIG means a whole day in Greenville with gas, meals, time away from home, etc.  If going every third week doesn't do the trick, we will have to administer IVIG weekly at home.  The home IVIG can't go through his line so we would have to stick him each week - yuck.  We are also going to start ethanol locks, which means that we will lock (fill) his line with sterile ethanol when we unhook his TPN, then draw the ethanol out before restarting.  This shows a lot of promise in terms of avoiding line infections.

Mr. Busy Britches is just going too fast for me to stay on the computer, so I'm going to go.  I'll update as soon as I can after surgery tomorrow, but if he is clingy it may be a while so don't worry if you don't hear right away!  :-)

Blessings,
Kate
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Nov. 24, 2008 - Prayers for the surgery tomorrow

Posted by Anonymous
We will be praying for a quick placement and no further complications for your little guy. Happy Thanksgiving guys!
www.caringbridge.org/ia/mitomomof9 (Asenath and Zipporrah)
http://www.freewebs.com/growingupmitodisorderinfo/
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Nov. 24, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
Wow, a year for a g-tube button! It must be a bard? Changing those can be quite tramatic so I'm glad he will be under for it!!
:) Melody
www.caringbridge.org/visit/natalieholmes
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Nov. 24, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
Isn't it too bad they don't give versed to the moms when we go through something like that, so we can forget, too?

Susan in KS
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Nov. 24, 2008 - Praise the Lord~!

Posted by Anonymous
I was afraid to read the subject line of your post and was so relieved and overjoyed to see that Noah is improving so dramatically! Again, praise the Lord!

How wise to treasure your time with Noah last night. I can definitely relate to your momentary surge of resentment and applaud your choice to quell it and be totally unselfish. And how fitting that when you made that choice you received such a sweet blessing from it!

We will continue to pray and appreciate the very specific requests so we know how to pray for you.

Happy Thanksgiving!
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Nov. 24, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
Kate, what a blessing to read how well Noah is doing, and also how good God is to give you that precious time with him last night! Yes, He is SO good. Indescribably good, and patient. Though I know God is the one who changed your heart/attitude, you were receptive to Him. Thank you for displaying such humility and intimacy with the Lord that you would immediately recognize the error of your thinking and change your perspective. Your willing and teachable spirit is a source of encouragement to me. We will be praying for Noah and all of you tomorrow, and for the Lord's continued provision for your family.

Love and prayers,
Pam in SE MI (TLT)
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Nov. 24, 2008 - Here's to a

Posted by Anonymous
Happy Thanksgiving for you, Estes family! I am thankful to "know" each of you and thankful for your blog, Kate. God really speaks to me and my mothering through your blog. God bless each of you. We will keep little Noah in prayer and his siblings, too. Hope to hear of some cute Sarah stories from Thanksgiving. And Hannah, you will make a great mommy someday. God bless you, too, young lady!

Praying for your Noah health issues and for Jeff and your financial issues. God so knows and he cares for ALL of our concerns. "Cast your care upon Him for He cares for you.." I know you do, it is evident!

Love,

Julianne and crew in Charlotte
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Nov. 24, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
So glad to hear the praises, and I'll be praying for all your needs.

You have someone praying for you especially in the wee hours of the night/morning.

With love,

Sarah
in the Lowcountry
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Nov. 24, 2008 - Praise God!!!

Posted by Anonymous
I am so glad Noah is doing better. What a special time you had with him last night. Praying he will sleep better tonight so you can get some much needed rest.
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Nov. 24, 2008 - Praise!

Posted by Mama9blessings
Oh, Kate! I'm SO happy to hear this news! I've really been praying for you all!

Your quick response to the Lord's check just brings me to tears! You know, even if our dc don't have a serious illness/disorder like Noah, we don't know how long we have them for, and NONE of us should squander that time, no matter how tired or exasperated we get!

Thank you for that reminder!

Blessings to you! And I will continue to pray!

Trisch
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Nov. 24, 2008 - Better and better

Posted by Anonymous
I was SO happy to read your post!! Thank you, Lord!!! Thank you for answers for this precious family!! Thank you for more play time for Noah tonight! Thank you that Kate was able to snuggle him and just enjoy him in those wee hours of the morning. Thank you for all of these mercies for this family!!!

I pray that you continue to experience things like this. That was so precious what you wrote, Kate, about God correcting you. May I learn to do the same with my children, whom I am blessed enough to have at home in their own beds.

I think of and pray for you all throughout the day. I'm blessed to 'know' you, though we've never met in person, just once on the phone.

God bless you! Praying for the surgery tomorrow!
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Nov. 24, 2008 - Better and better

Posted by Anonymous
I was SO happy to read your post!! Thank you, Lord!!! Thank you for answers for this precious family!! Thank you for more play time for Noah tonight! Thank you that Kate was able to snuggle him and just enjoy him in those wee hours of the morning. Thank you for all of these mercies for this family!!!

Joy Horton (kjhorton99@yahoo.com)
Ohio

I pray that you continue to experience things like this. That was so precious what you wrote, Kate, about God correcting you. May I learn to do the same with my children, whom I am blessed enough to have at home in their own beds.

I think of and pray for you all throughout the day. I'm blessed to 'know' you, though we've never met in person, just once on the phone.

God bless you! Praying for the surgery tomorrow!

Joy Horton (kjhorton99@yahoo.com)
Ohio
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Nov. 24, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
Kate, I am so happy that Noah is doing so much better!! I pray that everything goes well tomorrow. I am glad you and Noah had such a special time together last night. We all need one of those sometimes. Love, Ruby
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Nov. 24, 2008 - Happy to hear the news

Posted by Lachney1
Hi Kate,
I'm so happy to hear that Noah is doing so much better. We have been praying for him for a long time. I teach JR High students in Sunday School every other Sunday and we have been praying for Noah and the rest of the family. Also, I keep my adult Sunday School class updated on him and they are all praying for him and your family.

I'll be praying for him and his upcoming surgery tomorrow, but I have a question. Is there a chance that he won't need this surgery tomorrow? Do you think that maybe God caused this as His way of saying that Noah is healed or on his way to being healed? I was just wondering, since you didn't mention if the doctors had ran any tests to make sure he still needed the surgery. The way you described how he's been acting is like it's a miracle and he's healed. I guess I just want to believe that so bad.

Blessings to your and your family,
Penny
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Nov. 24, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
How is Noahs foot looking? When Adam's IV infiltrated he had blisters/marks for weeks afterwards. I remember just crying when saw his foot and being so angry! I know it wasn't the nurses fault, she had just checked it an hour earlier, but I just couldn't believe that it was ONE MORE thing he had to be enduring!!! So glad to hear he was in the playroom today. So glad the decision to remove the line was made. Hope you are able to catch some REM sleep tonight!

I'm assuming you got the wrap delivery taken care of.

Lynnette
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Nov. 25, 2008 - praise the Lord

Posted by Anonymous
It is with great joy that I have read today's post: that the infection is going away with the line removal. I love reading that Noah is moving around the room and you have to leave the computer to keep up with him.

This line grabbed me: "Almost immediately my spirit was smitten and I remembered that there will come a time when I would give anything on earth just to hold Noah for a few more hours. "

Oh Kate, I hope not!

I have a daughter in the arms of Jesus; she died when she was two. These words of yours remind me of a few lines from a poem I wrote after my Abby had been gone for 6 months:

I want to borrow her from God
for a day or an hour
please lay her on my chest
warm and alive
let her heave one more breath
but no, she is vanished

I hope you don't mind me sharing this with you...Several months ago I started a prayer journal that I had planned to send to you if and when Noah should slip into the presence of our Savior as well....I hoped that I would never have to send it to you. I didn't want to think about Noah leaving you so I threw the journal away. Rather impulsive or foolish, perhaps! I probably should have hidden it away, only to be seen when I wanted to get it out, rather than discarding it altogether.

So all this to say, yes, hold him while you can....treasure these moments with Noah and all your children.
love, Guinever from TLT
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Nov. 25, 2008 - Praise God!

Posted by Anonymous
Jeremiah 31:13, “Then maidens will dance and be glad, young men ( little Noah's) and old as well. I will turn their mourning into gladness; I will give them comfort and joy instead of sorrow.” (NIV)

So happy to hear that little Noah is healing!
We will continue to lift your family up in prayer.
May your Thanksgiving day be every day.
Your faith encourages the rest of us!

Blessings,

Jen

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Nov. 25, 2008 - Yea!

Posted by Anonymous
Praise God! I'm so glad to read that Noah is feeling better. I am thrilled. Have a very happy Thanksgiving and have fun decorating your tree.
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Nov. 25, 2008 - WHOO HOO!!

Posted by Anonymous
So glad to see that removing the line was the right decision!! SOOOOO happy to see a fast answer to our prayers!
Praying for the new line to go in easy! and w/o complications!!
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Nov. 25, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
So glad to read this update.

"Thanksigivng is a state of heart" - well said.
De'Etta
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Nov. 25, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
Yeah! So glad Noah is better! FYI, We sent a box to you guys yesterday, Priority mail, so it should get there in the next day or two. Enjoy :o)
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Nov. 25, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
Know that we are praying !!

Grace & Peace.
MomToCherubs
http://www.becksbounty.blogspot.co,
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Nov. 25, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
Breathing a huge sigh of relief for Noah and your whole family.

I am so happy to hear he is getting medicine to make him forget. My daughter had to go in for a second surgery on Halloween and she was beyond hysterical waiting for the surgeon. I thought they would have to cancel the surgery. Luckily a nice young doctor offered to give her that magical medicine. To this day she has no memory of it.

I am sure you will all have a Happy happy thanksgiving!
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Nov. 25, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
GOD IS GOOD!!!! I was so relieved to read this post. I'm glad that things seem to be improving. I'm praying for you guys and I know that God will meet all of your needs.

Happy Thanksgiving... I'm out of town for a few days and I'll be praying that everything remains calm!
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Nov. 25, 2008 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
Glad Noah is feeling better and things are looking up !!! God Bless !! : ) Jessica
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