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May. 10, 2009

The plot thickens

Posted in Noah Updates
We've had some more bad news this morning.  I suppose I shouldn't have been surprised, since this infection has been SO different in so many ways.   Noah's triglycerides have always been very, very low.  Normal is 100-ish and his are always well below that.  This morning his night nurse told me that they did not hang his lipids (the fat portion of his TPN last) last night because yesterday's triglycerides were well over 400!  No one got too alarmed, figuring that this HAD to be a lab error.  They went ahead and stopped the lipids just to be extremely careful, but no one thought for a minute that those triglyceride levels could possibly be accurate.

Well, this morning, after going without lipids all night, Noah's triglycerides were still almost 300.  This usually signals TPN intolerance and is often the first sign of a serious infection - but Noah's CRP (infection marker) was down even lower this morning!  None of this makes sense.  The doctor said that Noah's enlarged liver might be more serious than we thought and that the triglycerides could be a liver issue.

Noah's white count is still suppressed and very low.  Again, not good, and something we would expect to see improving alone with everything else.

The doctor said that almost everything points to an infection that is being suppressed but not cured.  The dropping CPR doesn't fit with the picture of a suppressed infection, but everything else does.

Noah once again has everyone baffled.  He seems a little perkier at times, and hasn't had anything more than very low grade fevers for a day and a half+. . .  but in so many ways he isn't actually getting **better**.

The doctor said that we need to focus on the positives right now (the CRP and temperature) while we work on figuring out what on earth is going on everywhere else.  We haven't done a thing to figure out his dropping blood sugars - right now, if he is off TPN in order to run other drugs, we have to run dextrose (sugar) solution.  At some point we will have to see if he can hold his own without the dextrose or TPN running.  We'll also need to transfuse at some point when he is doing better.

To be honest, I thought we were on cruise control yesterday - once Noah starts getting better, he usually improves very rapidly.  We've never had so many other weird things happening.

Because we still don't know WHY Noah is doing better, everyone is still being very conservative in terms of infection management.  In addition to figuring out the "other stuff," he will need to be on these antibiotics until all of his infection labs are perfect, then for an as-yet-unspecified time to be sure they stay perfect.  He will then need to be observed for some time after the antibiotics have stopped to be SURE that whatever this is doesn't come back.  The last thing he needs is a relapse.

I think everyone is a bit frustrated by the complexity of Noah's current situation.  The doctor this morning said, "Well, some things do look better, but the rest . . . well . . . ." and just stood shaking his head.  The idea of liver trouble starting is like having a nightmare come true. 

In all this, we take GREAT comfort in knowing that the Great Physician isn't suprised by these turns of events.  The One who knit Noah together knows exactly what is happening and why.  He knows what will happen, and He's promised to never leave us through it all.  Thank you all again and again for your prayers and encouragement.  If you didn't read about our Prayer Warrior Wall project in yesterday's post, please go back and read yesterday's post -we would love for each one of you to participate along with anyone else who prays for Noah!  If you share about Noah in any way (your blog, your church, etc.) please let those folks know about our project.  You are welcome to cut and paste the appropriate portion of yesterday's post as needed.

Two smiley thoughts (I think we need them!):  First, Finding Nemo has become the soundtrack of my life.  Noah wants it to play ALL of the time, and will crack open an eye while he is sleeping to be sure that it is still playing.  The nurses' computers are identified by Nemo characters and he takes GREAT stock in seeing which computer comes into his room each time.  They have to scan his bracelet with a handheld scanner (like in stores) each time he gets meds.  He has learned to use the scanner and spends several minutes scanning everything in his bed each time he gets the chance.  Second, our "old" dog Edison has come home to use from foster care.  Noah talks about him every day, but since Thomas Edison isn't part of Noah's frame of reference, he calls the dog . . . . Medicine.  :-)  Makes more sense to him, I guess!

Blessings,
Kate
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May. 10, 2009 - Sending prayers and blessings to you!

Posted by Anonymous
Praying the Lord's peace over all of you and healing for darling Noah. Wishing you, if not a "happy" Mother's Day, then certainly a joyful day in His tender care.

With gratitude for your constant inspiration,
Roni in So.Cal. <><
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May. 10, 2009 - I feel really bad...

Posted by Puppinator80
I feel so bad about what happened to you're i dunno Older Brother? Younger Brother? Your Dad? Or just a friend? And trust me, i know how Noah feels. I've had worse. Migrains, Low white blood cells, MRIs, Cat Scans, Fleu, and other bad stuff. It's just Awful.
We're Praying for him!
David
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May. 10, 2009 - Happy Mothers Day

Posted by Angel
Happy Mothers Day to one of the most amazing faith filled Mothers I know! I pray that God will lead the Dr.s in the direction of solving this baffling mystery for Noah. We are going to work on our Zebra assignment today and tomorrow. :)
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May. 10, 2009 - Still Praying....................

Posted by ragamuffinsc
Happy Mother's Day to you Kate....
What an amazing mother you are!!!
We love you
Julie & Blake
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May. 10, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by tami/agodlyhomemaker
i am praying constantly~hugs~
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May. 10, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
Happy mother's day! Thinking and praying for you in WA state.
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May. 10, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
Noah photographs so well! I love the picture. He is so adorable!

Noah's life is precious! I'm sorry to read that someone wrote such a hurtful comment to you. That sweet little angel deserves every single minute of life that he can get!

We will be sending a photo for your prayer wall. What a cute idea!

We are continuing to pray for you all.

God bless,
Deanna
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May. 10, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Kate
Praying for a peaceful day for you, Kate, & a productive day for Noah's doctors. I pray God will give them divine wisdom & the knowledge of what to do with that wisdom so that they might help Noah through this crisis so that he will come home to his loving family soon.

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May. 10, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Hannah Garbutt
Do you mind if I copy a picture of Noah, and paste it to my blog site? My site is blocked from outsiders. Only the chosen can see it. I would really appreciate it.
Hannah Garbutt
I'm praying for the family, escpecially Noah.
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May. 10, 2009 - Still Praying ...

Posted by Anonymous
...and Happy Mother's Day despite some unhappy things. I praise God for "Medicine." That made me smile, as did Nemo.
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May. 10, 2009 - Praying for you

Posted by Alyssa
Kate, you are such a sweetheart. The same God who knit Noah and is not surprised by all of this is also mightily glorified by your steady faith and humble dependence on Him. That's really something, to please the heart of God, who so delights in you, Noah, and all your family. Kate, it blesses me to read your posts. I'm keeping you all in my prayers. I hope you're getting some rest through all of this, and that Jeff and the kids are doing well.
Alyssa
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May. 10, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
Continued prayers in AL for Noah and his medical team
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May. 10, 2009 - Praying here too...

Posted by Stephanie in OH
Kate - It's great to hear of your faith and happy moments. We'll keep praying specific prayers as long as you give us details, and even without them we'll still send up prayers even if they are generic. :) Our church prayed for you and Noah today as well as the rest of the family. I hope that you are able to spend some time with Noah playing and smiling today, or even singing Nemo songs over and over! We'll be working on our prayer wall photo and zebra stuff this week. DH wants to figure out a zebra background ala Where's Waldo. lol We'll see how creative we can get.

Hugs from SHS - Stephanie
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May. 10, 2009 - Happy Mothers Day!

Posted by Janice Jackson
So sorry to hear the latest news. I pray the doctors will be able to find some answers soon. I hope Hannah is feeling better. I hope you are having a Good Mothers Day! Sorry you can't be home with your family. May God grant you much strength today. Hugs, Janice
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May. 10, 2009 - Noah's Prayers

Posted by Anonymous
Noah and his situation brought up during opening prayer this Lords Day. Orangevale Congregation now praying for him.May God bless him and you. K.
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May. 10, 2009 - Still Praying for Noah

Posted by Anonymous
I am so sorry to hear about the latest problems; still, Noah is in our hearts and prayers and will remain so for as long as it takes until he's well and able to play a good game of touch football with all his brothers and sisters! I believe in miracles. I am one. :) I hope you can find an hour or so to have a Happy Mom's Day with the rest of the kids today. I prayed hard for Noah in church this morning and will continue to do so. I signed up for the blog so I can read every word and God can direct my prayers. Hang tough, Mom. . .Noah is. I'm betting he got his toughness from YOU. God Bless ALL of you on this Mommy's Day.
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May. 10, 2009 - Still Praying for Noah

Posted by Carla
I am so sorry to hear about the latest problems; still, Noah is in our hearts and prayers and will remain so for as long as it takes until he's well and able to play a good game of touch football with all his brothers and sisters! I believe in miracles. I am one. :) I hope you can find an hour or so to have a Happy Mom's Day with the rest of the kids today. I prayed hard for Noah in church this morning and will continue to do so. I signed up for the blog so I can read every word and God can direct my prayers. Hang tough, Mom. . .Noah is. I'm betting he got his toughness from YOU. God Bless ALL of you on this Mommy's Day.
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May. 10, 2009 - Prayers are coming...........

Posted by jkiessling
for answers to all of the baffling questions that your Sweet Baby Boy - Noah is through!!!

And for peace!
And tell Noah that he is going to have a whole bunch of cards waiting for him when he gets home!!!

As for you Kate - {{{HUG}}} - Happy Mother's Day!!!

Hugs & Prayers & Blessings from the Kiessling family from Fresno, California <><
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May. 10, 2009 - Mother's Day

Posted by Anonymous
Kate,
Just wanted to wish you a happy Mother's Day. I am sure you wish you were not spending it the way you are, but that is why you are inspiration to someone like me. I pray for some good news to come your way today.
Blessings,
Karen Lipman
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May. 10, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
Happy Mother's Day! Your children are blessed with a wonderful mother. Praying for Noah in CA.


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May. 10, 2009 - Prayers continuing...

Posted by DonnaC
I had to read the last 4 posts in sequence as I've been off-line since Thursday morning (gone to the Arlington Book Fair to sell my book in a booth).

So sorry to hear of such a conundrum for Noah's illness. Praying that the Lord is gracious and will give the doctors wisdom, discernment, and direction in what they need to do.

*sputtering* over the comment about "letting him go"--when the doctors start telling you things like that, it's time to consider, but if they haven't broached any such thing, then it shouldn't even be entertained! Although he's so very sick, but.... it's not the same as when someone is close to death.

(We just spent 2 weeks going through that journey with my husband's mother and it is not the same thing in any way, shape, or form! My dearest mil died on April 14th after being found with no pulse & not breathing on March 30th.)

OF COURSE, you don't want him sick & suffering, but we walk "this trail of tears" knowing that the Lord Himself walks alongside us, crying with us at times. Having a chronically ill child is extremely tough, but sometimes well meaning friends & acquaintances can say such painful things. {{Kate}}

Praying for a wonderful corner to be turned, bringing Noah home to his loving family soon. Praying God's biggest blessings on him as his little light shines before men! And praying for you, Kate, & your dh and d-children as they shine the way for others to see Jesus in this most hard journey. {{hugs & prayers}}

In Him who holds you all in His most capable of Hands,
Donna C
http://donnac.com
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May. 10, 2009 - Robin In OHIO

Posted by Anonymous
Praying for OUR SWEET NOAH and for his amazing momma on our special day... also praying for the rest of the family...How is your daughter doing? Blessings, Robin and the Immel family
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May. 10, 2009 - hope you feel better

Posted by Alyssa
Dear Noah,
I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER DURNIG THIS WEEK!
MY MOM JOANNE HAS BEEN PRAYING FOR YOU!

LOVE YOUR FRIEND ALYSSA 6 1/2 YEARS OLD
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May. 10, 2009 - Praying!!

Posted by Anonymous
Dear Kate,
We are praying for your sweet boy. He is the most beautiful child and he has the most wonderful mother. Happy Mother's Day to you!

We'll keep praying and thank you for your updates.

Jennifer in TX
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May. 10, 2009 - praying

Posted by Leslie in Alabama
"Just keep swimming, just keep swimming..." is actually a pretty good philosophy in the face of such a painful situation. The only way possible for you to keep on "swimming" is by the grace of God. Kate, you and your family exemplify how a family can allow God to give them the grace to get through trials. We pray for you regularly. I hope to send you a picture from Alabama as soon as possible!
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May. 10, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
Kate, we are praying daily. For wisdom, peace, strength, God's grace, patience, discernment, and the meeting of ALL your needs. I'm sorry that Noah's situation is so complicated, medically speaking. It's comforting to know that God knows exactly what is happening inside his little body! Praying for you right now.

Prayers and blessings,
Pam in SE MI
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May. 10, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by faith0428
Still praying for you all.
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May. 11, 2009 - Our Sweet Baby Noah

Posted by donnablain
Dear Kate, I hope you had a joyful, peaceful Mother's Day. What a blessing to have eight beautiful children! I think of Noah and your family so often during that day, and pary for a miracle! I love Noah so very much even though I have never seen him in person! You are such an excellent writer and I feel as though I know both of you very well. As if I could just walk into that hospital room and feel a connection immediately!
I am very sorry about the comment that was made, and am thankful you didn't let it devastate you, but answered it with wisdom, grace and humility. Satan would love to discourage you, and even though I am sure the person didn't intentionaly try to discourage you, they certainly didn't think before opening their mouth. May God give then wisdom in the use of their tongue. :-) Much Love!!!! Donna, Tulare, CA.
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May. 11, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
To Jeff, Kate, and the family,

I'm the mother of three grown-up children, and we homeschooled for many years. My husband and I are the proud grandparents of five precious grandchildren.

I wanted you to know that I've been quietly following your blog for quite a while now, and my husband and I have been praying for you, like so many others have. I thought it was about time to let you know this! Also, I've now shared your blog link with some of our loved ones, and my parents' church in Flint, Michigan. [We're in SC.] I know there are many faithful pray-ers among them.

Through your blog, our hearts feel knitted to yours, even though we've never met you. Thank you for all you've shared. The Lord is using you as a light.
We pray that the Lord continues to surround you with a sense of His presence and overwhelms you with His loving care, "the Father of mercies and the God of all comfort."

In His love,
Dara
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May. 11, 2009 - Noah

Posted by Laura
I read back a post to the letter request so we will be sending you something shortly! I just wanted to say that I've been following your story for a while now and I can't believe that someone would even HINT at questioning your motives regarding Noah's care. You are so very patient in your explanation. I would be throwing something at the computer if someone had suggested that I...let's just say I admire your restraint! We are all praying for Noah. Your family is beautiful and you are an amazing woman and mother. Happy Mother's Day. God bless you all.
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May. 11, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by hallfamily8
I'm so sorry that Noah isn't getting better all over. I am continuing to lift him in prayer. Too cute about "Medicine!"

Love, Dawn
www.caringbridge.org/visit/susannahall
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May. 11, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by narnialover95
Poor Noah! He's in my prayers, and so are you and your family.
Blessings,
Taylor
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May. 11, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
Dearest Kate,

I have just had a chance to catch up on things since I have been away from a computer. Kate, I applaud you and your strength and wisdom in answering the really tough question from the blog poster. You explain things so well, and you are made perfectly to be Noah's mommy- he is blessed beyond measure to have you.

I will only be sporadically at the computer the next few weeks, but will be praying for Noah, your children at home, and you and Jeff. The Lord is with you, carrying you all through this, and He is using you and Noah for His glory!

God's special blessings for your 3 blog friends who have been Jesus' hands and feet. I am so thankful for them!

In Christ's love,

Sarah
a Lowcountry MOMYS
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May. 11, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Susan in Va
Keeping Noah & Hannah in prayer here!
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May. 11, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Kristal
I just came across your blog. I am so sorry that you and your family are going through this!! My heart goes out to you! I will keep little Noah in my prayers!
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May. 11, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
praying for clarity, guidance, peace and provision
Love
Monique
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May. 12, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by lcourtneymom
I am new to your blog and just want to let you know I am praying for Noah and your family. (((HUGS)))
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May. 17, 2009 - similar symptoms

Posted by Anonymous
Just a thoughtful note

I had a friend that had the same symptoms espcially the spleen problem...they found out at Beth Israel Childrens hospital in Boston when this kid was treated that there was something wrong in his bone marow...a kind of bug/infection in the bone marrow .. the kids name is Jimmy and he is well now . He had a bone marrow transplant.

Hope this is somthing you can consult Beth Israel in Boston , MA
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May. 17, 2009 - similar symptoms

Posted by Anonymous
Just a thoughtful note

I had a friend that had the same symptoms espcially the spleen problem...they found out at Beth Israel Childrens hospital in Boston when this kid was treated that there was something wrong in his bone marow...a kind of bug/infection in the bone marrow .. the kids name is Jimmy and he is well now . He had a bone marrow transplant.

Hope this is somthing you can consult Beth Israel in Boston , MA
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