Our Quiverfull

Nov. 14, 2009

Whew!

Posted in Noah Updates
Looks like Noah's false alarm is now a really truly official false alarm.  It's Saturday night and all of the cultures are still negative.  Both Dr. B. and our wonderful home health nurse have spoken to the lab supervisor and we are setting some additional safeguards in place to prevent this sort of issue again.

I'm not really angry anymore, but I am still really sad - sad AND thankful.  I'm sorry if my reaction led some of you to think that I wasn't thankful for an infection-free child, and I am fully aware that there are many moms who would love to hear that their child wasn't sick after all.  Believe me - there have been so many times that I would have loved to have been told that Noah was fine and I could go home.  I loved the "he's not sick and you can go home" part of this deal - absolutely loved it.  It just really and truly broke my heart that he had to suffer so very much because of a preventable mistake.  He still has bruises and it all makes me very sad.   (Oh,and yes, I do see this one as a mistake rather than an answer to prayer.  To the best of my understanding, the test was done correctly and recorded correctly but the person who called Dr. B simply literally read the results wrong.  When Dr. L from ID called the lab, the tech read the results correctly.  I am using the word "read" in the literal sense here, not in the clinical sense of interpreting results.  It is certainly an answer to prayer that Noah was not sick, but I'm not getting the sense that God reached in and changed the lab report.)  Anyway, I blogged in the heat of emotion and apologize if my words were too heated or if I appeared ungrateful.

Noah's big joy right now is that he received the coveted Thomas toy that caused such a ruckus at the hospital.  I had mentioned it in passing to his home nurse and she very stealthily :-) asked me for information about the DVD (which contained the ad for the toy) under the pretext of wanting a good new Thomas DVD for her adorable little boy who is a little younger than Noah.  She then ran out, bought the DVD, opened it to find the ad, bought the toy and showed up at our house with it less than five minutes after we arrived home Wednesday night.  This is a BIG DEAL toy with a motorized Thomas and everything, and Noah has hardly stopped playing with it.  (It's called the Spin & Fix Thomas and would be a big hit if you are looking for a Christmas gift for a Thomas fan.)

God has been good and I've been able to have several VERY productive days.  I got almost of my chicken and beef cooked, assembled into various recipes, and frozen. I managed to do multiple batches of meatloaf, tater tot casserole, cheesy mexican casserole, crockpot cheeseburgers, individual beef/bean/cheese burritos, white chicken enchildadas, and chicken divan.  I ended up getting a few more pounds of chicken yesterday so that I can do some peanut chicken, and I have several dozen eggs that I want to use to make breakfast burritos.  If I can add some baked goods (thinking of cinnamon rolls, muffins, and maybe some danishes) to the freezer next week I will feel very satisfied.  It brings me such an enormous sense of relief to know that my pantry and freezer are well-stocked so that neither Jeff nor Hannah have to be burdened with food preparation when Noah is sick.  We really ran down our stocks when Noah was sick so often this summer and Jeff had to cook every night when Noah was sick last month.  It's not that he isn't capable of cooking (and Hannah is a truly superb cook) - it's just that somehow it makes me feel better knowing that I was able to share the comfort of a "mommy-made" meal even if I am far away in the hospital.

Of course, we are hoping and praying that Noah stays home for a LONG time and that I will get to eat every one of those meals with my family!!

Noah will be going to Hem/Onc clinic again Monday and will probably get another Venofer infusion.  I'll try to update when we get back. 

In a non-Noah related prayer request, (actually it's also an answer to prayer!), we are finally ready to start selling our Hands and Hearts History kits again!  Many of you know that our home business was severely affected by the CPSIA and we had to discontinue our flagship products.  Due to a temporary stay of enforcement of the CPSIA, we can now offer the kits at least for now.  The stay of enforcement will end February 10th, 2010 and we are praying for a more permanent solution between now and then.  In the meantime, we will be taking pre-orders next week and will start shipping the following week.  We are offering an incredible sale during the pre-order week with tons of free gifts donated by other homeschool business friends of ours, so if you are interested in getting one of our kits, please be sure that you are subscribed to our newsletter so that you are notified when the sale starts next week.  You can sign up on any page of our website ( www.handsandhearts.com).   We would appreciate your prayers that this sale will go well, and would also appreciate it if any of you homeschooling moms would help us pass the word along. 

Blessings,
Kate
Oh - and please pray for Rafael (http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/rafael) who has been very, very sick with a (real) gram negative infection.
Post A Comment! Send to a Friend!

Comments

Nov. 14, 2009 - Those recipes sound delicious! :-)

Posted by Kathy
It broke our heart to to hear what Noah had to endure the other day. Praying his bruises go away and the memory of what happened. Glad to hear he is enjoying the Thomas train! Sounds wonderful.
My only son is 30 and we have 3 girls who have outgrown toys. :-( Except for the expensive ones like ipods and phones. ;-) Only our oldest daughter has them at present. Hoping and praying that Noah and YOU are home for a very long time. :-)
Permanent Link

Nov. 14, 2009 - Store link

Posted by Anonymous
Hi Kate - praying for Noah. I am not getting your store link in this posting to work - and I am not seeing a link at your blog to your store? Help.
Blessings,
Patti
Permanent Link

Nov. 15, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by luvnmyJesus
Kate, I do not have a little one as sick as Noah, BUT I do have a sick little guy who they have no clue what are his issues. I can TOTALLY understand your anger! I honestly believe it to be a just anger. After all God's word tells us to be angry and sin not! God knows we will get angry, it is all about what we do when we get angry. This is your sweet little boy who has been through just so much! This should have been prevented! I for one feel you had every right to be upset and as mad as a hornet! LOL

Praying for you and rejoicing with you that Noah is home and able to be with the family!!
Permanent Link

Nov. 15, 2009 - Good to Hear about Responsiveness!

Posted by Anonymous
Lab & docs sound appropriate about this -- so did you! No worries. Sweetie pie nurse - God bless her!!

Praying for good business - maybe from folks who decide enuff of silly school and bring kids home at Christmas break? We get lots of those - local group keeps getting more and more leaving schools...hmmm...we'll send 'em to you!
Permanent Link

Nov. 15, 2009 - Praise God

Posted by LarabaK
So very glad to know that Noah really is not sick right now. I totally understand your anger about the hospital trip. Noah suffers enough without having a mistake cause significant additional suffering. I am so sorry he had to go through it. It sounds like you have forgiven the person who made the mistake and of course that is where we need to get to. I think anger often isn't sin. Paul said not to let the sun go down on your anger.... so we do get angry, but need to process and forgive. I will pray that Noah will not think of or remember that trip.
And that is so wonderful about the Thomas toy.
Thanks also for letting us know about your history kits.
Permanent Link

Nov. 15, 2009 - Link to site!

Posted by SchoolinMama
Kate,

The link to Hands and Hearts isn't working; it's trying to go to an homeschoolblogger site!

Blessings,
Danielle
Permanent Link

Nov. 15, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Kelly
Dear Kate,

I have been following the blog for over 2 years. I found it when a friend had it in her tag line to pray for Noah. I searched and have been praying and loving your family ever since. I love how God puts His people into our lives and how we are able to minister to each other in so many ways.

The first thing I want to say is that when I read your post about the "mistake" that was made with the labs. The thought never crossed my mind that you were ungrateful that he wasn't sick. I don't understand people's motives and why they say the things to you they do. It makes me mad and sad. It was obvious to anyone who truly knows you that this was super news and a praise to God. The thing that wasn't fair was the Noah had to suffer for no reason. What mother would not want that for her child. You had every right to be mad and upset. I am sure God was upset that he had to suffer needlessly as well. I just wanted to tell you my thoughts. I am also praying that Noah will be well for a LONG time. With the holidays approaching and how precious family is to everyone I pray that he will stay well and away from infections.

My husband was also in health and safety and he has been unemployed for over a year. So, there is another area that I feel very connected to you as well. We don't know what our future holds but we do know who HOLDS our future. You and your family have been such great role models and mentors to so many including me. In your most gut wretching moments you never cease to amaze with your steadfast love for our Savior and His ultimate plan for good for Noah and your family.

You truly inspire me and I continue to pray for Noah everyday. Sending love and HUGS to you today.

With love,
Kelly
kellysmithathome@yahoo.com
Permanent Link

Nov. 15, 2009 - GRACE...

Posted by Anonymous
That is what I have to say about your posting during a moment of anger. I extended it because I too would have posted a note much the same as what you did. In fact I was feeling a bit upset for Noah myself about it all. Although I have NOT had a child with such seveir illness as Noah, I have had a child who was so dehydrated from being sick that he needed an IV for fluids at the ER. I remember much too well that night, holding him down, his eyes pleading with me as they searched for a vein that they could use, and him screaming. It was so hard. I had to turn my head and not look at him. When it was over I just crawled into the bed with him and laid with him as he clung to me. He doesn't remember any of this but I will NEVER forget it. I was praying for you Kate (though I often don't get much more time than to just read your posts) please know, you are always in my prayers.
I am sooooo excited about your history kits. I will be going to the site to check them out when I am done posting this.
Be blessed dear one.
Patty in WA ~ who is really wanting to know all your freezer recipes as I really need to do this again for sake of time management!
Permanent Link

Nov. 15, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Anonymous
What a sweet nurse you have!! That brought tears to my eyes..what a blessing she is to Noah. :o)
Permanent Link

Nov. 15, 2009 - control~the Lord's

Posted by Anonymous
Dear Kate,
It seems an issue of 'control', if I may use that term. What or, more importantly, WHO is in control when we feel circumstances are out of control, OR when we feel genuine emotion. You so beautifully illustrated the Savior's control of your life in the 'Mad as a hornet' post. Your anger was a reasonable, genuine (and, in my opinion, very JUSTIFIED) emotion, in expressing it you did not deny God's sovereignty, you went on to show He still was in control (of you, of Noah's circumstances, etc.). I was blessed by reading your 'in the moment' post (and did not sense anything but relief that it was indeed a false alarm). I've prayed for amnesia for Noah about this event. Yet, I firmly believe that somehow our Lord does not waste suffering. I cling to that truth in gratitude.
On another note, how fabulous that you were able to get 'stocked up' a bit (mommy's can SO relate to that 'drive' and feeling of honest satisfaction). :)
And, may the Lord pour His blessings on your nurse.
love, HveHope

Permanent Link

Nov. 15, 2009 - no need to apologize

Posted by Anonymous
Kate,
I'm so sorry that you were brought to believe that you needed to apologize or at least clarify what you had been trying to say the day Noah went through so much unnecessary pain. I for one completely understood that you were very thankful that the test was wrong, and that it was a false alarm. You are always so good about trying to see what there is to be thankful for, and for holding onto the positive. But I also see that you watched your little boy go through a trauma all because someone was careless. Any mother who wouldn't be mad about that while at the same time being thankful, needs some lessons in empathy at the very least. I read the post that day aloud to my husband and 10 yo daughter. My daughter was livid. And she's not a mom!
So anyway, keep being the great mom that you are. And remember, for every one person who criticizes, there are probably 10 of us who wish you the best and didn't take time to write.
God bless, and hey, congratulations on the freezer being stocked. What a blessing! I can see where that would bring you peace to know that is done.
Permanent Link

Nov. 15, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by mykidsmom923
I am so thankful that your little one is well, and I think all mommies understand your state of mind when writing your previous post. :-) I don't know of any mommy that wouldn't be "mad as a hornet" if there child when through what Mr. Noah did, thankful children are so resilient.

On a side note, your recipies are needed! :-) They are making my mouth water.......meatloaf, tater tot casserole, cheesy mexican casserole, crockpot cheeseburgers, individual beef/bean/cheese burritos, white chicken enchildadas, and chicken divan!!

Where oh where did you get your recipies? I have tried some OMC but the recipies were... yucky!

Anyway to bribe out your recipies??? LOL
Permanent Link

Nov. 15, 2009 - Noah

Posted by Anonymous
Grear news, glad to hear. Hope you and Noah have a long time at home with rest of family. In our prayers always. K
Permanent Link

Nov. 15, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Robin in N
No need to apologize. Whomever made you fel that way~~Shame on them! You had every right to be upset about the abuse your precious, very sick little boy had to suffer.

Praising God tonight that he is doing well.
Permanent Link

Nov. 15, 2009 - Noah's Doing Better YEAY!!!!

Posted by Carla
This is certainly good news, Kate. And I never thought you were complaining. . . you were just upset for your poor baby who has been through so much. It's easier when it's done to us than to watch a child go through it all.

Prayers continue for the whole Estes clan. I'm sure your other angels are so thrilled to have Mom home with them again. Doing my best to keep you all covered in prayer. . .
Permanent Link

Nov. 16, 2009 - What a blessing

Posted by Debbie Surrett
Katie,
I'm grinning ear to ear reading about you being so busy in your kitchen - at home!! What a blessing for you to have a "normal" busy time!
Permanent Link

Nov. 16, 2009 - Noah News

Posted by Anonymous
Darn, I love it when there is good news from you!!!Take care and enjoy the peace. God Bless, Susan
Permanent Link

Nov. 16, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Melanie Young
Oh Kate, I am so happy Noah isn't sick after all, but I know just what you mean about your anger. When Katie was first hospitalized the local hospital was just flat incompetent in trying to start an IV in such a little one, and where they placed, and they blew out her good veins so they couldn't be used, and really risked her life because of ignorance and sloppy work. I was so furious once I understood what they'd done. It's hard. I'm praying that Noah just forgets all about it. Thankfully, God has given a remarkably unhelpful memory for pain. {{{{hugs}}}} to you both!!!

Melanie Young
http://www.carepages.com/carepages/katiesheart
http://www.raisingrealmen.com
Permanent Link

Nov. 16, 2009 - Oh my sweet sister...

Posted by Anonymous
I'm so sorry that you felt you needed to apologize for expressing yourself! I don't think you owe us an apology. God understood how you were feeling and I don't think he had a problem with it either...even *he* has been known to anger. I have been through medical conditions with my eldest and I *know*how frustrating they can be, so I hope that you don't ever have to feel like you can't vent your feelings with us. Most of us are your "family" and I would love to have the kind of relationship with my family that I have with my internet sisters.

And YAY! for being able to get a small part of the biz going again! That is awesome!

Hope you all have a great week!
Permanent Link

Nov. 16, 2009 - Be angry and sin not!

Posted by donnablain
You know, Kate, we are allowed to be angry. Our God actually gave us that emotion! I, for one, did NOT feel you were ungrateful that Noah didn't have the infection at all! And I believe you were angry and did not sin. Now, me! I would probably have told off everyone in my way, and driven to the lab to tell them off too! Now, that would have been where the sin came in. We are all your sisters and brothers in Christ, wanting to be a support to you and your family. If you can't spout off to us, then there is something wrong. I am thankful God has taken your anger away, and I too still have a sadened heart when I think what our precious boy went through! I love you and your family!

Donna Blain
Tulare, CA
Permanent Link

Nov. 18, 2009 - Untitled Comment

Posted by Aria
You don't sound ungrateful for a child without a certain infection. You sound like a mom hopping mad at an error that caused her child to suffer through pain. It would be odd if your reaction was, "Well, he doesn't have this after all. Oh well about his suffering. Moving on to the next topic." You care. You don't want him to hurt. Nothing wrong or ungrateful about this.
Permanent Link

Nov. 18, 2009 - Noah and Rafael

Posted by Jackie K
wow u have really been through a lot these recent weeks too! blogging will definitely help release a lot of the frustration and heartsick feeling you have from something like this, but time is the real healer. And of course seeing Noah's bruises fade and his remaining healthy :) it seems your family has a lot of fans and support too, it is a real blessing.
Thanks so much for the link to our site. Rafi is now, thank GD doing much better and we are gearing up to get a new line, this time a PICC (temporary IV) and go home in the next few days to finish our healing there. We would love your prayers to keep him OUT of the hospital and healthy and healing fast and fully!!!
Permanent Link

Nov. 19, 2009 - Hi

Posted by Francie
Oh my goodness,you did not have to explain at all,you reacted as just about every good Mom would.You had every right to be upset and I'm so glad he's doing better.You inspire me to want to prepare more meals ahead.I usually make a meal for a couple of days,easy to do with just three of us now.But,how much better to have that meal already in freezer,instead of saying,"Oh,dinner will take too long,let's eat out.",on a busy day. :)
Permanent Link

About Me

Take a look at our sometimes crazy but always blessed life as we homeschool our eight children, run a homeschool business, and serve God as He leads us. You can also follow our baby Noah as he struggles with some serious health issues - we covet your prayers for him.

Links

Home
View my profile
Archives
Email Me
My Blog's RSS
Homeschooling? Visit our family's homeschool business.
Pray for Emerson
Pray for Luke
Pray for Aidan
Pray for Samuel
Pray for Matthew
Pray for Eithene
Pray for Susannah

Noah can receive mail at our business address:
Noah Estes, c/o Hands and Hearts,
206 Yosemite Dr.,
Greenwood SC 29649

Twitter updates . . . tweet, tweet!

Real Time with Ourquiverfull

    follow me on Twitter



    If you're led to send a financial gift for Noah or our family and wish to use Paypal, you can do so by clicking this Paypal Donate button. Feel free to indicate how you want your gift used. We will honor your request.

    Sign Up For Automatic E-mail Updates

    Email Marketing by iContact


    Link To Us