16.3.2006 - HAPPY THURSDAY.
i SAW HARRY && NiC0LE ON TV TODAY!
yeahhhh.
there were there and it falarious...i laughed like muchos.
nothing has happened today
going to AWANA tonight.
smooches...
<3 aliXx
it's called a short but sweet entry.
AUDiTiON SONG:
"That Thing You Do"
by;; the WONDERS
You,
Doin' that thing you do,
Breaking my heart into a million pieces,
Like you always do
And you,
Don't mean to be cruel,
You never even knew about the heartache,
I've been going through
Well I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do
I,
Know all the games you play,
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that,
You'll be mine someday
'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
'Cause I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do
I don't ask a lot girl,
But I know one thing's for sure,
It's the love I haven't got girl,
And I just can't take it anymore
'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go,
Around with someone new,
And if I know you you're doin' that thing,
Every day just doin' that thing,
I can't take you doing that thing you do
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15.3.2006 - New Edited Pictures
Hey here's a picture that i edited yesterday!
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14.3.2006 - www.xanga.com/evilspylady11
So yeah -- I'm singing, That Thing You Do from the movie;; That Thing You Do.
the lovely Alissa D. is helping me w/ a dance like she's gonna make something up for me because i'm not too good at making that stuff upp.
my brothers and my mom are at the pool right now -- STUPiD NATURE!!!!!!!! otherwise i would be there right now!!!
tHANKS FOR THE COMMENTS LADIESSSSS.!!
you all totally rock my face off. ouch. see it hurts right now bcuz it's off.
I realized that i haven't really been writing like long entries because of show week and just not being in the mood to write at all.
iM G0NNA P0ST PiCTURES CUZ i'M C00L LiKE THAT.
<3

{Me and Alisson}

{Me and Nicole ...im kinda there}

{Me and my partner-in-crime Jackie}

{Me and my Lana}

{Me and Evelyn} i L00K LiKE A MANN.

{Me and the beautiful Natalie}
Ummmmm ........ Pray for me like so i won't be nervous for Auditions cuz i was SUPER DUPER NERVOUS LAST TIME!! OMW.....
love to all...sM00CHES..
<3 aliXx
ps
Got this from a site::
The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here."
The black man turned around and stood up. He then said:
"Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, "
"When I grew up I was BLACK, "
"When I'm sick I'm BLACK, "
"When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, "
"When I'm cold I'm BLACK, "
"When I die I'll be BLACK."
"But you sir."
"When you're born you're pink, "
"When you grow up you're white, "
"When you're sick, you're green, "
"When you go in the sun you turn red, "
"When you're cold you turn blue, "
"And when you die you turn purple."
"And you have the nerve to call me colored?"
The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away....
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1.3.2006 -
Your questions are: (drummroll pleez)
Places you have visited- um a lot of states == nothing out of the country though
Fav cheese flavor- um cheddar and this kind called monster i think
Pet(s) names- dont have nay
10 people you talk to almost every day- mom, dad, god, jordan, hunter, clay, margaret, kendel, andrea, um and noe one else
What you are wearing right now- a black skirt and blue shirt
What you will wear tomorrow- umm my jeans and my black cami
Middle name- alexandra
Fav cd- breakaway by kelly clarkson
Least fav movie- um john wayne movies or anything that is a low budget stupid film
Lucky number- um 14?? at the moment -- cuz that's my age!
Least fav shoes(that you own)- um these cruddy ones from the dollar store they're like paper
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21.2.2006 - i was tagged!!!
Q1: once again whats one of your all time fave states.
A: i dont have a favorite
Q3: fave colors?
a: pink brown and black
Q4: What color is your hair?
A: dark ash brunette
Q5: Your eyes?
A:
hazel
Q6: What book are you reading now?
A: none
Q7: What was the last movie you watched?
A: um Sky High right at the moment actually and then Flight Plan <--scarrry!!
Q8: Where did you last go. As in out of your house, yard, and street.
A: Culver's with 9 other people
Q9: What was the last thing you ate?
A: um cereal
Q10: How many times have you been on-line in the past three days?
A: just this time -- welll actually once two days ago to print something out so twice
Q11: What was the last holiday you celebrated?
A: Valentine's Day
Q12: Why do you do the things you do?
A:
Becaue i do...???
Q13: Where is your fave place to be in the morning?
A: outside if it's warm -- otherwise in my bed underneath the warm covers
Q14: Where is your fave place to be at night?
A: friends house ... duh!
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16.2.2006 -
bad girl i was.
i sound like Yoda.
wiiiierd.
well since i didn't get to write yesterday i'll just tell about the wierd dream i had .
it had to do with
LANA AND AMANDA D.
Lana
& Amanda and me were like hanging out at some kind of apartment of
ours. and we were watching some kind of version of Gilmore Girls where
all guys were black and British. But the television's cable was like a
search engine on a webpage and you could search for certain episodes of
certain shows and then watch them of course. So we searched "Wispy
Summer" - NO IDEA WHAT THAT WAS - and then we like watched it. Then my
dream wandered off and mrs. Duvall is like there and is trying to
figuire out where someone's parents are or whatever. And i see this
video on this screen o f this guy that i know like crying and then all
of a sudden he starts playing with his nseaker. and me and this random
indian dude turn to each other and say "Wow, this guy has way too much
time on his hands." And then my mom woke me up to go see Cinderella @
the Hemmens by Kane CYT.
it was very good.
the girl who was the fairy godmother did an AMAZiNG job! wow what a voice.
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ok so i was TOTALLY thinking about something random today.
surprise surprise right?
and
i was thinking about how like we all say "I would kill to have..." or
"I would kill to do..." and like if we were ever given to get what we
wanted but we had to kill...would we do it? I mean, seriously, think
about it. Sometimes we say things that we most definately do not mean,
sometimes their figuire of speech and other times they're things that
we say to other people.
there's my "opinion of the day" for ya.
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welll
me and my brother traded my old digital cam for his MP3 player so right
now as im typing this, i'm trying to figuire out how to put what songs
i want on it.
there are some pictures at the bottom, enjoy....I GOT TWELVE C0MMENTS 0N MY LAST ENTRY!!
WOWZA I LOVE YOU PEOPLE. I'VE NEVER GOTTEN THAT MANY BEFORE!!.
and now i'm going to go and add more people to my friends list.
<33 aliXx
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13.2.2006 - Hey
Nothing's really happened today that's REALLY exciting or anything, i'm here babysitting my two bros while my mom is out with my youngest brother. I've written many new songs since the last time that i posted, and i'm written down the piano music for S0ME 0f them. I kept my last entry as a draft because the picture weren't coming up anymore, so if you're wondering why the last entry i have says dec 26...that's why.
Nothing news been happening. Just hanging out and busy with CYT. www.cytchicago.org
and my youth group.
Well i'll probably post more tomorrow and hopefully i'll have something exciting to tell you all.
check out my xanga : www.xanga.com/evilspylady11 and here's my screen name for AIM: QueenLylah0506 or Hi TALK2 ALiX
<33 aliXX
By: aliXX
On: February 6th, 2006
Today I woke up
With my head in the clouds
Dreamin’ of something
That will never happen
Something unsure of
The something won’t last
So why do I waste my time.
Dreamin’ of things that will
Never come true?
{silence}
Dreams, dreams are make believe
They only come true
If you’re lucky, yes you
Dreams are what they are, a dream
They never really happen
So keep on dreamin’
(dream a sweet dream)
Sure, some make us feel good
When they’re about boys, money or livelihood
But others are nightmares
They scare & scare you
You feel like you’re fallin’
Fallin’ fallin’…
Those you don’t want to come true
So why do I waste my time.
Dreamin’ of things that will
Never come true?
{silence}
Dreams, dreams are make believe
They only come true
If you’re lucky, yes you
Dreams are what they are, a dream
They never really happen
So keep on dreamin’
(dream a sweet dream)
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26.12.2005 - Fill Me Up With Your Love
Start 1:20PM Dec. 21st 2005 ((Wed.))
((Verse 1))
Empty spaces, broken hearts & dreams.
Friends lost, melancholy fills the scene.
I am poor with happiness,
BUt i am strong with my sadness.
I want to feel like i am whole
When it seems you've turned Your back on me.
O, I want to be.
Filled & find my way out...
((Chorus))
O God, O Jesus...fill me up with Your love.
I want to be 100% happy,
And know tha tyou're there avobe.
O Father, O Messiah...fill me up with Your love.
Make me brand new
I need to start over
And be happy because of You
((Verse 2))
Happy is the word that now describes my life.
Full may be a better word ;;
But this I know inside,
I prayed, You listened, I recieved...
And now I don't have to hide,
I did not listen to my far-away thoughts,l
O, & now I am,
Filled & I found my way out...
Through You and only You,
There was nothing I could do
But to pray & just wait... ((silence))
((loud)) O You listened to my words!
O You turned my life around!!
Yea, I found....
A love that will never,
You filled me up with it!!
((super soft)) And made me brand new!!
((Repeat Chorus))
Done @ 1:37PM Dec. 21st, 2005 ((Wed.))
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26.12.2005 - CHRiSTMAS 2005
| ;; it was a wierd christmas... but like it was STiLL G00D!! haha i mean i REALLY don't mind getting presents earlier and then having more later and have it be drawn out lots so i get a little each day!! i have some pictures that i want to put up...sum that like i took and then i downloaded them we took 150 pictures JUST on the way down here!! lol so when i downloaded them ((last nite)) there were 219 ... wowza!! im just gonna put a FEw....obviously it'll be a waste of space to put it ALL on here!! lol so yeah...i'll just put the ones that i think are funny on here ![]() ![]() ![]() [ i thought this angle looked kinda/sorta cool so i took a picture of everyone in my fam like that...below you'll se my mom and Clay bcuz the computer was freezing up and was taking too long to load up the rest...i'll post them tomorrow fer sher!!] ![]() [THiS iS MY BOYFRiEND ... ha jk jk this is the guy that started the Old Schoolhouse that we stopped at during the drive] ![]() [ this is my gmas dog] |
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17.12.2005 - A Quiz <3
10 Favorites...
Favorite Color: pink
Favorite Food: spaghetti
Favorite Band/Singer: JoJo, Simple Plan, Kelly Clarkson
Favorite Song: "The Art" Rachael Lampa
Favorite Movie: The First Daughter
Favorite Sport: baseball
Favorite Season: The end of summer && the beginning of fall
Favorite Day Of the Week: Saturday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Cookies 'nd cream
9 Currents..
Current Mood: Tired
Current Taste: uh orange juice?
Current Clothes: black shirt, white belt, coat ((cuz i'm cold)), and jeans
Current Desktop: uh windows...'98? idk im not on MY computeR!
Current Toenail Color: pink
Current Time: 11:44AM
Current Surroundings: two people i don't know...&& 8 other computers...
Current Annoyance(s): the clicking of the other people's mouses
Current Thought: i gotta pee
8 Firsts...
First Best Friend: Lauren
First Kiss: no one
First Screen Name: craziprincez91
First Pet: never had one
First Piercing: Ears
First Crush: uh Roger in preschool
First Music: umm ZOEgirl?
First Car: DONT HAVE MY FLIPPIN LICENSE!!
7 Lasts
Last Cigarette: i dont smoke
Last Drink: orange juice
Last Car Ride: 1 hour ago
Last Kiss: no one
Last Movie Seen: National Treasure
Last Phone Call: Kendel
Last CD Played: a mix of all my cds..
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: uh no
Have You Ever Broken the Law: wel kinda (*cds*)
Have You Ever Been Arrested: nope
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: nut uh
Have You Ever Been on TV: yuPPers
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: uh no
5 Things you’re wearing:
1. white cami
2. tan coat
3. jeans
4. black "BLAST" shirt
5. UNDiES!
4 Things You've Done Today:
1. woken up
2. done laundry...finished packing...
3. gone here ((the library))
4. taken pictures of myself!
3 Things You Can Hear Right Now:
1. wierd peoples talking
2. the clicking of everyone's mouse
3. someone breathing loudly
2 Things You Can't Live Without:
1. my shopping
2. my friends
1 thing that you love:
1. God && church && friends && family...hehehehehe
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14.12.2005 -



welll um today i woke up @ around 11:15-ish. last night @ the dodgeball thing with the turner's and libby's was for THREE HOURS!! so my arm is KILLING me right now. the other teams didn't end up showing up...which stunk...so like yeah it was really funn. there was about umm..
(libbys) 2 < 3 at the end mr. l played
(turners) 2
(angelo s) 1
(my fam) 4 < 5 at the end my mom played
(some kid) 1
(a girl) 1
soo that's ummm... lets see... 13 people? haha yeah 13. so um yeah it was pretty fun. eXCEPT for the part that my arm is super duper sore! ah! it hurts to type.
well tonite we have AWANA && i help out in the Cup O' Joy tonite too -- so i have to be ther @ 5. sooo um yeah mi madra is @ the library with the middle child & the second eldest child. (aka hunter && jordan)) and im STUCK her with CLAY. haha jk not exactly STUCK but yeah ya know what i mean. baby-sitting IS NOT funn when yo're sore . ouch.
well in the next entry im going to write -- i was looking @ a book this morning (( called Mischief from the Back Pew )) and there was sum funny poems && rap thingies that they writers wrote from stories in the bible. i thought they were HILARIOUS!! so here im going to write them in my next entry && hopefully you'll think they're funny too!!
out.






ALiX.
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29.11.2005 -
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29.11.2005 -
I know I haven’t written in a while
Sry about that. I was kinda/sorta/really grounded for 3 weeks of computer. But now I’m off and trying to catch up on my blog && xanga.
I just had a party ((my 14th birthday party)) and like it was really awesome.
And like I’m not on the computer right now that has the pictures from my party on.
So when I get on that computer ((which’ll be next week...long story)) I’ll post another entry with all the pictures and my rambling about it. I Had LOADS of fun. I had 13 people. And that’s Not the most that I’ve had @@ my party b4...when I think iwas either turning 7 or 8 we went to a roller-skating rink I invited my whole 2nd grade class...TWENTY SIX KIDS!! I remember it. But I don’t remember crying: my mom said I did because I was so overwhelmed with everyone wanting me to have their attention. My mom said that she cried too because she was soooo overwhelmed with all of the kids. I don’t remember crying but I remember her crying. Lol.
Well not much as been up lately since my last post. Just like every day things. Boring things. And things I can’t remember! Lol. So yeah um I would like a few comments : I mean I know I always do ... but yeah I want buttloads! Heheheeee.

<333 aliXX
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7.11.2005 - A Song I Wrote Last Nite
One More Time
So here I am, one more time
To pour out my heart to you, my dear friend
You know that this is hard for me
You’ve known from beginning to end.
And I know that you will listen
Through all these tears I’ll cry
But here I am telling you…
One more time.
It isn’t easy to be me
And it isn’t easy to be one of a kind.
It’s really hard when you feel like you’re lost all of the time.
And when no one’s there to comfort you,
You hold on to whatever you see.
But when someone’s there to hold on to,
You grab them and never let go.
You let them hear you,
One more time.
You are one friend I’ll hold on to.
You’ve listened to me.
I’m hurt inside, but you
You have to come to hear my cry.
You’ve comforted me when no was there!
I love you dear friend!
And even though I don’t know
Where to go from this point…
I’ll remember and treasure your presence
Just one more time…
I hope you’ll catch all y tears and wipe them away,
One more time.
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4.11.2005 - YAY IM EXCITED!! (pics)
im sooooo excited for tonite. we're having an all-niter @ our church. it's from 9 tonite till 8 tomorro mornin. I'm REALLY SUPER DUPER excited...you have NO idea. If our regular *picture-taker* for our youth group comes..i'll have TONS of pics to choose from to post in my next entry...but hopefully he comes!! which i'm pretty sure that he will nd all!!
well i'm really excited i'm like almost SICK im so excited. sooo i'm gonna go get ready!!
love to all
alex
pic of the day::

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4.11.2005 - QUESTIONS
What's the time you started this questionare?
5:51pm
How old are you?
13 [14th in 11 days!!]
What grade are you in?
8th
What's your favorite subject in school?
nothing..well ART
What outfit are you wearing right now?
PJS ... FOR MY ALL-NITER TONITE!!
How are you feeling right now?
VERY HYPER...if i could actualy *bounce* off the walls..that's what i'd be doing right now.
What, most likely, are you going to do today?
I'M GOING TO THE ALL-NITE RIOT @ MY CHURCH. FROM NINE TONITE TILL 8 TOMORO MORNING!! yay i'm excited.....
i think
What's your favorite snack food?
uhh..depends
If you work, what do you do?
I SING...lol nothing i'm not *employed* anywhere but my church's cafe on wednesday's [and that's volunteer work..even though i get FREE FOOD]
Who's your favorite female actress?
that's hard...i don't really HAVE a fave...but maybe ummm IDK!!
Female Singer?
KELLY CLARKSON
Male Actor?
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Male Singer?
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Usher
What do you want to be when you grow up?
a singer [not gonna happen but w/e]
Where do you want to live?
THE BAHAMAS!! lol no somewhere with an awesome beach and good shopping too.
How many kids do you eventually want?
like 2
What's the first thing you do when you get on the computer?
sign on to aim...then check my email
What would make you the happiest in the world?
if i could make a cd and become a singer...
Have you ever been betrayed by a friend?
yePP many a time
Have you ever betrayed a friend?
i don't think so...i HOPE NOT
Favorite Movie?
Mean Girls
Favorite Song?
Behind These Hazel Eyes
What's the time you finished this questionare?
5:56pm
WHOOP WHOOP 5 MINUTES!!
haha.
someone fill it out for me.
please.
love ya all
alex
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31.10.2005 - EXCITED
wow i'm really excited for tonite...i don't know what i'm going to BE yet but o well it's still pretty awesome nd all cuz i'm going with FRIENDS AND THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERs!! well we're staying @ someone's house for this whole week because the dad has cancer and he's going in every other week for a whole week of radiation @ a hospital. (im not sure which one though) and this is the 3rd week that we've done it for. we do it every other week. it's really fun. they're house is real big and the beds are SO comfortable! lol.
well i just wrote a REALLY long email and like my hands hurt alot from typing so much!!
talk to you all later:
alex
pic of the day:

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30.10.2005 - SUNDAY!!
wow...ok
Friday: babysat a 3 1/2 and 4 1/2 year old from 12:30 till 5:15
saw the "chronicles of narnia play" @ 7 pm
went to someone's house with 9 other girls to have a sleepover
Friday/Saturday Morning: didn't go to sleep until 4 am with all those 9 girls
acted like i was physco and was hearing voices
some girls got so scared because they thought it was real
that they were freaking out!!
Saturday: left the girl's house @ around 12:00-ish
my dad picked me up with my other three brothers in the car and they
were shopping for their birthday gifts so we went to Wal-mart and Target
Meijer
then went home (it was @ around 2:30-3)
got to sleep for almost 2 hours (i only got 2 hours of sleep on Friday night
then went to someone's house @ 5:00 to babysit for my brother (8) and
two little boys, Colton (like 3 or 4) and Connor (19 months) ... till about
8:45-9
went home.
Sunday (today): slept until about 10:40 ... we didn't go to church because my mom
and dad are sick.
got on here.
and then at 3:30 we're leaving to bring me to my youth group
(Genesis) www.awesomedigital.com/genesis/pictures < if you
wanna look @ pics from it!
so YEAH!!! FULL WEEKEND!! WHOOYOOO!! AND I'M REALLY TIRED RIGHT NOW !!
pic of the day:


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27.10.2005 - forgot the pic of the day
PIC OF THE DAY ::

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27.10.2005 - CYT
well i haven't really done anything. i don't feel good. my stomach hurts. yeah. i'm going to showcase tonite and like yeah. i'm gonna sign off cuz like yeah i don't feel good nd all...sooo yea.
o well
kbye
alex
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