We are having one of those months, where nothing much seems to get done and I spend most of the day discouraged.  I feel like I've lost control and I don't know how to get it back.  I can get the boys to do their math and language arts, but as far as anything else, we've been completely negligent.  I'm just tired and frustrated.

The worst thing is dealing with DS2.  He demands constant attention.  So many times, just when I feel like I'm getting something accomplished, he comes along and starts screaming at me and I totally lose it.  I can't be an effective teacher and keep track of a 2 year old at the same time.

And I especially feel bad for DS11, who follows all the rules and does everything he's supposed to.  He ends up being "punished" by not being allowed to play on the computer or Wii because if he does, his brothers who have not done their work yet will sit and watch him and not get anything done.  It's frustrating me to have to take a privilege away from the one child who deserves to have it!

{{Sigh}} Just needed to vent.