Apr. 9, 2009 - 1 year. :]]
As I sit here writing this, a lot has changed in a year. One year ago on April 7th, 2008, I made the horrific choice to take up cutting. Last year wasn't easy. I was dealing with more burdens and pain that a person of my age should have dealt with.
My road hasn't been easy. When I started, I told my friends that my first time cutting would also be my last. I regret saying that. During that next year, I was what one might call a sporadic cutter. I would cut every few months & stay clean until my next session. During this time I was really able to help, support, & relate to my friends. Although not many of them knew about my more recent cutting until these past few months. It was a struggle I dealt with daily, but most of the time, I would not give in. It wasn't until later in 2008 and early 2009 where my cutting took a turn for the worse and became more frequent.
I wish I could say I'm over with cutting forever, but I'm not. Today is my 42nd day being clean, but the want//need to cut is still there. Honestly, I don't know if I'll make it today. =/
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Apr. 9, 2009 - I understand |
| Posted by Emily23 |
what you mean. I was a cutter from about the age of 16 up until the age of 25. And to this day I still struggle with it. I haven't cut in the past 8 years but I do understand that it is a tough thing to deal with. Just wanted to let you know that there are ppl out there that can relate and do understand. Hang in there!
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thanks. :]]
wow, that sounds like a really tough struggle for you.
I'm glad you've been clean for so long. I hope to make it that long too. <3 |
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