Oh, excuse me...  I was just talking to myself.  Wanna know why? 

I am trying to keep it together!

You see, I thought this was the month!  I thought I would be able to post the exciting news by now. 

I experienced what I thought was implantation spotting over 2 weeks ago and I was hopeful!  When my monthly visitor didn't arrive I was beside myself...

However, after multiple negative home pregnancy tests, I asked my doctor for a blood test this week and it also came up negative. 

Its now been 38 days since my last monthly visitor and still not a sign in sight.

Sigh!

So, like I said...  okay, take a deep breath and think clearly...

God knows what He is doing. 

"CAUSE AND EFFECT ARE IN GOD'S HANDS. 

 IS IT NOT THE PART OF FAITH TO SIMPLY LET THEM REST THERE?

GOD IS GOD.

I DETHRONE HIM IN MY HEART IF I DEMAND HE ACT IN WAYS THAT SATISFY MY IDEA OF JUSTICE."

(By: Elisabeth Elliot from Through the Gates of Splendor)

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