Warning! DH says this is full of run-ons and typos...proceed with GRACE...I'm not sure my brain is all in one place right now. Thanks!
I had not intended to take such a long bloggy break but that is how it has happened and it has been good! We have been in transition mode since Peanut joined our family in late March. I've barely had time to respond to emails let along organize my thoughts and remember how to navigate the creation of entries. So, I would walk by my cluttered desk and glance at the computer but choose to not stop for a chat. It was good to have a break!
Now, I have had several absolutely awesome posts written in my head over the past few weeks but of course they are now lost to the unknown. You'll just have to take my word for it...
..there was the one about the bumpersticker that read "When Clinton Lied, No One Died"
..there was the one about how poetic it is to watch a baby move their hands (lots of momma sap in that one)
..there was the one about the time when all of the children were awake and in our bed at 3:00 in the morning and momma could hardly move because her pain pills had worn off (that was a day or two after we got home from the hospital)
..there was the one about Pumpkin getting her hair cut at a "real" beauty salon for the first time
..there was the one about my new workout
..there was the one about watching the PBS Jane Austen movies while nursing during the first two weeks home...that was bliss
As you can tell a lot has happened in the past six weeks. Wow, little peanut is six weeks old! He looks like a three month old and I'm sure weighs almost 12 lbs. He has outgrown most of his 0-3 month clothes and fills out the 3-6 month ones pretty well. He still doesn't look "pudgy" to me though. He just seems "big".
He also is the loudest burper out of the three of our babies. I don't think I've ever belched as loud as he has. It catches me off guard, makes me laugh and so far (thank the Lord) has only happen at home. I'm waiting for the day that it happens in church....let's just say a cell phone ringing would be LESS distracting. Smooch...love you bunches baby, peanut! I hope your burps don't grow with you though.
Peanut also has the BEST sleepy faces, ever! I think he looks like Elmer Fudd when he yawns. He has a little bald head and always yawns with his face squished up on the right side. Very Cute! You just wanna kisses those cheeks when he does it.
Ok, enough baby blubbers...
We also have news on the curriculum front. Dh and I were quite happy to attend the State Homeschool Convention a couple of weeks ago. We enjoyed the time alone to talk, see resources in person rather than online, and to purchase most of the things on my list for the year. We were also quite encouraged, convicted, and renewed through our discussion and time in the sessions. I find it so helpful that my dh goes with me to these events. I feel like we are a team rather than me doing it all myself. He also helps to keep me on budget and to sort out the best choices for our family. He is good at reminding me that I can't "do it all" nor does he desire me to.
This year we felt pretty sure about our curriculum choices and I was excited to go to convention and not feel pressured to make BIG decisions. Well, God had other plans. You see it all started a couple of years ago when a friend introduced us to Tapestry of Grace. We had a three year old (who was eager to read) at the time so I thought it was a great curriculum but not for us at that time. Then we began to use Sonlight with Pickles and loved it (mostly). We thought we were a "Sonlight Family". All during that time I continued to quietly research and ask questions about Tapestry and even thought that maybe someday we would use it...down the road.
This fall we officially begin Kindergarten with Pickles. We were planning on trying to combine Pickles and Pumpkin in one Sonlight Core but that would require us to put-off things for another year and a half at least, until she caught up. I was in a quandry of what to do. He needs to move on but she isn't ready for anything formal. There were also other things about Sonlight that just seemed to wave red flags for us. Now, don't get me wrong...I love Sonlight...I just wasn't sure it was what we needed for our family.
So, I was excited to actually see samples of Tapestry at convention. Well, we visited the booth three times and asked loads of questions. Dh did save me from buying the whole thing right then and there (I'm the spontaneous one) . We decided to pray about it and talk it through some more. Since that time I've talked with a dear friend who uses the curriculum with her Lower Grammer children and loves it. I've read some encouraging posts from other users who highlight the thing that draws us to the curriculum, the discipleship aspect, and we both agree that this is what we desire for our children. I've been hesitate to use it because others had told me it was too hard to plan and with three children under 5 I don't have a lot of time lying around to make grand plans. Well, the Holy Spirit convicted me that I was being lazy.
Lazy you ask, how? Well, we desire first and foremost that our children love, service, and honor God with all their hearts, souls, minds, and strength. That isn't going to happen unless we disciple them. We believe that part of that discipleship process is to show them how God created our world, redeemed our world, and continues to work His will in our world. Therefore, the study of history becomes more than a study of dates and events but of how the secular world interacts with Biblical history. We thought we would be able to weave those thoughts in with whatever curriculum we were using...well, in reality does something like that ever happen? Not here! I get too caught up in the laundry, meal prep, sick kiddos, and family picnics to get that much time to plan and research.
I guess you could say I'm getting wiser...I am more aware of my own limitations and I own up to them (usually). So, as I stood at the booth that first night of the convention I felt in my heart the Holy Spirit asking me to give more of my time (in planning) to my children's discipleship. To view this curriculum as a tool to reach their hearts with the Gospel and not just fill their minds with "stuff". Now, I am excited about the "stuff" we get to learn but I'm more excited to see how it points us to Christ.
So, there you have it. We are going to use Tapestry of Grace. I'm excited, a little nervous, and feeling very unprepared but I am so at peace with where God has me in life. I'd rather be here learning about the Egyptians with my littles (between laundry, nursing sessions, and pb&j breaks) than anywhere else.
God is so very Good! I pray He renews your vision for your homeschool this summer and gives you the joy to continue on this awesome journey of family life!
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