Nov. 20, 2009 // 2:15 PM

last day of friday school was today. it was a good day, though. sam and i were trying to make the last day of friday school the best day of friday school. and we did! well, we tried. i think we succeeded.

calligraphy went pretty good, Mrs. L just let us hang out and pretty much do whatever because it was the last day and she didnt really prepare to bring anything, so she was just like "today you can do anything you want.. just dont mess up the classroom, or leave the classroom." so thats what we did.
and in web design i think i finally learned how to set up my website at home without the help of Jay, which is a good thing. because i was doubting that i would ever be able to figure it out and get it up and running.. but i did. mmmmhm. are you proud of me? im proud of myself. but we got out of web design late because my website suddenly like died and i had to get it all back up and running again and it took like twenty minutes, and plus the rest of the class was having trouble with their websites. so.. we got out like fifteen minutes late and the next class that was waiting for the room was mad at us. but whatever!
and in writer's workshop i showed up late, and with a donut in my hand, so the class wasnt very happy with me. but it was fun, and i got to learn alot about the people in the class that i didnt really know before. good thing? bad thing? i dont really know yet. but i got email addresses and phone numbers and addresses for snail mail, text, and email(: so thats something to be happy about.

but the rest of the day is going to suck. i havent been feeling good, and my computer keeps acting up ever since i downloaded some stupid thing called Oovoo that's supposed to be like chatting back and forth on a webcam - webchat. sorry. forgot. but like, i downloaded it before and then it messed up my computer and so i uninstalled it, but then i forgot and installed it again.. see how my brain works? um. yeah.

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Nov. 18, 2009 // 9:36 PM

okay, so i was looking through the book of lists for teens by sandra and harry choron on my way home from awana tonight, while i was sitting in the parking lot at the firestation waiting for my dad to come out and say goodnight, and i found this, and it made me happy.

10 signs that its real love

1. you get butterflies in your stomach when you see eachother
2. you spend almost all of your time thinking about eachother
3. being alone together makes you happy
4. stupid love songs dont seem so stupid
5. your relationship is a priority in both your lives
6. you cant bear to watch eachother flirt with anyone else
7. you cant bear to see eachother in pain
8. the attachment you feel for eachother is more than physical
9. you cant imagine the future without eachother
10. you each get excited when you talk to eachother.

42 absolutely useless facts (actually only a couple because im not typing out all of them)

1. rubber bands last longer when refridgerated
2. peanuts are one of the ingredients of dynamite.
4. there are two ways to make change for a dollar.
7. Mel Blanc (the voice of Bugs Bunny) was allergic to carrots.
8. a shark is the only fish that can blink with both eyes.
9. there are more chickens then people in the world.
13. Shapkespear invented the words "assassination" and "bump."
15. if you keep a goldfish in a darkroom, it will eventually turn white.
21. an ostrich's  eye is bigger than its brain.
28. a dragonfly has a lifespan of 24 hours (poor dragonflies :()
33. a goldfish has the memory span of 3 seconds.
41. Donald Duck comics were banned in Finland because Donald doesnt wear pants.

some words about words


1. "Typewriter" is the longest word that can be made using the letters on only one row of the keyboard.
2. "Go" is the shortest complete sentence in the English language.
3. no word in English ryhmes with "Orange", "silver", "purple", or "month"
5. The sentance "the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog" uses every letter in the alphabet.
12. the longest once syllable word in the English language is "Screeched"

 

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Nov. 18, 2009 // 1:38 PM

point taken? i think so.

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Nov. 18, 2009 // 1:30 PM

i havent written anything in like, forever. and if your commenting on my posts and im not replying, shoot me a message or email or something because HSB stopped sending me notifications when i get new comments. anybody know how to fix that problem? because i dont.

im pretty much ready for a jog or something. its almost two and all ive done is school, and had an hour long chat on youtube with this really amazing person. heh. and i have to help at awana tonight.. it really wasnt as bad as i thought it would be last week, so it'll probably be fine. and ill be able to see kassi! which im looking forward too because i didnt get to see her yesterday.. cause she ditched on us for a group meeting instead of coming to youthgroup.

which by the way, was fun. youthgroup, i mean. i talked to kala alot. like about how stupid some guys are and how some people need to like get a life because making other people feel bad about themselves doesnt make them cooool. and then i just hung out with jared and russ for awhile. which was kinda weird. and when jay showed up hannah and i made a b-line for the door, but hannah forgot to actually open the door.. so she just ran right into it. and then jay caught up to us. so i think we failed.

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Nov. 15, 2009 // 5:57 PM

im taking random facebook quizzes.. heh.

what kind of boys are you attracted to?: your a crazy girl and go for the wild boys.(:

what kind of guy falls for you?: He's the type of guy that always hold your hand, kisses your cheek, and gives you flowers. He tells you your beautiful when you know your not because your in sweats and no makeup. You love him for that.

what do guys see in you?: They love your sense of adventure. They know that when they are with you they will always have a good time. Your outgoing attitude puts a smile on their face every time their near you. They love that you are true to yourself.

whats your love story?: he or she may be a jerk or badboy/girl in the beginning but you will pull them out of it teaching them the true meaning of love and while your time together may be short you will love more then most people love in a life time

k. that was sappy. bai(:

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Nov. 15, 2009 // 1:21 PM

okay. so at church today, we got there.. and i was just standing around because bethany wasnt there and the boys were out playing basketball and it was only 36 degrees outside so there was no way i was going out there, and i glanced over at the door for some odd reason.. and i see this guy. and he looks really familiar and i know i know who he is, and he's wearing the same sweatshirt i saw him last in.. and its those eyes. those eyes. i recognized those eyes. and then i went running. aha. and gave him a hug.

im so happy.
it was billy.

but yeah it was amazing and im really glad he was there because i hadnt seen him since like august forth at national night out, and i missed him. and then he just randomly showed up with kaylen and surprised everybody.. so yeah.

its cold. but im like all wrapped up in my new revolve sweater and im gonna go put my sweatpants back on and probably watch some girly movie or something and savor this last bit of happiness i have until next sunday.

today was reeaaallly slow. and i wasnt even outside most of the time. which is weird, because im always outside with lael watching everybody play basketball before and after church.. i was really tired, though. because you know, ive been at revolve all weekend and getting up early the morning after you were up late screaming out stellar kart music never goes well.

but im happy because today is my favorite day of the week for so many reasons, and today was really amazing because i got to see the person that makes it so amazing, and even though i didnt get to do the things i usually do on sunday, it was still great to be able to get up and know that i was going to be happy today.

i love that feeling.

i love you.

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Nov. 14, 2009 // 12:54 AM

so im sitting on the bed in the hotelroom at almost one in the morning, and i just realized its been forever since i got on my blog. thats crazy.

UM TODAY WAS AMAZING. we got to meet all these amazing people and it was like the first day of the concert soooo we got to see everybody we knew and stuff.. haha, and we're staying at the revolve hotel with like three hundred other girls, and the whole revolve crew (like including stellar kart and britt nicole!) are on floor 15, and we're on floor 13. and its amazing! and we were going down to the lobby at like midnight to get something to eat, and these girls came up to us and they were like "OMG YOU GUYS CHAD EASTHAM AND AUSTIN GUTWEIN ARE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THOSE DOORS! AND BRITT NICOLE JUST TOTALLY WALKED DOWN THE HALL! THIS IS FUDGING AMAZING!"
 
janelle just spilt chex mix all over the floor of the hotel room.. :D good times.

OKAY ITS LATE AND I HAVE TO GET UP EARLY TOMORROW FOR ROOM SERVICE TO DELIVER MY BREAKFAST. so im going to get off.. sometime.. in the next.. hour.. or so..
yeah.

haha in the lobby..

CHAD!

:P

....

janelle and i(:

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Nov. 11, 2009 // 12:56 PM

In the end it doesn't really matter. When you like someone, you dont like them because they fit into your perfect little image. You like them for who they are and how they treat you. You don't care if they have curly or straight hair, if there's short or tall, black or white, glasses or not. It doesn't matter when you like someone. When you find that person you will forget about your ideal boyfriend and like that person for what THEY look like and what THEY are like.

ive made a mental note to go upstairs and get out all the old photos, and upload them to the computer. or at least go through them. everybody on facebook seems to be doing that, (even my mom) and i havent even started yet. but i will! eventually.

frankie and shelby came with me to youthgroup last night. fun times. haha no seriously it was a ton of fun. and we played all these random games and kyle (the guy we met at the store) was there. which was awesome. and i got hugs, and we just basically got to hang out and have fun. which was amazing. i needed that.

now im just sitting around, listening to john mayer. havent texted very much today. its actually been a weird day. i got up, took a shower, had breakfast, watched like a gazillion episodes of iCarly, and now my mom's best friend is over and we're going to bake cookies or something. but im like way out of it.

i need a hair cut, revolve is the day after tomorrow, im in the need of some icecream in our freezer, i need a new phone.. ugh.

i would like to point out that boys are so stupid sometimes and they really honestly dont get it. and they're so weird and hard to figure out and they get mad at you for the stupidest things and then act like your best friend three minutes later. um, what is this? the world is screwed.

"I was drunk when I thought that we should date. Now im sober and ink does not erase. You don’t owe me a **** thing. Call me up but I cut off all the strings. Cause Im done with living hours that feel like days."

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Nov. 10, 2009 // 3:59 PM

okay, i would just like to point out that if you comment, im going to take awhile to reply. because HSB doesnt send me notifications anymore when i get new comments. :(

I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO POINT OUT THAT REVOLVE IS ON FRIDAY!!!!!!
which means im going to be staying in a hotel with room service and icecream and a ton of other Stellar Kart fans, and JANELLE. and my mommy. and we're going to be going to a two day long all girl concert and its going to be completely amazing and i cannot wait. im really really way excited. and i wish my camera was fixed because now i have to use my mom's, and her's isn't as amazing as mine. and its sad.. sad day. but anyway. yeah. I GET TO SPEND THE WEEKEND WITH JANELLE. im way excited. ahhhhh

so yea. just thought i'd let you know.

oh, and i didnt get up until noon today. and didnt eat lunch until two. and then im going to take a shower and get ready for youthgroup, which is in like a few hours, and then im going to come home and crash. because im beyond tired again and i have no freaking idea why because unlike usual , i went to bed at a decent time last night. wanna know why? because i was tired. so i actually went to bed. amazing how that works, huh? but i didnt get much sleep cause i kept waking up at weird times and then my dreams were like really odd.. hey, did you know that if you dream about someone, its because they fell asleep thinking about you? i think that'd be kind of cool.

i really like thinking about the concept that a guy might be madly in love with a girl, but he wont tell her because he thinks his friends will make fun of him, and he thinks she wouldnt understand, or he thinks that it would never work out between him. and so he just sits around and waits for the girl to fall in love with him, back. but she never will, because she's already wrapped up in this other guy that she's crazy about. but this guy, thats so madly in love with her, texts her all the time. but they can never keep up a normal conversation because he's so madly in love with her that he cant think straight whenever he talks to her. and so eventually they just stop talking because she thinks its kind of weird. but he's still way in love with her. but he never does anything about it.
k, do something about it. because i just realized that living life thinking that someone will make fun of you, or tease you, or not talk to you anymore if you do something, isn't the right way to live. you need to get off your sorry butt and go do what you want to do. its not about what other people think about you. its what you think about yourself. take chances, make mistakes, get hurt, be crazy, break rules, do things you shouldnt. forget about what anybody else says or thinks about you because in the end its your life your going to look back on when your 80 and in the old people home, wondering why you lived life like you did.

get a grip.
live.

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Nov. 9, 2009 // 8:51 PM

today was cookie baking day at carolyn's! well, and the gym. but the stuff i did at the gym wasnt much of a help to me today because then i went to carolyn's and put back in my stomach everything i worked off at the gym. which kind of sucks because for the past few days ive really been trying to loooooose that. UGH.

but anyway, yeah. went to carolyn's house. made like A TON of fudge, and cookies, and cake, and pie, and stuff. allll for the holidays except for like one batch that we got to eat and we got to bring home to eat because the rest is for Christmas and Thanksgiving and stuff. umm.. i dont really see how thats fair. i put my sweat and tears into making those delicious treats and now everytime i look in the freezer i have to be reminded of the fact that i cant eat them. WHAT IS THIS? the world is so unjust.

well. i just got a text from my mom saying 'dinner'. so i think thats the hint that i need to get my butt off the computer and go eat dinner.

later.

 

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Nov. 8, 2009 // 4:04 PM

im so beyond happy right now. like this would have to be one of the happiest days of my life right here. i cant even think straight. but i love this feeling. i really do.

sundays my new favorite day.

church was freezing today. and then i stayed after for the harvest dinner. and then i stayed after that because nicole had choir practice. but it was all okay because even though it was freezing, and i was cold, i wasnt.. that didnt make any sense. but um. yeah.
it was amazing. and im really happy.
and i cant think straight.

im gonna go listen to taylor swift and watch stupid love movies !

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Nov. 7, 2009 // 11:26 AM

im so tired again. like im unbelievably tired. but thats probably because nicole had a 7:50am game this morning in Vancouver so we had to get up at like.. 6 to get there in time. and i was up ALL night reading When It Happens by Susan Colasanti. best. book. ever. like seriously ive been taking it everywhere so i have it to read if something happens like. i get bored..

i keep thinking its like almost 3pm-ish. but its not even noon yet. that's the only good part about getting up early - the day lasts longer. but i only like that when i have nothing to do in the day. like by the time we get done with nicole's next soccer game today is going to be dark, and ill be way beyond tired and ready to crash, and then i have to get up early for church tomorrow, and then im gonna be at church until like.. four. because we're having the harvest dinner and im going to stay as long as i possibly can =)

but yeah. i need sleep. i was trying to watch iCarly a few minutes ago, but i kept nodding off, and so i decided to come and check my email.. but i can barely keep my eyes open. AND ITS NOT EVEN NOON. what is this? ugh.

and the rain is driving me crazy. i wish it was sunny again. like honestly, i know i complained about the heat and i wanted the sun to leave and the heat to go with it, but now its just like.. come back amazing summer days =(

everything about Summer 2009 changed my life.

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Nov. 7, 2009 // 11:16 AM

Feel That Fire - Dierks Bentley

She wants her nails painted black
She wants the toy in the crackerjack
She wants to ride the bull at the rodeo

She wants to wear my shirt to bed
She wants to make every stray a pet
N' Drive around in my truck with no place to go

But she needs to feel that fire
The one that lets her know for sure
She's everything I want and more
A real desire, Does she know I'd walk alone out on the wire
To make her feel that fire

She wants a cabin in the woods
She wants to stand where nobody stood
And someday she wants a couple kids of her own

She wants to make love on a train
And some days she only wants a break
Hey but she wants what she wants, but man I know I know I know

She needs to feel that fire
The one that lets her know for sure
She's everything I want and more
A real desire, Does she know I'd walk alone out on the wire
To make her feel that fire
Yeah, feel that fire

So as long as there's a breath to take
A smile to share, a prayer to pray
A chance to hold her hand to fan the flame

She's gonna feel that fire
The one that lets her know for sure
She's everything I want and more
Her real desire, Does she know I'd walk alone out on the wire
Yeah, to make her feel that fire
Ohh feel that fire

She wants her nails painted black
She wants the toy in the crackerjack
She wants to ride the bull at the rodeo

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Nov. 6, 2009 // 3:20 PM

90. First off, what is your name? aleesa kate s!

89. What did you do last night? brought my printer up to my bedroom(:

88. Do you have a best friend that you can talk to 24/7? no, not really. plus why would i talk to anyone 24/7?

87. Do you have any siblings? yuuup. twoo.

86. How many years apart is your mom and dad? uno(:

85. Do you like someone? yeahyeahyeah!

84. What does the 7th message in your text inbox say? "twitter update from seththered: arms of love- kutless. listen to it." hah.

83. Who sits beside you in math? i wouldnt know.

82. Where is your dad right now? scouting.

81. Do you burn incense? haha like neverr!

80. Do you have a problem? with you? yeah.

79. Who is the 5th person you got a missed call from? seth.

78. Closest purple object? my brush(:

77. Closest silver object? my pencil sharpner thingy.. yaaa.

76. Closest yellow object? urm. the paper that kala wrote her phone # on(:

75. Do you sing in the shower? shhhh dont tell anyonee ;)

74. What is bugging you right now? people need to text me :(

73. How does your hair look right now? straight && in a ponytail. haa.

72. Do you know all the words to the Star Spangled Banner? ii think so.

71. When is the last time you said the pledge of allegiance? wednesday.

70. If you could kill someone, who would it be? violence isnt the answer!

69. Do you have any fears? freezing to death. uuugh long story.

68. What do you hear right now? rain.

67. Do you like kangaroos? they bug me(:

66. Can you roll your tongue? nooo i cant!

65. What are you wearing? skinny jeans. amazing socks. my old Force sweater.

64. Who was the last person to message you? txt messagey? wanda!

63. Do you like emo kids? heckk to the yusss!

62. Screamo or Country? both(:

61. Rock or Rap? both(:

60. Polka or Disco? ew.

59. Flying or Driving? definitely flying. 

58. Who last called you? SHELBY!<3

57. Was your Valentine's day nice? erm.

56. What are you doing now? typing. texting. writing.

55. Who was the last person you said I love you to? uhhh kassi's madre(:

54. Would you die for someone? totally and completely yes.

53. Would you date anyone from your work? ii dont have a job! im broke.

52. Do long distance relationships work? ugh i hate them.

51. Do you have any pet peeves? heck yes

50. Do you have to pee right now? nope(:

49. When did you last talk to one of your siblings? liike awhile ago.

48. What are you doing tomorrow? nicole has soccer games and we'll probably go shopping. and then ill come home and be bored. and wait for sunday.

47. Do you worry about getting older? not really.

46. Have you ever had an ingrown toenail? GROSS.

45. Do you pick your scabs? GROSS.

44. Ever drink your blood? not a vampire.

43. Do your bandaids have cartoons on them? nooo :(

42. Do you bite your nails? when i get nervous.

41. Do you wax you eyebrows? no way.

39. Do you check CelebPox.com for celebrity gossip? hahaa cause im totally interested in celebrity gossip..

38. Do you have a jar where you keep your loose change? yeaah i do cause my wallet is small and gay/:

37. Do you own a pogo stick? used too!

36. Ever gone a whole day without eating? yeahh i think so.

35. Do you own ripped jeans? haa yessir!

34. What makes you mad? lots.

33. What would you do if you found out that you were adopted? find my real parents?

32. Are you jealous a lot of the time? depends. im jealous of certain people that got certain people first, and i get jealous of certain people who go to certain places.

31. Do you use a calendar or day planner to schedule everything on? noooo.

30. Are you OCD? idk.

29. Do you have ADD? haa.

28. Do you have low self esteem? sometimes.

27. Who can make you laugh during the hardest time? shelby. hannah. matt cause he's such an idiot.

26. What was the last thing you watched on TV? iCarly!

25. When was the last time you had professional pictures taken? school pictures last year i think.

24. Have you done a whitening treatment on your teeth? eww like i would want bleach in my mouth. blech.

23. What is your favorite movie? elizabethtown!bby!

22. Who do you love? youuu(:

21. What is playing on your MP3 player right now? not a thing.

20. What holiday is your birthday closest to? my birthday is on groundhogs day ;) ohhh ya.

19. What's your favorite drink? i have alot of favorites.

18. Do you own any big sunglasses? noo mine broke!

17. Bed sheet color? polka dots.

16. Ever encountered a shark? sorta.

15. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? heckyess! at a concert.

14. Have you ever bungee jumped? iii wanna. mom?

13. Where was the last place you went besides your house? a church!

12. What's the first thing you notice about the same sex? haiir.

11. Is it hard to express your feelings to someone? uuugh yes.

10. Why are people such self-centered beings? like i know the answer to that?

9. Are you sad? kinda.

8. Are you happy? yaaa(: kinda.

7. Favorite day of the year? valentines day.

6. Have you ever licked someones cheek? haaa yes!

5. Watched all Spiderman movies? not yett..

4. What are you looking forward to? seeing this person.. on sunday(:

3. Favorite Lucky Charms Marshmallow? alll of em!

2. Have you ever ridden in a limo? noooo!

1. Do you want to get married? how come this is the #1 questionn?

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Nov. 6, 2009 // 1:57 PM

friday school was fun today. i was way tired though, so i honestly dont remember very much that happened. it sort of just went by in a blur.. but from what i remember it was fun. jay talked really fast in web design so i didnt really get anything down, and in calligraphy i just messed around with becca, grace, and mary. and writers workshop was really long it felt like. everyone else complains about how fast it goes by but honestly i wish it went by faster.

i got my printer set up in my bedroom last night. and so i got part of the story typed out for hannah, and then i have to write my half, and then i can print it out and take it on tuesday.

sunday we're having a harvest dinner after church. which i dont get. its a harvest dinner. and it wont be dinner time by noon, when church gets out. but whatever, it means free food. and i never eat breakfast on sundays. so im not going to complain. i just think it needs to come.. faster. sundays are my new favorite days. for reasons. [comment?]

it was freezing in my house when i got home from friday school, so i went upstairs and dug out my FORCE softball sweater from last year. it made me miss softball. we're probably not going to have a team this year because most of the girls either moved up or left the league because of some of the stupid stuff the league was doing last year. and so there'll probably be only one major girl's team this year, if we have one at all. which means brittany will probably be on my team. but ive decided that if she gets on my team, im not playing. simple as that.

have a good weekend.

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Nov. 4, 2009 // 2:22 PM

its funny. all these good days i have just seem to drag on and on and on.

got up before kids even got to school, took a shower, listened to 107.5's morning show while i got ready for the gym, went to the gym, worked out, talked to Marnie about fall softball, got beat up by little kids, texted people, got in a fight with someone, came home, made lunch, ate lunch, did school, checked my facebook, checked my email, and then i came upstairs to redo my mp3 player. i really need an iPOD. thats like all im asking for, for Christmas. is a yellow nano. ha.

wednesday is awana day. which means ill probably get beat up by more rotten little kids tonight around 7:30. and we have that person coming to make sure all of us LITs keep ourselves in order and actually help when we're supposed to be helping. what is this? well. im probably not going to do awana anymore anyways, because my church has youthgroup on wednesday nights and my mom said that if i decided i didnt want to be an LIT, she'd let me go to it. so i just have to decide.

mayday parade is amazing. im totally like hooked on a mayday parade today. its amazing. they're my breakup fix. when my allowence gets here, thats what im getting. mayday parade - a lesson in romantics. yup. the songs put me in a sad mood, but then it makes everything better cause now i know that when my heart rips open again, i can come back to mayday parade lyrics and get better. (:

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Nov. 4, 2009 // 2:10 PM

Three Cheers For Five Years - Mayday Parade

I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you

To late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember now
Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
How does he feel, how does he kiss
How does he taste while he's on your lips
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you
I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me to want you I want to

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Nov. 3, 2009 // 9:43 PM

today was pretty awesome. well, tonight was. today wasnt. i got up later then i should have, didnt have any hot water for a shower, didnt have any milk for my cereal, didnt have any clean jeans so i had to wear sweats around vancouver, couldnt find the book i wanted at the library, didnt get to watch land of the lost, and then i was almost late for youthgroup cause my dad never showed to drive me.

but it was alright. cause i got to go to youthgroup. and it was fun. =) we had to draw letters on our shoes for this game.. so now my wanna-be converse have random letters written on the bottom of them. and my arm has random letters spelled out on it because i was trying to spell stuff without using a piece of paper. yeah. im smart. uh huh. aand the lesson was pretty awesome. and jake wouldnt shut up through the whole thing. and we sang some of my favorite songs.and ryan rested his head on my shoes through the whole hour and a half we were doing the lesson. and then he kept shaking his butt while we were doing worship. oh, and jared lent me some books to read. the great gatsby. east of eden, and the great new world. so i get to read those - finally. and i had Swing by Trace Adkins and Pickin Wildflowers by Keith Anderson stuck in my head the whole time cause Kassi and I were listening to it while everyone was playing volleyball. fun times. im turning into a country music loving, boy crazy, doodling addicted teenager.

wow.

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Nov. 2, 2009 // 8:57 PM

im tired today. wait, scratch that. im beyond tired today. i actually almost fell asleep when i checked my email a few hours ago. my eyes kept closing, and then i kept waking up and realizing i'd been asleep. this is madness.

ive been strangely into country music lately. not even kidding you. its all ive been listening too. ive been living, breathing, bleeding country music for the last week. (yeah, i know. im a drama queen. i exaggerate. get over it). all the new ringtones on my cellphone are country music. Lady Antebellum, Tim Mcgraw, Brad Paisley, Taylor Swift, The Wreckers, Dierks Bently.. i might be going crazy, but this music is sure amazing. i keep remembering all these old country songs that i used to listen to when we first moved here, and it makes me happy, and so i look up the lyrics and put them on playlists.. and im thinking about making a mix CD or digging through the trunk of our Cadillac to find the old mix Cd's we made for our road-trip to Colorado. maybe ill do that tomorrow..

im slowly realizing that i havent been myself lately. im slowly sinking back into reality. crushes, crazy best friends, amazing adventures, family outings, schoolwork.. its all happening again. and im loving every second of it.

now i just need to work off all this fat, and buy a few old 60's records, and ill be set.

comment? k.thnx.bai.

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Nov. 1, 2009 // 8:41 PM

Jump Then Fall - Taylor Swift

I like the way you sound in the morning
We’re on the phone and without a warning
I realize your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard
I like the way I can’t keep my focus
I watch you talk, you didn’t notice
I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together

Every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I’ll shine for you

Woah I’m feeling you baby
Don’t be afraid to jump then fall
Jump then fall into me
Baby, I’m never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I’m gonna stay through it all
So jump then fall

Well, I like the way your hair falls in your face
You got the keys to me, I love each freckle on your face
I’ve never been so wrapped up, honey
I like the way you’re everything I’ve ever wanted
I had time to think it over
And all I can say is come closer
Take a deep breath and jump then fall into me

Cause every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I’ll shine for you

Woah I’m feeling you baby
Don’t be afraid to jump then fall
Jump then fall into me
Baby, I’m never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I’m gonna stay through it all
So jump then fall

The bottom’s gonna drop out from under our feet
I’ll catch you, I’ll catch you
When people say things that bring you to your knees
I’ll catch you
The time is gonna come when you’re so mad you could cry
But I’ll hold you though the night until you smile

Woah I need you baby
Don’t be afraid please jump then fall
Jump then fall into me
Baby, I’m never gonna leave you
Say that you wanna be with me too
Cause I’m gonna stay through it all
So jump then fall

Jump then fall, baby
Jump then fall into me
Into me

And every time you smile, I smile
And every time you shine, I’ll shine
And every time you’re here, baby I’ll show you
I’ll show you you can jump then fall
Jump then fall
Jump then fall into me
Into me


story of my life much? ahhh <3 i love being a girl and falling for stupid boys who might break my heart. its just, like, unpreventable. and i like it when girls find that guy they've been looking for - perfect eyes, perfect smile, plays guitar, sings, treats you like your his everything, holds your hand, keeps you close, holds you when your cold, laughs at all your jokes, sticks up for you, perfect hair, perfect style.. perfect everything. some boys can be total complete jerks all the time, but then you meet that perfect boy that you want to spend forever with and you fill up your notebook with his name, and all you think about everyday is about him and when your going to see him again, and you get butterflies when your around him, and you dont even notice anybody else around when your with him, and you dont even care about anything else.
yes, i think its pretty simple right now. and im pretty much loving my life right now. i feel like writing stupid sappy love songs and dancing around on my bed to taylor swift and any other beautiful love song artist i can get my hands on. uuugh im such a girl. (: but this.is.amazing. and i cannot believe it. wow.

ah.
iloveyou.

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