Last I wrote we were looking at building a classroom, now all that seems to be up in smoke.  Okay not totally, but at least on hold.  Today my dh is at a job interview, 6 hours away from here in Cadillac, Michigan.  We have so many emotions with this prospect.  And so much excitement.   The idea of moving to Michigan is a dream I have always had.  My family is there.  But also there is many family members whom think my idea of homeschooling is just nuts and as soon as I get there I can put my children in their "Good" schools that they have and get myself a job. I just don't plan to do that. 

In the process of this job inteview, and the planning, and the possible moving, I keep turning my prayers over to the Lord, I keep telling him, let his will be done.  Telling him to take away my worries and anxieties and that I know he will provide.  Then I worry about What he might provide.  And grab all those worries back again.  I know he will provide what is best, but I can not help but worry.

So the classroom is on the back burner, the jobs are in the forefront.  And the Lord, he is protecting us, guiding us and watching in frustration as I worry away.