Ok first off i'm relle sorry that I have not poted in a long time been pretty busy. Ok with that outta the way... Today I played paintball!!! Yay Yay!!!! We woke up at 6:45 got ready picked up a friend then drove alll the way out to my friends house (where we play paintball). Everyone had to put their guns together crno them put them on the right settings. Then at 10-11ish 22 of us started the first game. I was on the black team and we played small feild first. we won yay. We played small feild again and black won. Then we played a bunch of speedball games ( my personal fav), every game that I was in my team won. We all breaked for lunch. Then a few people palyed a  couple grudge matches. Then we played a senario game I was the Queen, my team had to hide me and they all wanted to burry me lol. Finally they found a fallen tree and stuck me under it. I was so worried that if I moved someone would see me, I barely moved at all. When I did move bits of dirt fell on my head, I had dirt every where I went into the woods white and came out black lol. I had to be hosed down 3 times just so i could get into the car lol . But I had soo much fun. and I can not wait thill next time.

Thats all for now ttylz

I have a  new blog there is a link on my side bar so u guys and gals can get to it, it is a photo blog it will have mostly pics on it. lol

Sorry I have not posted in a while this past week has been so crazy I have barely been home all week. This week my mom  had like 3 doc appointments and our foster kids had a doc appointment and it seems like every nite we have something new. And I missed idol thursday!! lol  This week is going to be pretty busy 2. have something monday, eye doc tuesday, wensday church, thursday yay free, friday free yay, sat friends over for UFC. lol 2 free days unless my mum makes changes lol. So yay a busy week lol but i do not mind the hecticness lol. Ok well i can not think of anything else to say except i'm relle happy bout my new blog. love yall  leave me some comments.

1.fave color-  Green     

2.least fave color-  hott pink

3.color of pants- blue

4.color of shirt- green

5.color of fave cd-  black

6.color of dream car- black

7.color that you want your mom to dye her hair-  hott pink lol.

8.color of computer-  black (hmm all this black lol)

9.color of best friends brother's eyes-  blue

10.color of dream pet zebra-  green and brown

11.color of phone/ipod-ipod-  Black /pink

12.color of the last thing you ate-  oarngeish red

13.find what color you answered with the most than divide it by blue- Hmmmm, it would be.......yellow!!!!

14.tag as many people as there are letters in the color.- yellow has six letters so here goes.

I tag:

Breezy

rainstar13

ArcticMonkey

Free2bme

POTCgirl

dixiefiddler

i add an extra person lol Surfmonkey

Ty to Artisticflare who i borrowed this tagg from lol :)

I though that it is about time for me to post some pictures of me. My sisters and brother are so I guess I should post some also, so here they are.

Have you ever noticed how when you slowly make excuses for something saying, "oh it is just this one time", then slowly it happens again and you make another excuse for it. Till finally you are at the point where you have to say enough is enough! Or you just get to a point where you don’t care anymore. You then say I’m tired of being miserable and trying to do it on my own, I need help! I need God, not I want God, but I desperately NEED Him!!! Then you take steps toward God, no longer running away in complete sin and disobedience. Then you ask God for peace and "wa-la" God gives you the desires of your heart… He gives you peace. I’m so happy that I can’t explain it. I know that it is because I asked God to give me peace like when I was a child and "wa-la", God gave me peace. I mean peace is just flowing out of me and into me.

I want everyone to feel this way; I want everyone to feel peace. To think that all we have to do is ask Him and He will really give it to you, is simply amazing. I always thought, "yeah sure he will give you the desires of your heart." Sometimes what you want is not good for you. God gives you what you want as long as it is good for you. So all you have to do is ask and earnestly seek God and His presence. If you really try hard and if you really want it, then God will give it to you.