Apr. 24, 2008 - Beast
I am a Beast. Or, at least I feel like one. Right now I feel awful. My allergies are killing me. One rub of the eyes and it's over. I feel as if I could die of nasal congestion. I had lice a couple of months ago. Two times in a row, in fact. My parents are sure I have it again. My dad is sure, my mom not so. There is no proof of the bugs being in my hair. I have brushed my hair over the sink the last month, and have seen nothing. I've also checked my pillow each morning and night. I am Beast.
Ok, right now you're probably grossed out with me. I am to. I am about finished with my school work, and have many tests. My theatre group is having a preformance soon, and I have practice every Sat. & Sun. Since the preformance is next weekend we will be having practice every evening the next week. And to top it off I think the boy I like, likes me. Great, now I have problems. Although I might be imagining things. Crap!
I am not in a good mood. But
(putting on a fake smile) I thought I'd tell you I've decided to try breeding roses. I love roses(as you already know) and I want to create my own. I just bought my first rose. It's called a Lincoln. I used to have a yellow rose, but it died(I'm very upset, and have not gotten over it). I'm hoping to section a part of my yard to mix roses. I still haven't persuaded my mom. I will also be trying some roses recipes. Such as Rose Jam, Rose Tea, Rose water, Rose perfume, etc.
" And so, I'm trying to look at the bright side of this. I have my roses. . .and, uhh. . .the magnificent boy I like. ", she gulped as she passed a hand over her eyes.
If anyone has a spiritual and comforting verse from the Bible I would be much obliged if you would send it to me. Or an uplifting poem or sonnet. That would also be soothing. Thank you from a much less cheerful girl. (I probably sound pitiful right now, I'm not that pitiful just . . . at the moment)
~ Rosethorn
After thought: I'm not that sure that the boy I like likes me.
After thought 2: Who do you prefer Matthew McFayden or Colin Ferth? I love MM, but I think I have come to like CF better. Unbelievable! Only Mr. Darcy fans answer this. Please!
Comments
Apr. 25, 2008 - Untitled Comment
Posted by GraceElizabeth
Oh, Rosita, I will pray for you, that the Lord will bless you with strength and courage to live your life for Him. I know what you mean about feeling depressed and 'beastly', I think all young people do sometimes. This is a verse which has always spoke very powerfully to me:
"He gives power to the faint, and to him who has no might he increases strength. Even youths shall faint and be weary, and young men shall fall exhausted, but they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint. Isaiah 40:29-31"
I love Isaiah, because even though it's full of curses opon those who disobey, it is also full of hope. I need a lot of that!
God bless you, my friend, and message me if you want to talk further on this! I would love to be an encouragement to you, if I can.
~Grace
Apr. 27, 2008 - Untitled Comment
Posted by mixedwithrain
hey rosita! this is jesse, i got a new blog to promote my band, and 'cause i forgot my username/password... lol.
Apr. 29, 2008 - My Mr. Darcy.
Posted by musicofthenight
I Kindof have a loyalty to Colin... I mean he was the original.
*Screams* How do you choose?!?!
MM is totaly hot in the role but I think CF is more accurate to the book... more pride and less shyness like Mathew.
There both pretty amazing.
Apr. 29, 2008 - Untitled Comment
Posted by Allysa
hey, I am Allysa, nice to meet you! I happen to be a huge Jane Austen fan!!! I'd choose Matthew any day.lol.
Apr. 30, 2008 - Untitled Comment
Posted by ca16
Hey,
These are my own words, but nothing ever stays the same! Everything is constantly changing, and this time in your life is a season. The first chapter of Ecclesiastes (sp?) might be helpful to read...
But hang in there! Even though I don't know you or anything, I'll be praying!
"Things are gonna change for the better now, oh they're gonna change..."-Anberlin, from Dismantle.Repair
~Candice~
