A few weeks ago, I quit homeschooling. I had decided to enroll the 5yo and 8yo in school (they're trying to pass another school levy, the 3rd one in 7 yrs, so I might as well get my money's worth!) and the 2 yo and I would just hang out.   I was tired.

Tired of trying to motivate my children, tired of trying to motivate myself.  Tired of the financial stress of a one income family.  I was tired. 

Fortunately, I have a buddy.  I learned when I first came home to be a full-time mom that a buddy is important. You need someone else who can understand the insanity of your life, and help you feel sane.  This is even more necessary when you are homeschooling.  A buddy is someone who you can be totally honest with, no pretenses, no fear of judgement or condemnation.  You can just let it all hang out.  The Lord put me and my buddy together 3 years ago.  And I am grateful. 

Instead of walking around talking to myself, I called her.  I told her what I was thinking and feeling. I told her how inadequate I had been feeling as a teacher and mom, how the financial stress was really getting to me.  I told her that the school district wasn't looking to bad right now.  She talked me away from the ledge.  She encouraged me, she pointed out how well my kids were doing in all areas, but especially in their relationship with Jesus.  She told me to take a few days off, or weeks even.  She helped me refocus and see where I needed to make some adjustments.  She saved me from the waves of doubt and despair and helped me make it back to the shore.

If you are homeschooling without a buddy, you won't last long.  You and your kids will suffer.  So find one quickly!  And if you already have a buddy, thank God for her, and then, pray that He sends you someone that you can be a buddy to as well.

Thanks Buddy!