To be almost saved is to be totaly lost. OUR DEAPEST FEAR IS NOT THAT WE ARE INADEQUATE. OUR DEAPEST FEAR IS THAT WE RE POWERFUL BEYOND MEASURE. WE ASK OURSELVES, WHO AM I TO BE BRILLIANT, TALENTED, GORGOUSE, AND FABULOUSE? ACTUALLY...WHO ARE YOU NOT TO BE? http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/ en-us Homeschool Blogger Fri, 4 Jul 2008 01:55:00 -0500 Fri, 4 Jul 2008 01:55:00 -0500 ok, to tonight i went to sunsplash night fest with my firne dsuzie!! it was the most ultamate thing EVER!!! it only cost 17 buckaroos and it went from 7:30 till 11!!!  we were freezing our butts off, but it was SO FUN! the first time i went on the big white ride, it scared me to death because i seriously almost fell out! thank goodness suzie was there because i grabbed onto her leggs! hahaha ( we rode the 2 person ones) but, it was SO grose!!!! there were guys there in speedos, i think that was the most nastiest thing ever... NO!! i was wrong... there was like a couple that was behind us that seriousely kissed every 2 sec. not ever exadorating. but thats not the worst part... the guy was SOOO extreemly older then the girl it looked like her FATHER!!! and she only looked 15 at most.  =( grose hu?!!!   YEA!!!! it was so cool though because it was SUPER DARK!!! and we like FLEW out of the tubes when we hit the bottom... seriously.. we like tiped over, got flung out, or something haha... my skin is killing me though because all the clorene and i am super sensitive to chemicals... but there were NO lines so it was TOTALLY WORTH IT!!!! i mean at first there were, but after like an hour, every body went home because it was a little windy tonight.. but then there wer no lines at all =) suzie and i got to catch up on things, and it was just really fun.... EVERY ONE SHOULD GO NEXT TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!       http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/556312/ Fri, 4 Jul 2008 01:55:00 -0500 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/556312/ ok, so yesterday i probably had the hardest working day in a very long time... lol we dug out roots, weeded, tosses the dirt to make it loos so we could plant grass...and LOTS more... but the yeard looks very nice now! lol but anywho, life is going easier now that work is kinda running out lol... my mom is what you would call a 'work-aholic' i dont think she believes in 'saving it for tomarow' .....even though we dont have anything planned for tomarow... lol but, everything is looking ver nice, my room is getting put in order and i got my tv back from my brother lol.... he claimed that MY tv was HIS... so he put it in his room, but i explained the situation to mom and she put it in my room (because it is rightfully mine! muahahaha) he didnt seem to care-suprisingly well, i dont really know what to type... there is nothing much going on in my life lately besides soarting boxes and cabinets... but i honestly dont think that you want to hear what we found under kks bed, or the cabinet we never open      hahhahahaha OH, today after i drove my moms spancy car to church and came back home i walkeed to the park to meet up with a friend... his name is zane, i guess his church goes to the park right next to our house every so often. he wanted to come hang out at our house because it gets pretty boring there... but i  dont think his mumzy let him lol... we just ended up chillin and talking to church people... they were actually pretty cool. then i came back home and a few hours later my cousin called and had us walk to the SAME park because she wanted kk and i to play with her little 2 year old son.  she works odd hours so he has been in the house with my aunt for 2 days... she thought she would take him to get some fresh air... he was loving it!!! hes so so so cute lol ok, well ta ta 4 now =) http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/554307/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 22:56:00 -0500 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/554307/ hey readers... it has been a long time since i have posted. alot of things have happened, however it would be pretty much impossible to write all the events. mostly i had my birthday party, it was a blast! alot of people showed up and we all just had a super amount of fun. well, about 19-20 peple came and we basically just hung out, at y house wehave variouse games like ping pong, volley ball, air hockey, foosball, a trampoline! lots more! but... weall created alot of great memories! at one point (after we all had a few wresling(sp?) matches...we walked to the park! it was really hott there, but e had fun! there was a few of us who wanted to get abck to my house (not very big parky kind of people) but it was all good. once we got to my house once again people changed into some clothes they didnt care about as much...and then we had a watter war!!!! the sprinkle was on while a few of us played volley ball ad then most the guys just kept dumping water on every one!!! haha, it as funny. there were a few stbborn ones who did not want t get wet... but we DRAGGED them out (kicking and screaming) but we succeeded and got them super duper wet!!! we played lots of card games inbatwen all this... but that was about the jiff of the party/// oh and we swing dancd some... but not much! once the guys left... the girls talked, had amazing smores outside, we layed on the rampoline and looked at te stars! and then half the girls watched becoming jane ( a moie that i got for my party) and half watched another movie upstairs. but then once bcoming jane was over we went to get the other girls because we were all suposed to sleap on the trampoline... but it ended up only being tara, misha and i! lol... it was alot of fun. but, now i think i am going to go rest because yesterday was my friend taras party... we ate a lot of junk food, stayed up way too late and then went to the mall and a dance that ended at 11:30 pm the next day. got home at like 1am and didnt go to bed till alot later! lol so i have been 2 days pretty much without any sleep! lol\ well, hopefully i will talk to you guys soon =) i might just wrte on this thing more now that you guys have no idea what i am doing in roseville... i mean, i HAVE TO FILL YOU IN! not really, but its something to do =) http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/551233/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 16:40:00 -0500 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/551233/ hey friends!   i have not posted in a while.. but you know how life goes... not very easy going LOL   but anywho... my days are going well, enjoying life... sure, loving it...could be better, hating it... NOT AT ALL.   i am kind ain that inbatween stage... just mellowed out (if you know what i meen) not really knowing what to do with each individual day... but DEFNATLY knowing when you need to do for the long run... but just cant seem to fit it in your very dull boring not doing anything day.   well... a few days are like that, but really... i am SO busy... i dont even have time to think... and then when i do have those few days where i can think about what i need to do it makes me so stressed out i cant seem to finish anything. instead i just go in circles trying to think which is most inportant (when they all are)   well, now that my family and i are house bound because of the snow... there is more time to think and get things in order...   at first it is wanderful, but when you are such a busy family like ours... it drives you VERY stur crazy after the first day or two.   you think you are going insane... books dont satisfy... i have already practically gone through a whole art pad... and my phone bill i am sure is RACKING up.   the internet seems to get VERY BORING.... after you think you have about done everything possible... you find one more game to beat or one more e-mail to read... eventually making you very crosseyed.   and music 9violin and piano drives everyone crazy after awhil... if you know what i mean.  http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/473185/ Sat, 2 Feb 2008 13:56:00 -0600 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/473185/ well friends... my sista' kate has asked me for details! on my car... hehe well, its and ugly brown car...lolzers haha, its a ols mobele (no clue how to spell that) ~kate..its the lamolys old brown car. it looks pretty ugly from the outside, but my mom tells me that its pretty dandy, all it needs is a paint job. it runs nicely, it only has a small leak in one tire... so either i have to replace it or repump it every now and then... it is an automatic... and all i have to do is get insurence on it! WOHOOOO!!!! haha, oh..... ill TRY not to call ya katypoo any more... 8-) 8o =) its just so fun to say! rahhahahaha http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/451835/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 22:08:00 -0600 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/451835/ I GOT A CAR!!! SAHWEET! i now just got to get insurance on it! and i am FREE ALASSSSSS!!!! hehehe, ill get to go visit my friends whenever i want! wohooooo!!!!! ...KATYPOOO!!!! you better be expectin misa!!!! hahahahaha lol! luv ya girlie! haha... oh... and sorry for calling ya 'katypoo' KATE. but i am just SO EXCITEDDDDDDED!!!!! RAarrrr!!!R!!!! muahahaha http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/451098/ Thu, 27 Dec 2007 16:17:00 -0600 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/451098/ hey guys and gals! merry christmas! its now come and pass the day we all await. every year... what we get ancy for. the presence, family surrender.. and the FOOD OF-COURSE! haha... well, i just want to say thankyou to everyone for everything. i am not really thankyou you for christmas spirit or gifts if you gave any (my friends) but for just making life so jolly. thankyou for giving me the joy and laughter every soul needs! chris, you really gave me the best present this year for writing me that letter... made me realize how i have changed. and just because i dont have the best living situations right now... it doesnt have to rob my joy and smiles   =D and Kate, i want to thank you also for YOUR letter. and although i responded harshly... i actually wanna thankyou. when i recieved that i was actually in holister at the moment.. and it kinda set me off. =/ but i was thinking about it.. and although it was probably done out of anger at the time.. it was meant to be sent with love. i was really only trying to help. i was trying to make things better for you, because you are a dear friend... not hurt you. i am sorry. really. and Mrs. Gorgan... if you end up reading this... thankyou for taking me in when i needed space... (letting me chill @ yur house) and i know by time it got to that point.. i was most likely already in a bad mood and on edge about everything... but you kept showing love and grace. i want to thankyou for that. it means alot. So once again. thankyou. and MERRY CHRISTMAS. you all have blessed me in more ways then you could possibly ever know. =D http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/450310/ Tue, 25 Dec 2007 17:17:00 -0600 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/450310/ okeedokee...... snap crackle pop.... well now. i got a post from uno of misas friends... who said sh elikes how i talketh??? I DONT GET IT!!! RARRRR!!!!! r u makin fun of my terrible spelling??? =+( i think i am going to KRY!  (haha j/k...cry) lolzerlisouse ummm... but anywho... i dont get it... or is it that you think how i talkers is funny? in that case... SAH-WEEEEEEET!!!!!!!! that makes me HAPPY! ummmm... ok, so i also got tagged.... HOWEVER>>>>> i dont remember what that means... and what i am supposed to do in the situation. rar but, if this does us any good instead of such a taggggything ill post another survey!!! YAY MEEEEEEEE!~~~~!!!!~!!~!!!! i kno u guys are gunna get bored with this one... CUZ ITS LIKE 2 ACRES LONG!!!! haha   but, it tells ya goffy stuff 'bout misa!!! RAR! CHAPTER 1 - BASICS + Initials?: SJD!!!! ...neener neener neener, mine are better then yurs! muagaha + Middle name?: Jayne... pertiest name out there! + Birthday?: why should i tell u?... ok ill tell u... its may 17th + Birth Place?: in yur dreams i am telling you that! i dont want you to come rape me.... who knows who reads these things! + Current location?: wandering around neverland! .....mucho jelouse??? HECK YES U R!!! + Height?: 2,1....haha.... j/k + Hair length?:to the floor... not.... about mid back + Eye color?: u all know what color misas eyes are! hahaha CHAPTER 2 - PERSONAL + Left or right handed?: Righttttay! + How many piercing?: 2! + How many tattoo's?: 0. uh huh, i'm coo. + What is your shoe size?: 7... i have small feet! that doesnt meen immmma midjet... dont make funnys of me! + Have any nicknames?: yes + How many pets do you have?: a BUNNNNYYYY!!!! + Do you collect anything?: little glass figures! + What are you afraid of?: SHARKS!!!!!     OH NOOOOOO!!!!!!! + Are you a messy person?: noperdopers + How do you dress?: hoever i feel like... luzr + Wear glasses/contacts?: HECK YES... sucks bootay + Something dumb you like to do?: chicken dance! RAR! beat that! + Do you live life to the fullest?: YES!!! imma goin sky diving tomarow! not... DANGIT! + Are you happy?: you SOOOO wish that you were as happy as misa! CHAPTER 3 - FAMILY + Were you a planned baby?: sure...? + Who was present at your birth?:i wasnt there + Were your parents married when you were born?: yupps + An only child?: heck to the no + If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?:middlest...kinda.. i am the oler middle + What are your sibling's names?: tyler,zachary and kayleigh + Which parent do you get along with best?: misas mummmmzzzzyyy + What do you fight about?: i dont fight... thats sad   =(   i more like to debate + Are you parents married or divorced?: happppillllllyyyyyy married + Do you have step parents?: noperdopers + Do you have favorites?: no no no no CHAPTER 4 - FRIENDS + Can you define a friend?: they are a person who you can trust with your secrets and your cares... and not tell them to other people.... sum1 who will always b there when u need them + Are you a good friend?: no... i am to busy sad + Do you regret any friendships?: ha...ha.........palskdhfouiawehnlgk + Ever emotionally hurt a friend?: no, it was her fault that she was hurt. she didnt believe me when i was telling the truth... lame. + Ever physically hurt a friend?: yes. it was an accident.... ooooooopppppsssss + Ever lost respect for a friend?: yeah... + Have you cried in front of a friend?: no + Do you have a best friend?: no + One best friend or 10 acquaintances?: one best friend + Which friend can you tell anything to?: ---rar  + Who can always make you laugh?: ricky!! rahahahaha + Who do you talk to the most: hmmm... my family DUHHHHH + Last friend to text you?: ricky! CHAPTER 5 - LOVE + Are you single or taken?: well not rly taken... but not AT ALL SINGLE! + If taken who is the lucky guy/girl?: -- + Do you like anyone?: do YOU like anyone? BAM! + Do you believe in love at first sight?: heck no techno.... thats lust my friends + Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?: yes i do actually... God=love, and you learn to love through him. you love your friends. you love your family. you love your husband. you love your wife. you love your pets. you love flowers... etc.   love....is so complex   there are just different 'LEVELS' of love. + Ever had your heart broken?: noperdopers.. i am a lucky goose + Broken someone else's heart?:sadly a few... + Is love worth the risk of being heart broken?: yes.... but even though you get hurt(you cant prevent that, nomatter wha tyou think).... but i dont think you can get  your heart 'broken' if you are trully inlove.. i mean.... if you can loose eachother then you were never inlove.   + Do you fall for the wrong guy or girl?: nopers + Do you want to get married?: YES + What did you used to love that you no longer do?: ummmm.... i dont know...? rar... this is going to be on my mind for the rest my my LIFE!!!   i HATE THIS SURVEY!!! it make me think too mucho! CHAPTER 6 - FAVORITES + Childhood memory?: CHURCH CAMP!  + Dessert?: nilla ice cream with strawberries! + Season?: fall and spring + Color[s]?:Red and teal + Number[s]?: umm... yur scaring me.... + Food?: YUMMMMYYYYYY + Drink?: water! + Music?: my m usic! rar! beat that! + Movie?: chugga chugga bOOm BooM!!!   thats not really a movie... BUT ITS GUNNA BE!   in my dreams! + Show?: i dont watch the boob tube... its lame + Clothing?: jeans... but then again... i have to have a top too couse imma girlie... + Pizza topping?: PEPPERONI CHAPTER 7 - RANDOM + Slept in a different bed?: yuperdoodles! + Danced in front of your mirror?: yeah... ALL THE TIME!!!   + Gotten in a car with people you just met?:nopers + Been in a fist fight?: rar! dont mess with  me BABY! ill knock yur socks offffff! + Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?: thats lame + Made out with a stranger? GROSE + Left your house with out telling your parents?:yes. i went on a walk! how TERRIFYING! not... im not in a PRIZON! + Had a crush on your neighbor?: no...lame...again + Ditched school to do something more fun?...no imma goodie girlie + Seen someone die?: No...how sad + Been on a plane?: no! im not chicken... dont make fun of me + Sing in the shower?: HECK YES!!! + Kissed a picture?: haha + Slept in until 3?: no way. ill catch up on my sleep when im dead.. why waist yur life? + Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?: YES! + Made a snow angel?: uh huh + Cheated while playing a game?: duhh... im not perfect + Fallen asleep at work/school?:nope + Felt an earthquake?: yeah + Touched a snake? DUH + Had detention? yeah right + Hated the way you look?: i'm a teenage girl, what do you think? + Witnessed a crime?: 80 no + Had stitches?: yes, scaryyyyyy + Been stung by a bee?: NO!!!     arent you jelouse! + Thrown up in a restaurant?: noo + Felt like dying from embarrassment?: otay + Cried yourself to sleep?: yes + Eaten caviar? nope + Sang karaoke?: YES!!! all the time! haha + Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?: yes, all the time + Caught a snowflake on your tongue?: Yup. + Had a dream that you married someone?: hehe yup  + Sat on a roof top?: YES! + Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?: yes! its fun + Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?: Yup haha + Thought about what people would say at your funeral?: no... thats lame + Laugh so hard you cry?: psh all the time + Cheated on a test?: hahaha, NOOOOOO + Forgotten someone’s name?: yeah + Played a prank on someone?: oh yes + Gone to a late night movie?: yep + Made love to anything not human?: ew + Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?: haha, yes actually.... all the time... i loose track of time! lolzers! + Shot a gun?: hahaha + Thrown strange objects?: Yeah. + Owned more than 5 sharpies?: HECK YES!!!! imma srt FREEEEEEK + Own an instrument?:yes, like 7 + Been in a band?: i sing for the worship team at my youth group + Drank 25 sodas in a day?:gross! + Broken a cd? yes +Spell your name as it sounds; shaylee http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/445888/ Sun, 16 Dec 2007 21:22:00 -0600 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/445888/ hehehe, real quick.... if you havent figured out by now... I AM A CURIOUSE PERSON!!!! leave your name hen you post a comment! hahaha who is...'me'????? from last post. http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/431829/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 20:09:00 -0600 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/431829/ ok so i got tagged, i know i havnt posted in a hile, but after my dads b-day... we went to selebrate my brothers b-day and then i went to CANADA!!!... so ill have to tell my thought on that later.... (now when i say this... dont expect me to EVER actually post about it... hahaha... but i can promise tha ti will try! lol) .... . ............ ...... ...................... ... . oh yea the tagg..... ok so i have to post like 7 (?) things about me that are weird/interesting..(?...i walked away for awhile and haha i dont remember what was on the persons blogg..)haha ok so .. 1) i layer like 3 to sometime 5 shirts... no less then 2. i always have atleast 2 shirst on at a time, i can never wear just 1 ...hahaha--thats kinda weird..(?) 2) i wear my sisters shoes and socks couse we have the same  size foot! haha and she it 5 years younger then i am... i have super duper small feetsys! 3) i talk in my sleep when i am super tired...hahaha 4) ooo, i dont know if this is weird... but i cut mine and my sister hair! like when we need a hair cut! uhhhh, i cant think of anymore so i will just post a survey inplace of it.... AUTOBIOGRAPHY 1. Who took your default pic? i did... yea im lame-o' like that 2. Exactly what are you wearing right now? socks, undies, bra, blue tank, rainbow shirt, blue jeans 3. What is your current problem? this stupid guy failed me on my drivers test couse he didnt see me look in the mirror when i DID. 4. What makes you most happy? sum1 and music dancing drawing singing lalala list goes on 5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to? so much love in you-by---the rocket summer hecka good song 6. Do you like MTV? nonononononononononononononoonon 7. Name something that annoys you about people. people who judge other people before they know whats trully going on, they might just need a friend. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 1: 1. Nickname(s): shay, pookie, luv, babe people call me bunches of other stuff too, but i dont feel like naming them 2. Eye color? blue blue blue 3. Hair color? blonde, but right now its blonde, red, dark brown ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 2: 1. Do you live with your parent(s)? yup 2. Do you get along with your parent(s)? yup 3. Are your parents married/separated/divorced ? hapily married 4. Do you have any Siblings? 1 sis 2 bro's  ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 3: -FAVORITE- 1. Ice Cream: nilla 2. Seasons: fall and spring 3. Books: bible!!! 4. Band: i like alot of stuff 5. Food: YUMMMM! i like pizza and chineese and taco salad 6. Drink(s) (non alcoholic): water 7. Drink(s) (alcoholic): i dont drink. i am under age 8. Past time? youth camp!!! 9. Pen color: green 10. Store: aropostille ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 4: *DO-YOU* 1.Write on your hand sometimes 2. Call people back? all the time, or atleast i try to!!! but right now my phone is broke! =( 3. Believe in love? YES YES YES YES 4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed? not really, but i typically sleep on my right side ...ALWAYS ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 5: HAVE YOU.... 1. Broken a bone? i fractured my arm and tail bone.. well i fractured my tail bone 2ice... 2. If so... where? i already went over this... 3. Had physical therapy: nopers 4. Gotten surgery? nopers 5. Taken painkillers? yep 6. Are you gay? NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO i like boys!!!!! one in perticular...=) hehe 7. Been stung by a bee? nopers, i am a lucky goose. 8. Threw up in a doctor's office? i dont remember... ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 6: Who/what was the last: 1. Person to text you? well i dont remember couse my ohone broke a while ago. 2. Thing you touched? the back space key  3. Thing you said? please can we clean that tomarow, i am so tired... 4. Person you hugged? kk 5. Person who called you? =( my phone is broken... so sad 6. Last book you read? bible http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/431104/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 19:14:00 -0600 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/live2love/431104/