im a recovering messaholic... <33 - Homeschool Blogger

HAPPY THURSDAY.

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 11:42:00 -0600

i SAW HARRY && NiC0LE ON TV TODAY!
yeahhhh.
there were there and it falarious...i laughed like muchos.
nothing has happened today
going to AWANA tonight.
smooches...
<3 aliXx

it's called a short but sweet entry.

AUDiTiON SONG:
"That Thing You Do"
by;; the WONDERS

You,
Doin' that thing you do,
Breaking my heart into a million pieces,
Like you always do
And you,
Don't mean to be cruel,
You never even knew about the heartache,
I've been going through
Well I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I,
Know all the games you play,
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know that,
You'll be mine someday
'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
'Cause I try and try to forget you girl,
But it's just so hard to do,
Every time you do that thing you do

I don't ask a lot girl,
But I know one thing's for sure,
It's the love I haven't got girl,
And I just can't take it anymore

'Cause we,
Could be happy can't you see,
If you'd only let me be the one to hold you,
And keep you here with me
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go,
Around with someone new,
And if I know you you're doin' that thing,
Every day just doin' that thing,
I can't take you doing that thing you do

New Edited Pictures

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 16:17:00 -0600

Hey here's a picture that i edited yesterday!

www.xanga.com/evilspylady11

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 11:57:00 -0600

10 days until auditions for Tom Sawyer ... officially nervous but I've been praying lately for God to like calm my nerves and GET ME TO SMILE AND BE LOUD NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE ELSE THINKS!! haha.

So yeah -- I'm singing, That Thing You Do from the movie;; That Thing You Do.
the lovely Alissa D. is helping me w/ a dance like she's gonna make something up for me because i'm not too good at making that stuff upp.

my brothers and my mom are at the pool right now -- STUPiD NATURE!!!!!!!! otherwise i would be there right now!!!

tHANKS FOR THE COMMENTS LADIESSSSS.!!
you all totally rock my face off. ouch. see it hurts right now bcuz it's off.

I realized that i haven't really been writing like long entries because of show week and just not being in the mood to write at all.

iM G0NNA P0ST PiCTURES CUZ i'M C00L LiKE THAT.

<3

{Me and Alisson}

{Me and Nicole ...im kinda there}

{Me and my partner-in-crime Jackie}

{Me and my Lana}

{Me and Evelyn} i L00K LiKE A MANN.

{Me and the beautiful Natalie}

Ummmmm ........ Pray for me like so i won't be nervous for Auditions cuz i was SUPER DUPER NERVOUS LAST TIME!! OMW.....

love to all...sM00CHES..

<3 aliXx

ps
Got this from a site::

The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here."

The black man turned around and stood up. He then said:

"Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, "

"When I grew up I was BLACK, "

"When I'm sick I'm BLACK, "

"When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, "

"When I'm cold I'm BLACK, "

"When I die I'll be BLACK."

"But you sir."

"When you're born you're pink, "

"When you grow up you're white, "

"When you're sick, you're green, "

"When you go in the sun you turn red, "

"When you're cold you turn blue, "

"And when you die you turn purple."

"And you have the nerve to call me colored?"

The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away....

Wed, 1 Mar 2006 16:10:00 -0600

Your questions are: (drummroll pleez)
Places you have visited- um a lot of states == nothing out of the country though
Fav cheese flavor- um cheddar and this kind called monster i think
Pet(s) names- dont have nay
10 people you talk to almost every day- mom, dad, god, jordan, hunter, clay, margaret, kendel, andrea, um and noe one else
What you are wearing right now- a black skirt and blue shirt
What you will wear tomorrow- umm my jeans and my black cami
Middle name- alexandra
Fav cd- breakaway by kelly clarkson
Least fav movie- um john wayne movies or anything that is a low budget stupid film
Lucky number- um 14?? at the moment -- cuz that's my age!
Least fav shoes(that you own)- um these cruddy ones from the dollar store they're like paper

i was tagged!!!

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 14:55:00 -0600

Q1: once again whats one of your all time fave states.
A: i dont have a favorite

Q3: fave colors?
a: pink brown and black

Q4: What color is your hair?
A: dark ash brunette

Q5: Your eyes?
A: hazel

Q6: What book are you reading now?
A: none

Q7: What was the last movie you watched?
A: um Sky High right at the moment actually and then Flight Plan <--scarrry!!

Q8: Where did you last go. As in out of your house, yard, and street.
A: Culver's with 9 other people

Q9: What was the last thing you ate?
A: um cereal

Q10: How many times have you been on-line in the past three days?
A: just this time -- welll actually once two days ago to print something out so twice

Q11: What was the last holiday you celebrated?
A: Valentine's Day

Q12: Why do you do the things you do?
A: Becaue i do...???

Q13: Where is your fave place to be in the morning?
A: outside if it's warm -- otherwise in my bed underneath the warm covers

Q14: Where is your fave place to be at night?
A: friends house ... duh!

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 15:28:00 -0600

well i was grounded yesterday.

bad girl i was.

i sound like Yoda.
wiiiierd.

well since i didn't get to write yesterday i'll just tell about the wierd dream i had .

it had to do with
LANA AND AMANDA D.

Lana & Amanda and me were like hanging out at some kind of apartment of ours. and we were watching some kind of version of Gilmore Girls where all guys were black and British. But the television's cable was like a search engine on a webpage and you could search for certain episodes of certain shows and then watch them of course. So we searched "Wispy Summer" - NO IDEA WHAT THAT WAS - and then we like watched it. Then my dream wandered off and mrs. Duvall is like there and is trying to figuire out where someone's parents are or whatever. And i see this video on this screen o f this guy that i know like crying and then all of a sudden he starts playing with his nseaker. and me and this random indian dude turn to each other and say "Wow, this guy has way too much time on his hands." And then my mom woke me up to go see Cinderella @ the Hemmens by Kane CYT.

it was very good.

the girl who was the fairy godmother did an AMAZiNG job! wow what a voice.

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ok so i was TOTALLY thinking about something random today.

surprise surprise right?

and i was thinking about how like we all say "I would kill to have..." or "I would kill to do..." and like if we were ever given to get what we wanted but we had to kill...would we do it? I mean, seriously, think about it. Sometimes we say things that we most definately do not mean, sometimes their figuire of speech and other times they're things that we say to other people.

there's my "opinion of the day" for ya.

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welll me and my brother traded my old digital cam for his MP3 player so right now as im typing this, i'm trying to figuire out how to put what songs i want on it.

there are some pictures at the bottom, enjoy....I GOT TWELVE C0MMENTS 0N MY LAST ENTRY!! WOWZA I LOVE YOU PEOPLE. I'VE NEVER GOTTEN THAT MANY BEFORE!!.

and now i'm going to go and add more people to my friends list.

<33 aliXx

Hey

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 11:58:00 -0600

Hey everyone.
Nothing's really happened today that's REALLY exciting or anything, i'm here babysitting my two bros while my mom is out with my youngest brother. I've written many new songs since the last time that i posted, and i'm written down the piano music for S0ME 0f them. I kept my last entry as a draft because the picture weren't coming up anymore, so if you're wondering why the last entry i have says dec 26...that's why.

Nothing news been happening. Just hanging out and busy with CYT. www.cytchicago.org
and my youth group.

Well i'll probably post more tomorrow and hopefully i'll have something exciting to tell you all.
check out my xanga : www.xanga.com/evilspylady11 and here's my screen name for AIM: QueenLylah0506 or Hi TALK2 ALiX
<33 aliXX

Keep On Dreamin�
By: aliXX
On: February 6th, 2006

Today I woke up
With my head in the clouds
Dreamin� of something
That will never happen
Something unsure of
The something won�t last

So why do I waste my time.
Dreamin� of things that will
Never come true?
{silence}

Dreams, dreams are make believe
They only come true
If you�re lucky, yes you
Dreams are what they are, a dream
They never really happen
So keep on dreamin�
(dream a sweet dream)

Sure, some make us feel good
When they�re about boys, money or livelihood
But others are nightmares
They scare & scare you
You feel like you�re fallin�
Fallin� fallin��
Those you don�t want to come true

So why do I waste my time.
Dreamin� of things that will
Never come true?
{silence}

Dreams, dreams are make believe
They only come true
If you�re lucky, yes you
Dreams are what they are, a dream
They never really happen
So keep on dreamin�
(dream a sweet dream)

Fill Me Up With Your Love

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 19:39:00 -0600

Start 1:20PM Dec. 21st 2005 ((Wed.))

    ((Verse 1))
Empty spaces, broken hearts & dreams.
Friends lost, melancholy fills the scene.
I am poor with happiness,
BUt i am strong with my sadness.
I want to feel like i am whole
When it seems you've turned Your back on me.
O, I want to be.
    Filled & find my way out...

    ((Chorus))
O God, O Jesus...fill me up with Your love.
I want to be 100% happy,
And know tha tyou're there avobe.
O Father, O Messiah...fill me up with Your love.
Make me brand new
I need to start over
And be happy because of You

    ((Verse 2))
Happy is the word that now describes my life.
Full may be a better word ;;
But this I know inside,
I prayed, You listened, I recieved...
And now I don't have to hide,
I did not listen to my far-away thoughts,l
O, & now I am,
    Filled & I found my way out...

Through You and only You,
There was nothing I could do
But to pray & just wait... ((silence))
((loud)) O You listened to my words!
O You turned my life around!!
Yea, I found....
A love that will never,
You filled me up with it!!
((super soft)) And made me brand new!!
    ((Repeat Chorus))

Done @ 1:37PM Dec. 21st, 2005 ((Wed.))

CHRiSTMAS 2005

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 19:33:00 -0600

;; it was a wierd christmas...
but like it was STiLL G00D!!
haha i mean i REALLY don't mind getting presents earlier and then having more later and have it be drawn out lots so i get a little each day!!
i have some pictures that i want to put up...sum that like i took and then i downloaded them
we took 150 pictures JUST on the way down here!! lol so when i downloaded them ((last nite)) there were 219 ... wowza!! im just gonna put a FEw....obviously it'll be a waste of space to put it ALL on here!! lol so yeah...i'll just put the ones that i think are funny on here
[ i thought this angle looked kinda/sorta cool so i took a picture of everyone in my fam like that...below you'll se my mom and Clay bcuz the computer was freezing up and was taking too long to load up the rest...i'll post them tomorrow fer sher!!]

[THiS iS MY BOYFRiEND ... ha jk jk this is the guy that started the Old Schoolhouse that we stopped at during the drive]

[ this is my gmas dog]

A Quiz <3

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 11:42:00 -0600

10 Favorites...

Favorite Color: pink
Favorite Food: spaghetti
Favorite Band/Singer: JoJo, Simple Plan, Kelly Clarkson
Favorite Song: "The Art" Rachael Lampa
Favorite Movie: The First Daughter
Favorite Sport: baseball
Favorite Season: The end of summer && the beginning of fall
Favorite Day Of the Week: Saturday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Cookies 'nd cream

9 Currents..

Current Mood: Tired
Current Taste: uh orange juice?
Current Clothes: black shirt, white belt, coat ((cuz i'm cold)), and jeans
Current Desktop: uh windows...'98? idk im not on MY computeR!
Current Toenail Color: pink
Current Time: 11:44AM

Current Surroundings: two people i don't know...&& 8 other computers...
Current Annoyance(s): the clicking of the other people's mouses

Current Thought: i gotta pee

8 Firsts...

First Best Friend: Lauren
First Kiss: no one
First Screen Name: craziprincez91
First Pet: never had one
First Piercing: Ears
First Crush: uh Roger in preschool
First Music: umm ZOEgirl?
First Car: DONT HAVE MY FLIPPIN LICENSE!!

7 Lasts

Last Cigarette: i dont smoke
Last Drink: orange juice
Last Car Ride: 1 hour ago
Last Kiss: no one
Last Movie Seen: National Treasure
Last Phone Call: Kendel
Last CD Played: a mix of all my cds..

6 Have You Evers....

Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: uh no
Have You Ever Broken the Law: wel kinda (*cds*)
Have You Ever Been Arrested: nope
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: nut uh

Have You Ever Been on TV: yuPPers
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: uh no

5 Things you�re wearing:

1. white cami
2. tan coat
3. jeans
4. black "BLAST" shirt
5. UNDiES!

4 Things You've Done Today:

1. woken up
2. done laundry...finished packing...
3. gone here ((the library))
4. taken pictures of myself!

3 Things You Can Hear Right Now:

1. wierd peoples talking
2. the clicking of everyone's mouse
3. someone breathing loudly

2 Things You Can't Live Without:

1. my shopping
2. my friends

1 thing that you love:

1. God && church && friends && family...hehehehehe