My days

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 13:39:00 -0600

My days are going by so fast. With my boys growing up before my eyes and my little girl changing every day, I am constantly reminded how brief this life is. I am so very thankful that God allowed me to be a mother. I am amazed that He chose me to care for these children. Corey is almost 17. That scares me so. I almost feel as if I've failed in the parenting department, especially when it comes to him. Looking back there are so many things I would do differently had I the opportunity. I cannot change things that have already been done, but I can move forward. Yesterday I confessed some sins to God, and I must trust and believe that He will give me strength to be different. I have felt a deep sadness in my heart lately. At first I didn't know what was causing the sadness, but I think it has to do with my inadequacies. I want so much for my children to desire good things and to leave my home with character. I can't help but feel guilt over some choices I've made in my life. God does forgive, but we are to reap what we've sown. I do not want to pay with my children. Dear Father, please help me. Thank you so much for loving me and keeping me.

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My days