My writings... http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/ en-us Homeschool Blogger Wed, 2 Sep 2009 19:16:00 -0500 Wed, 2 Sep 2009 19:16:00 -0500 My dreams, my thoughts No matter the price Cannot be bought   My dreams, my goals No matter how hard Can be met, the whole   The dreams, those sought Are won with determined strength Those that started with a thought.   Any dreams, any hopes Blessed by God Become fulfilled hopes.   My dreams, my thoughts Though it is true, They cannot be bought   These dreams, these hopes When blessed by God Become fulfilled hopes. http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/723419/ Wed, 2 Sep 2009 19:16:00 -0500 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/723419/ Hush hush Wind Swush swush Leaves Flap flap Birds Stap stap Shoes Smile smile Lips Mile mile Walk Crunch crunch Ground Scrunch scrunch Sweater Red red Cheeks Dead dead Flowers Gold gold Trees Bold bold Colors Some some Cold Come come Fall http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/723417/ Wed, 2 Sep 2009 19:12:00 -0500 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/723417/ I have more to say But the worlds just won't ocme I try night and day And yet I still feel dumb.   I so wish that I could say What is on my mind I want things to be okay, My lips to unbind.   But all that goes on in my head It just won't come out I try til I wish I was dead Just wish I could shout.   You'll never know now What needs to be said I wish I knew how To empty my head.   I want to clear the air But pride slowed me down And now I don't dare Reach a hand down.   Can't you see what I feel? No, I suppose you can't. I need to bend and kneel Though it feels like I can't.   I don't want pride but love So this humblin' I do, I do out of my love, Out of my love for you.   You are more important to me Than my pride being righted And I hope you'll forgive me Hope that all is righted.   Cuz I love you Much more than my pride I hope that you Will stay by my side.   "Dear friend," I say, "Forgive  my pride, And with me stay, Stay by my side." http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/723415/ Wed, 2 Sep 2009 19:08:00 -0500 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/723415/ My Rain Falls by LadyMarian (Copyrighted 2009) Down, down rain falls Dropping, dropping so hard I stay within these walls Keeping everyone barred. My feelings so strong Must be contained They boil hard and long They must be detained. They fill me up inside. I am quiet still They think my feelings died Along with my strong will. But they are still there Beating, beating in me Do I let them out, do I dare Let everyone see? My feelings are a rain Forever falling down Bearing anger, disdain In me they are sown. I must let them out Before my anger over me reigns All my anger, fears, and doubts Appear as tears...my rain. My rain falls silently My rain pours out My rain pounds silently My rain instead of a shout http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/712562/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 18:57:00 -0500 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/712562/ "Friends" by LadyMarian (Copyrighted 2009) Whispers, laughter, joy Secrets, jokes, happiness Tease not annoy Sighing sappiness. A promise to keep A hug to hold each other tight Together we weep When all is gray and dark as night. Arguments over who is cuter Orlando Bloom? Elijah Wood? (Orlando IS the cuter!) We agree, their acting is good. Shared grins Shared giggles Over each others wins Over jokes so drumdiggle! "You too? I thought I was the only one!" And, "EW! You like that?" But all said and done We love each other in spite of that. What are we? Kindred spirits, you see! http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/712561/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 18:56:00 -0500 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/712561/ Doing the Dream by LadyMarian (Copyrighted 2009) I feel led towards my dream I hear His voiced calling me To love my passions as He deems But I just cannot see I reach out a hand But when something stops it To make a demand I draw back, I admit CHORUS: I have to leap Give all of me into trust CLose my eyes and leap I have to...I must WIth God on my side A little bit of faith I reach deep inside And leap in faith Cuz I know He's by my side. They are out there to stop me It's true, they hate my stand Do what you do, be what you be To spread your name across the land. The world is al about self Making me number one Putting God on the back shelf Having the best good fun. CHORUS>> The trials are rock hard I'm scared to take a step I see the hurdles are large I can't take that first step CHORUS>> If He backs me up What have I to fear I gotta follow my dreams up To the stars with no fear I believe I can do anything If He is by my side I know I can do anything But I can't just hide. I reach for His hand Digging out courage from inside Facing all the land Because He is by my side. I can make the leap Following my dreams Waking fromt his sleep Doing all He deems. END CHORUS>> I can and will Reach deep inside WIth Him I fulfill At all I strive I can follow my heart Do what He calls me to do I can make my start I have nothing to lose Cuz I know He's by my side. http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/712560/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 18:53:00 -0500 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/712560/ Holding On by LadyMarian (Copyrighted 2009) I saw the clouds coming Wanting to drown out my sun Thunder to block out my humming To end all the fun. But I shook back my head Smiled in the face of fear Because of what I've read Because of what I hold dear, I Hold onto Your hand tight Hold on when the times get rough Hold on Your hand with all my might And holding on forever, because I can never have enough. The lightening cracks in my sky The troubles pile up in stacks And the times when I'd rather die Are pushed away, far in the back I just pull my chin up And repeat Your words You overflow my cup Because when I hear you, I Hold onto Your hand tight, so tight Holding on when the times get rough Holding onto Your hand with all my might And holding on forever, because I can never have enough. And You never let go No matter how hard I try to pull away And You never let go Not matther how much I sway And You hold on tight When I'm about to fall apart And You hold on all day and night You held on right from the start And I...and I just have to hold on back Because I....I just cannot refuse You You fill my life with everything I lack I cannot...I cannot believe everything You do! And I....I... Hold onto Your hand tight Hold on when the times get rough Hold on Your hand with all my might And holding on forever, because I can never have enough. I hold on tight, because I can never... Never have enough...of Your love. http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/712557/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 18:42:00 -0500 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/712557/ Do I Want to Know You? by LadyMarian (Copyrighted 2009) I don't know You Don't know if I want to Yet part of me does Can't think what to do... So caught up in life I can't seem to slow down Even though my stress and troubles Have me bowed Do I want to know You? Do I want to change? My life is crumbling Shaking to the foundation I keep on stumbling Because there needs to be a change. Can I let go of my past? Can I forgive myself? I can't seem to move on I can't seem to stop hating myself... I blamed everyone, I blame myself most of all Can't seem to want to live Just want to give up and fall Do I want to know You? Do I want to change? My life is crumbling Shaking to the foundation I keep on stumbling Because there needs to be a change Nothing fills my life I am empty of anything Nothing matters anymore I have nothing, I am nothing... I can't live like this I can't stand my life Can't handle the loneliness, The lies, the dark, the strife Do I want to know You? Do I want to change? My life is crumbling Shaking to the foundation I keep on stumbling Because there needs to be a change I stop one step away From jumping, from losing it all I take one look back at You And dare to turn from the fall... I want to know You I want to change I want to build my life upon You Founding all of me on You And I know where to start, To start this change I know where to start... "I want to know You." http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/712556/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 18:39:00 -0500 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/712556/ I Found You by LadyMarian (Copyrighted 2009) I think I was lost Because in the great still I felt surrounded By the dark power of my will And I couldn't hear a sound Except my own mind crying Couldn't say a word Though I was trying I searched for something I searched for a life source I searched for anything I searched for a new course And I found... You...I found You! You had been there all along I found You And You brought me to where I belong I found You You reached out your hands I found You And Your love is like a thousand sands I found You And my life was turned around. Even when I am scared Even in the darkest night I now know You are there Shining forth a light You lead me forth Through a dark land You guide my heart With Your gentle hand And even when I rebel You reach out once again And when I repent You always forget  my sin And when... I found You You had been there all along I found You And you brought me to where I belong I found You You reached out Your hands I found You And Your love is like a thousand sands I found You And my life was turned around! http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/712554/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 18:33:00 -0500 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/712554/ A Trumpet Call By LadyMarian (Copyrighted 2008) A trumpet seen, long and graceful Shines through a golden yellow. It's form and stature is lovely And a praise it shouts and bellows. Delicately formed in every way; It cries out glory to only One. It is stately and beautiful Silk and pearls has it none. It's beauty has none to compare It's garb is highly sought It's shade is uncomparable It's beauty cannot be bought. It's loveliness is there to see All can admire this thing But no honor or praise will it accept It gives all to it's King. It's beauty satisfies the thirsty soul Happiness and joy inside does it fill. It proclaims a miracle of life This trumpet of a daffodil http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/552351/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 06:56:00 -0500 http://www.homeschoolblogger.com/secretwriter/552351/